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~Alley~

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About Me

"? I am good. but not an angel. I do sin. but I am not the devil. I am pretty. but not beautiful. I have friends, but I am not the peacemaker. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to Love"?"My full name is Alvina Leslie Renea Dannielle Mathewson I am currently working at Brainerd Lakes Area Cleaning And Supply. I was going to collage at CLC but it just got a little stressful working and trying to keep up with my grades. My mom remarried on July 29, 2006 things there are going great. I have two step sisters (Tashauna an Kayla) and one step brother (Travis), two half brothers (Andy and Neal), and one brother (Tim). Out of all of us kids there is only one that made my mom a grandmother. My Older brother and his girl had there son on Feb 27,2007 Mason Richard Naus, 7lbs 4.5 oz and 19.5inches long. He is just a cute lil guy. I have picutes of him all over my Myspace. My step sister Tashauna is planning on getting married next summer, my other step sister kayla just graduated. Out of all of us kids she is the last to graduate other then Neal. He is only 13 so he has a lil ways to go. THE POEM I WROTE FOR MY GRANDFATHER Weakend Strength You looked so weak, yet stayed so strong, fighted and fighted so hard so long. You looked so low, yet stood so tall, more and more with each waking call. You were unawera, yet know I was there, watching over you with just a stare. We so very near, yet you're so far away, I really wished you could have stayed.found this love layout at HOT FreeLayouts.com :: MyHotComments

My Interests

I love horses. As of right now I have 3 horses of my own. Other then that my moms ex has 18 to go along with that. I love to ride, show, anything that really has to do with them. Oh and another thing i like my horses to go FAST! lol I love to wright, I also love poetry. i dont know what it is with it but it is calming

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet anyone that is really worth meeting. If you are looking for a relationship sorry i am just not the one that you are looking for.WHY CAN'T ALL GUYS BE LIKE THIS???
Really Long Survey (over 200)
What is your name?: Alvina Lesley Renea Dannielle Mathewson
Are you named after anyone?: My great grandma (Alvina) and aunty nea
What's your screename?: Always diffrent
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no after my great grandma
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: i dont know ask my mom
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: nope i am good
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: what?
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: ya i am thinking that i would
Basics
Your gender:: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight
Single?: try to be
If not, do you want to be?: hey i am
Birthdate:: 05/18/88
Your age:: 19 duh
Age you act:: older
Age you wish you were:: the age that i am
Your height:: 5'1''
Eye color:: Green
Happy with it?: heck yes
Hair color:: Dark Brown
Happy with it?: ya duh i am not blond
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Lefty
Your living arrangement:: full you could say
Your family:: huge (the brady bunch)
Have any pets?: my kitty (Cash Money)
Whats your job?: Cleaner
Piercings?: nose ears
Tattoos?: 4
Obsessions?: none
Addictions?: to many
Do you speak another language?: spanish
Have a favorite quote?: love many trust few
Do you have a webpage?: myspace
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: everyday
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: most days
Do you have any secrets?: lots you want to know them?
Do you hate yourself?: no why would i i love myself
Do you like your handwriting?: no but alot of ppl do
Do you have any bad habits?: enough
What is the compliment you get from most people?: you tell me
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: cayos
What's your biggest fear?: Hights
Can you sing?: in the shower
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nope
Are you a loner?: try to be lol
What are your #1 priorities in life?: to live
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i have to think bout that
Are you a daredevil?: some times
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: nope i think i am good
Are you passive or agressive?: can be both
Do you have a journal?: never can keep up with the things can i read yours?
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength: dunno Weakness: food
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i am fine just how i am
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: whats that mean
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: everything happends for a reason
Do you think life has been good so far?: i deal with it
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: live life to the fullest
What do you like the most about your body?: my hair (really)
And least?: hight
Do you think you are good looking?: im my eyes
Are you confident?: most days
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Daffy Duck
Are you perceived wrongly?: whats that mean?
Do You...
Smoke?: yes
Do drugs?: nope
Read the newspaper?: most days
Pray?: not as much as i should
Go to church?: not as much as i should
Talk to strangers who IM you?: nope
Sleep with stuffed animals?: gotta have something to cuddle with
Take walks in the rain?: love to
Talk to people even though you hate them?: no
Drive?: yes
Like to drive fast?: who dont
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: nope
Hurt yourself?: nope
Been out of the country?: wish
Eaten something that made other people sick?: made me sick
Been in love?: once i think
Done drugs?: weed
Gone skinny dipping?: thats fun
Had a medical emergency?: chocked on a jaw breaker
Had surgery?: once tonsals
Ran away from home?: to many times
Played strip poker?: 5 star bitches
Gotten beaten up?: nope cant say i havent
Beaten someone up?: have to say yes
Been picked on?: in like grade school
Been on stage?: yep
Slept outdoors?: love to
Thought about suicide?: dont ask please
Pulled an all nighter?: every now and again
If yes, what is your record?: i dont count
Gone one day without food?: yep just the other day
Talked on the phone all night?: yep
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: maytimes im not a slut
Slept all day?: tomay days
Killed someone?: no i would be locked up
Made out with a stranger?: nope
Had sex with a stranger?: nope
Thought you're going crazy?: always everyday
Kissed the same sex?: yep
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope
Been betrayed?: yep
Had a dream that came true?: yep
Broken the law?: yep many times
Met a famous person?: Billy ray cyrus lol
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: nope
On purpose?: not yet
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: oops
Stolen anything?: oops once again
Been on radio/tv?: radio
Been in a mosh-pit?: nope cant say i have
Had a nervous breakdown?: few
Bungee jumped?: nope
Had a dream that kept coming back?: flat ppl ask i will tell you bout it
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yep
Miracles?: yep
Astrology?: yep
Magic?: nope
God?: yes sir if it were not for him i would not be here
Satan?: have to say hes but dont belive in him
Santa?: who dont
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: some days
Love at first sight?: nope walk by me again
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: what?
Witches?: nope
Easter bunny?: yeps
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yep
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: nope i have looked
Do you wish on stars?: some times
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: yes
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: nly if you belive in god him self
Where do you think we go when we die?: 6 feet under ground
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Who is your best friend?: Noelle warner
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: have to be noelle
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: life is full of bumps in the road
Your favourite inside joke?: let me think on that one
Thing you're picked on most about?: my hight
Who's your longest known friend?: felicia
Newest?: donno
Shyest?: ashely
Funniest?: twitch
Sweetest?: me lol
Closest?: tania
Weirdest?: tammie
Smartest?: donno
Ditziest?: tammie sorry
Friends you miss being close to the most?: close ones
Last person you talked to online?: Farrett
Who do you talk to most online?: twitch
Who are you on the phone with most?: none
Who do you trust most?: noelle
Who listens to your problems?: everyone
Who do you fight most with?: none of em
Who's the nicest?: eddie
Who's the most outgoing?: felicia
Who's the best singer?: um dunno
Who's on your shit-list?: no one
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: ish not even
Who's your second family?: Mamma, david, tony, jim, chris, and austin
Do you always feel understood?: somedays
Who's the loudest friend?: eddie
Do you trust others easily?: most times
Who's house were you last at?: noelles
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: mommys
Do your friends know you?: most of me
Friend that lives farthest away:: nick
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: most times
What do you find romantic?: poems
Turn-on?: the fucken ac
Turn-off?: the fucken light
First kiss?: Earl LeDoux
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: dont know who are you?
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: knowing them
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: eather way i guess these days it really dont matter
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: you ask them not me
What is best about the opposite sex?: i like eyes
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: i dont know
What's the last present someone gave you?: dimond necklace David Wehrs
Are you in love?: nope what is love
Do you consider your significant other hot?: dont have one
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: who
You wanted to kill?: nope not going to jail
That you laughed at?: Garrett
That laughed at you?: Garrett
That turned you on?: ish thats durty
You went shopping with?: david krauss like 2 yrs ago
That broke your heart?: david krauss
To disappoint you?: guys
To ask you out?: um to long ago
To make you cry?: cant say his name
To brighten up your day?: everyone
That you thought about?: everyone
You saw a movie with?: Noelle, steve and ben
You talked to on the phone?: Nick
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: garrett
You saw?: my brother
You lost?: my uncle bob
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: what
Will it be with your significant other?: what the
Or some random person?: what the fuck
What are you wearing right now?: clothes
Body part you're touching right now:: my knee
What are you worried about right now?: work
What book are you reading?: nothing
What's on your mousepad?: a baby cub
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: i am really fucken tired
Are you bored?: no
Are you tired?: yes
Are you talking to anyone online?: Garrett
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no its almost 3 am
Are you lonely or content?: content
Are you listening to music?: nope
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Music:

