This is Gee, if u know me u'd know my age, character and my addictions. If u don't ur not a friend of mine. Lol.Let's start with the basics. I'm 20 and I live in Holland. U'll know what I look like if u'd look at my pictures. I'm nothing special, just another wannabe. It's not wrong to be a wannabe, as long as u know it.I'm addicted to ink, kicks, hats, Baby Phat and the internet. U can wake me for Gelaati! (icecream from Barcelona), a trip to New York, Garrett Hedlund or Lil' Eddie('s music). U could say I need to lay low on accessories (s.a. hats, jewelry) and Prison Break (something I watch almost 24/7)...I'm a kind person, with a temper. If u bail on me, I'll bail on u. No questions asked. I have many dreams but gave up on most of them because I felt I couldn't do it. But when I believe in something 100%, or if I do it just 50% for myself and 50% for someone else, I finish it. The past 3 months I lost 35 lbs, so I guess it wasn't 100% for me (does that make sense? lol).I'm sensitive and I cry when I watch sad movies. Another thing that makes me cry is Lil' Eddie's voice - speaking of perfection. "City Of My Heart" is my anthem. It's who I am. So I suggest u listen to it if u wanna know the real Gee. Ask Eddie what the song is about.My soulmate is my cousin. I believe she knows me better than I know myself. We're Ace & Giulio, rockstars for life. I believe in her and in her dreams. It doesn't matter if she'll be famous, she's a star already. I love her more than I love my own family and it's like she says: "Blood couldn't make us any closer". Forever, Ace.And speaking of people I love. Another one of my addictions is Adriana Lima. More than 80% of my computer is filled with her pictures. I think she's the most beautiful woman in the world and if people say I look just a bit slightly (lol) like her, I'm happy. And do not mention Dan'ee Doty or I'll go crazy. The girl is amazing. Shut up. But back to me."Growing up life wasn't easy", but for me it was the other way around. During childhood I had a lot of fun, though I also experienced some hard times. But now I'm older I don't really know what to do or who to be. It's hard to find yourself if your life is a mess. I've made a lot of bad decisions and the road wasn't always easy. I still need to look in the mirror everyday to check if I'm okay. What my future's gonna be, what I've learned from the past, how I feel, who to trust. It's hard.So many dreams, so much ambition yet fears and insecurities. Not sure which way to turn, not sure whether to turn at all.I believe we all have a path to follow and if we make mistakes we'll be guided back the right way. I wonder what my path is and if I have a say in it.Big thoughts and completely different from what you'll expect of me. People think I'm stupid just because I say stupid things. I need to think before I react and that doesn't always happen. I'm more intelligent than you'd think.People look at me weird if I dress up like a gangster. Just because I look like a thug, doesn't mean I am a thug. I'm Gee, the quiet eye in the storm. Shy but outrageous. Easy but complicated. Tall but so small in her eyes. Dedicated but insecure. Just Gee.
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