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modest narcissist

i wish the retarded were re-smarted.

About Me

i am a kittymonkey. these are my parents. "the inteLLectuaL is aLways showing off; the Lover is aLways getting Lost. the inteLLectuaL runs away, afraid of drowning; the whoLe business of Love is to drown in the sea. inteLLectuaLs pLan their repose; Lovers are ashamed to rest. the Lover is aLways aLone, even surrounded by people; Like water and oiL, he remains apart. the man who goes to the troubLe of giving advice to a Lover gets nothing. hes mocked by passion. Love is Like musk. it attracts attention. Love is a tree, and the Lovers are its shade."

Sun Sign: Leo
Sun 17° Leo 03' Leo Horoscope
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Moon Sign: Aries
Moon 15° Aries 58' Aries Horoscope
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Rising Sign: Sagittarius
Ascendant 27° Sagittarius 27' Sagittarius Horoscope
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My Interests



creating.. music.. books.. growing.. bondage.. fetishes.. pretty bois.. gorgeous gurls.. things of an oh so spooky nature.. dancing.. enjoyment.. pez.. feeling numb.. bleeding.. suspention.. setting things on fire.. staying up all night, and sleeping all day.. trains.. booming bass.. singing & dancing in the car.. writing.. bois in make-up.. chain smoking.. computers.. conversation.. intellegent people.. vanity.. coffee.. learning.. people watching.. wandering.. getting lost.. swinging.. horror movies.. leather.. vinyl.. pvc.. latex.. making them want me, and not letting them have me.. rain.. passion.. sharing.. style.. talking to strangers.. photography.. capturing you.. paris hilton.. machines.. parks at night.. body modification.. scars.. tasty food.. jewelery.. boots.. hating.. trees.. tight pants.. blood.. water.. art.. perversion.. cards.. chess.. making something out of nothing.. the moon.. kissing.. spooning.. sharing.. riots.. pirates.. ninjas.. take out.. the woods.. under-roos.. making fun of you.. the rainbow.. pbr..

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i write more than i read.

My Blog

billings, here i come.

for those who dont know, or dont care, montana gay pride is being held in billings this year, and as every single person i know in missoula is a dyke or a fag, ill be hitching a ride down that way, so...
Posted by modest narcissist on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 09:53:00 PST

do you believe in love..?

i bury my head in the corner of the bed, grabbing at the pillows like they can some how save me. i feel like im falling and i dont know that ill ever land again. this is not what i thought it wou...
Posted by modest narcissist on Tue, 15 May 2007 09:43:00 PST

fear is the heart of love..

my emo is showing....
Posted by modest narcissist on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 07:30:00 PST

getting out of bed.

getting out of bed is supposed to be a good start to the day.. supposed to be the time when you get excited for what the day might bring you.. its supposed to be easier than this. i want to lay...
Posted by modest narcissist on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 04:19:00 PST

a quiz about me, for you. i know, its about effin time!

Here's a Quiz for You on QuizYourFriends.com CLICK on the link below or PASTE it into your browser.http://www.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname =070314181454-588952   ...
Posted by modest narcissist on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 04:21:00 PST

happy VD.


Posted by modest narcissist on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 08:11:00 PST

afternoon tea.

water boils steam screamsand i dip my tea bag.
Posted by modest narcissist on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 04:47:00 PST

the things you arent looking for sometimes find you.

its interesting how the world works... comes together, and rips us apart. bringing you loved ones youve lost and making you love them all over again... the world brings you butterflies in your tummy, ...
Posted by modest narcissist on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 04:59:00 PST

laundry time thoughts.

i find myself off the path i thought i was on. far away from the plan i made. surrounded by people ive never known, and people i id almost forgotten id known to begin with. the reasons i am not in por...
Posted by modest narcissist on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 04:48:00 PST

life is what happens while youre busy trying to make plans.

how many things can go wrong before you give up? how many times can you fall down before you dont get back up? what does it take to make you crack? make you laugh instead of cry... make you hope inste...
Posted by modest narcissist on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 03:33:00 PST