http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&am p;videoid=7470099 I like all types of music. i am really into more hip-hop then anything, and yes i do listen to country music every now and then. i really dont see anything wrong with that. when i was little i grew up listening to rock (ac-dc, led zeplin, cars, zztop) just to name few. i did not start listening to rap and hip hop till i was about 11 or so.

Movies:

Out of all the movies and all the diffrent varietys of movies I think that I like horror the most. I dont get into all the girly movies. I dont cry or shed a tear in movies never plan to so for all of you who watched the NOTEBOOK cheer up its just a movie, it may be based on a true story but that is not you that is there life live your own, wright your own story about your life. dont try to be someone that your not.

Television:

I like to watch tv but i am not like most of the world sorry guys i have other shit to do with my life then waist it on shit that you can see anytime. get out there enjoy life to the fullest dont waist it on the couch, your getting fat doing to (sorry its the truth)

Books:

I have always liked to read. But there has just been one thing that always holds me back. I just can not seem to finish a book. Once I set that book down I always forget what I just read

Heroes:

There truely is only one person in my life that i would even come close to sayin is my hero and that would be my mom. she has done everything for me and my two brothers. My father is hardly ever there. you might as well just consitter him not in my life. he has only been there for about three yrs out of my life. and its just come and go. he really dont seem to want to stick around. he said that he dont like the minnesota weather so he just stays in North Carolin where the weather is humid as fuck
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FUCKERS

Okay here is the deal i am just getting really sick and tired of people stealing all my fucken pictures and putting them on there space. i dont give a fuck if its your man or your girl in that pic i d...
Posted by ~Alley~ on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 01:57:00 PST

FYI

About me 1. First name': Alvina 2.Middlename: Lesley Renea Dannielle 3. Last name:Mathewson4. Nicknames:Alley, itty bitty 5.place of birth:Anoka county 6. Male or Female:Female__Your...13. Hai...
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