xo____Stephee Nightmarexo [JBC]

im stepheeNightmare
StepheeMichelle
stepheeSEX
Melo i dont care what you think, so think what you want about me, its not like it matters anyways. i dont think im better than anyone i just know who i am. im stepheeNightmare just your average bipolar, bisexual, 16 year old girl..haha ya right wanna know more? talk ill talk bak ♥
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There is no once upon a time
this is her reality
her waking moments filled with fear
of what will come when she falls asleep
her subconscious shows her the truth she despises
and the nightmare continues
even after she wakes
this is her life, her life sentence, her hell
with every fighting breath
with every ounce of effort she has left
she builds a mask , she puts up the walls in hope
maybe soon she will be able to hide from herself
for she is her greatest enemy , her worst fear
she knows what she is, who she has become
but even nightmare children cry
she turned her back on the family
unable to trust them
betrayed by her own kind
can she trust again
is she willing to take the chance
the leap of faith,
and where would it lead her
she's all alone, afraid, forgotten
she knows that she's not wanted
and still she longs for your embrace
the thought of you, of your existence
she smiles inside a glimmer of hope
she could be the girl of your dreams
but you cant see her,
she's living in the nightmare
the one place where she's accepted,
is the one place she wishes she could escape
and the happiness is gone ,
she forgets about the smiles , the laughter, the life
another tear falls, and she knows she's broken
just another nightmare child praying to be fixed
she hates herself so much,
she wants it all to end,
make the nightmare stop,
will anybody fix her
can you even see her
She's lost her happy ending,
the hope she had is gone
there is no happily ever after
when your this lost and alone
you dont hav to understand it
or know what it means..
chances are you have no clue ..
and you never will
RYAN says im FEIRCE woot ♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥&hea rts;♥♥STEPHEE and RYAN cutest boi on the planet
were married ,, i know your jealous :P