Sandra Michelle

I'm Sandra living in Sydney, Australia. I'm actually half Chinese and half Australian with some Euro-Japanese Blood mixed. I'm kind of Gentle, Sweet, Nice, Friendly and Hospitality to friends and animal but very rude to Hooligans and people who are abusive to drugs, alcohol and etc.I'm not a Stereotype and not a Hyprocrites. I considered myself to be LOVELESS, NUMB, DUMB, IDIOT and Whatsoever to describe myself but when you get to know me really well, I can't be one of the WORDS that I've just mention.When it comes to love..well... I'm tired of Loving cos if i give it all, they just rip it all away or tear them apart. I will be happy if my relationship is very serious and very strong that no matter what happens, we just keep together no matter how far or near the relationship. But that doesn't work for me anymore and I'm tired of broken hearts... And don't dream of having me as your GF... If you are my Ex-Boyfriend, then, i have somethings to tell you.First, I want to say sorry for everything I've done. I was just away for about 3 weeks with my mother here in Australia to learn more about taking care of myself as I'm growing rapidly everyday and I wasn't able to be online to talk to you or even reply your message. Second, I just want to say I miss everything we have done together and the time we stayed up late just to chat through the Internet and I also miss the time when one of us got sick. we used to pitty one another but now, i can hardly get well from illness... Third, I'm really hurt from your words. you say you love me but it's nothing at all. I even thought that I'm the dust which you just blow to go away or fly away from you. Fourth, I love you soo but you just left me in the cold alone.. And Finally, at the night, I usually pray that you're alright and safe but you hurt me so, I just can't let you go. You take advantage of my willingness to do anything for love, Now I'm the only one in pain and will you please take it all away...I'm Sorry and Although I say "I Hate You", I'll always Love you....