I'll be there-*When no one is there for you**And you think no one cares**When the whole world walks out on you**And you think you're alone**I'll be there**When the one you care about the most**Could care less about you**When the one you gave your heart to**Throws it in your face**I'll be there**When the person you trusted**Betrays you**When the person you share all your memories with**Cant even remember your birthday**I'll be there**When all you need is a friend**To listen to you whine**When all you need is someone**To catch your tears**I'll be there** When your heart hurts so bad** You cant even breathe** When you just want to crawl up and die**I'll be there**When you start to cry**After hearing that sad song**When the tears just won't**Stop falling down**I'll be there**So you see I'll be there until the end**This is a promise I can make**If you ever need me**Just give me a call and...**I'll be there...*I AM NOW DIVORCED AND LEARNING HOW TO COPE WITH THE SETBACKS THAT LIFE HAS A SICK WAY OF THROWING AT US! SOME QUESTIONS IN MY LIFE, I WILL THE FIND THE ANSWERS TOO, AND SOME WILL CONTINUE TO REMAIN UNANSWERED…AND THAT IS OKAY! I KNOW THAT DETERMINATION, PATIENCE AND COURAGE ARE THE ONLY THINGS NEEDED TO IMPROVE MY SITUATION. I KNOW THAT WITH EACH DIFFICULT MOMENT THAT I AM ENCOUNTERING RIGHT NOW HAS THE POTENTIAL TO OPEN EYES AND OPEN MY HEART AND WITH EVERY ADVERSITY, EVERY FAILURE, EVERY HEARTACHE, CARRIES WITH IT THE SEED OF AN EQUAL OR GREATER BENEFIT.THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY LIFE ARE MY DAUGHTERS…SIDNEY AND KELSEY. MY GIRLS ARE THE FIRST THING I THINK OF WHEN I AWAKE EACH AND EVERY MORNING AND THE LAST THING I THINK OF BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT.FOR A VERY LONG TIME I LET A VERY TOXIC RELATIONSHIP CONSUME ME AND TAKE AWAY THE VERY ESSENCE OF WHO I WAS. I AM LEARNING TO LOVE MYSELF AGAIN AND MAKE MYSELF AND MY LIFE AS HAPPY AS IT WAS BEFORE THIS PERSON CAME INTO THE PICTURE, AS I HAD NOT BEEN HAPPY FOR A VERY LONG TIME…. .I HAVE ALSO LEARNED TO NEVER LOVE ANYONE MORE THAN YOU LOVE YOURELF!! (REMEMBER THAT SIDNEY). AND ALWAYS BE A FIRST RATE VERSION OF YOURSELF, INSTEAD OF A SECOND RATE VERSION OF SOMEBODY ELSE (AND YOU KNOW WHO THIS COMMENT IS DIRECTED AT…….YOU ARE JUST A SECOND RATE VERSION OF ME…..).ON ONE LAST NOTE………………………………………………â€
¦â€¦â€¦â€¦â€¦â€¦â€¦â€¦â€¦â€¦: ANGER IS NATURAL, GRIEF IS APPROPRIATE, HEALING IS MANDATORY, RESTORATION IS POSSIBLE. AND ONLY "YOU" CAN MAKE "YOU" HAPPY!LIVING, LOVING, LOSING, LEARNING AND THEN LIVING AGAIN!!!!!!!THESE PAST YEAR HAS TORN ME DOWN LITTLE BY LITTLE. I'M DOING OK AND I'M LIVING MY LIFE FOR ME NOW WHICH I LOVE AND I AM HAPPIER. I STILL HURT THOUGH, I STILL CRY, AND I STILL CAN'T FORGET.....BUT I HAVE LEARNED...-TO THINK OF WHATS BEST FOR ME AND MY LIFE-WHEN IT COMES TO YOUR OWN HAPPINESS ITS OK TO BE A LITTLE SELFISH-PEOPLE CHANGE AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT-IN RELATIONSHIPS THE PAST DOES NOT MATTER-IF THERE IS NO TRUST THERE IS NO RELATIONSHIP-MAKING OTHER PEOPLE HAPPY IS THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD-YOU CAN'T MAKE SOMEONE ELSE HAPPY THAT IS NOT ALREADY HAPPY WITH THEMSELVES-YOU CAN'T MAKE SOMEONE ELSE HAPPY IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH YOURSELF--I KNOW WHAT KIND OF PARENT NOT TOO BE-JUGGLING RELATIONSHIPS BETWEEN PEOPLE YOU LOVE IS IMPOSSIBLE-BREAKING SOMEONE'S HEART HURTS A MILLION TIMES WORSE THAN YOUR OWN BROKEN HEART EVER WILL-WHAT PEOPLE SAY YOU HAVE DONE DOES NOT MATTER AS LONG AS YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU HAVE DONE.....THAT IS ALL THAT REALLY COUNTS-THE PEOPLE THAT REALLY PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR LIFE, THE PEOPLE THAT REALLY KNOW YOU AND REALLY LOVE YOU WILL ALWAYS KNOW THE TRUTH AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU-THE PEOPLE WHO DON'T CARE ENOUGH TO LISTEN AREN'T WORTH TALKING TO ANYWAY-LOVE LASTS FOREVER, ONCE YOU LOVE SOMEONE IT WILL NEVER GO AWAY.-GOOD THINGS DON'T ALWAYS LAST FOREVER-CHANGE IS HARD BUT IT IS ALWAYS FOR THE BETTER
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