EmilyAileen

I am a senior in high school
I like music and hanging out with my friends.
My best friend will always be Ashley C. no matter how far away she is or how long is been since I've seen her

I love being strange and different.

Im actually really smart, but that doesnt mean I have to act like it.
One of my favorite things to do is mess with random and innocent people.

Im generally in a good mood, or I'll fake it for you.

I am infatuated with feel of mud between my toes.

I believe that what you are is what you are. and it doesn't really matter to me what you are. as long as you are something

I like to watch movies that no one sees any point to.
I love vegetables.

Bad luck seems to describe most of my life

The difference between bad luck and poor choices is how your involved
The difference between depression and disappointment is commitment

I'm often sarcastic.

I’m one of the clumsiest people you’ll ever meet.
I am obnoxious around some people, but shy around the ones I “like”.

In the winter I long to be warm.
In the summer I long to freeze.

I’m the girl you’ll never really know…even when you know me best.

I wish I could know everything about everyone.
If I really like you, I’ll act like I don’t.

I am easily confused…but I’ll confuse you in a second.

I love the gays. Flamboyance makes me smile.

I love playing football in the rain and mud, just so long as everyone else gets dirtier than I do.

I hate school because I’m being forced to learn…but love to learn things on my own.
I really love to learn random things that I shouldn't even know.

I don’t like to do what I’m told…and I don’t like to do what I’m not told (reverse psychology has no effect on me).

I force a smile every day of my life…and I’m used to it. I love to be held.
I hate to be looked at. But if you don’t look it seems like you don’t care.

Kat Von D is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my life

I am hypocritical.

Racists irritate me, and I make them aware of that when I meet them.

I’m always wishing I could control time.

I am extremely complex but love the simplest things.

I think magic is only non-existent now because Corporate America has ruined our minds.

Politics is only another reason for people to bicker…yet sometimes I find it fascinating.

I am kept awake at least 5 nights a week pondering the point of existence.
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I love to look at the stars.
I love big cities.
I love stripes with polk-a-dots

I believe in God I don’t trust organized religion, I believe in faith

I hate solid chocolate.
When I get upset or too excited I sound like Don Vito and nobody can understand me
Too much sanity can drive someone insane.
I’m a firm believer that some of the most beautiful packages come in the worst wrapping.
Nine time out of ten my heart feels empty.
Even mentioning IHOP makes me feel nausious
I try so hard to have trust in men but life hasn't always gone my way
I’m like the cutest little puppy with the deadliest bite.

People never cease to amaze me.
Every movement, every word, every way a person behaves is characterized by their experiences…people are like art to me.

I would love to live for one day with everyone’s masks removed. (including my own)

It is irritating to be called something your not, labels are immature
I want to be everything at once,a good student, daughter, sister, friend, girlfriend.. but I just don't have the energy or the motivation Eating disorders aren’t for fat people…they are for the emotionally unstable.
I curse, and I hate it, but I dont mind if you do.
I LOVE WORDS. Words are the root of society, the backbone of the way we live…I ponder how life would be without them. I couldn't live without music. If you think about it, about 95% of everything we do is pointless. None of it pertains to our survival.
I want to live near a big city, but not in one.
I want all of the experience in growing old…but I don’t want the age.

I would love to live for one day without ANY LIES…just to see how it would go.

I wish I was as strong as my friends.

Money can never create happiness, but it sure makes it easier to cover up sadness.

Honesty isn’t enough on its own anymore in a world where people don’t even believe themselves, let alone other people.
I love to write, but not when im told too.

Individualism loses its meaning when it becomes a trend.

Chauvinists suck.
I get test anxieties so bad sometimes I shake and get sick

I hate to use the word “hate” because once you use it you can’t go back…but I seem to use it all the time anyways.

I get bored easily.
Sometimes my favorite color is black...sometimes it's a bright neon green. I LOVE the rain but hate getting wet without my friends.
Nothing's better than long talks about nothing. Most teenagers are like kindergartners, immature

Sometimes I want to erase my mind so i don't have so much to think about.

Although akward sometimes, I love to sing in the car, its a habit
I am too good at screwing everything up.
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I'm a mess but at least I do it in style.
I can never seem to give up on anyone.
Sometimes I think the world is falling apart...and sometimes I wish it really was.
I wish I could be invisible.

Too often I get scared because I think I've lost myself.

When i was younger, i was obsessive compulsive about stepping on the cracks in the sidewalk
I try to take advantage of the things that I have.
I don't usually eat popcorn unless Im starving

I sometimes think people are only happy because they purposely blind themselves to how corrupt the world really is.

I HATE UGLY FEET.
I love hott chocolate
I'm not too proud to cry. Sometimes I'm just too stubborn.

I can't stand the fact that children look up to me. I'm a horrible role model.

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For some reason kids LOVE ME...it makes me feel awkward.
I wish I had someone just like me who would understand it all without being told

I wish I could move from town to town and be someone new each time.

I love sleep so much its the first thing I think about when I wake up
I watch Tom and Jerry and Buggs Bunny and Daffy Duck still, and I always will when Im 80
I wish I could have more than one life.
I absolutely LOVE 80's music.
I can't stand Christmas music.
People who spread rumors irritate me, and when i find out who did it, theyr in trouble

I remmeber Captain Planet,slap braclets, Gigapets,GAK and when I traded Pokemon for a living
I dont like getting presents, and i hate getting presents I dont like
I'm sick of wasted days and lonely nights.

My style changes often, sometimes I'll dress 'emo' sometimes 'goth',maybe preppy or punk i can wear my jammies or a pair of jeans, it doesnt matter to me, clothes don't make you who you are

I think its okay to judge someone before you know them, as long as you leave your mind open enough for revisions.
Sometimes I have to be pushed into trying something new
I love white roses...red is too predictable.
I can be such a nice person, but if you hurt someone i love, I'll make your life hell
Everyday I know my mom wishes for all her children to be with her but I cant seem to choose
I don't belive things about other people until I hear them say it, but that doesn't stop me from getting upset
Sometimes I close myself off to the world because I'm afraid of being hurt. Even your best friend isnt your friend, anyone can turn on you so share your secrets carefully

I wish someone would kidnap me in the morning just to drink hot chocolate and go watch the sunrise.
I love the dark.
Im terrified of rejection
Im petrified of love/getting close to someone but Id rather die than be alone Sometimes everyone around me looks so perfect and I wonder why I don't.

I hate people who say they 'know' or 'love' and band when they only know one song, and its the one playing on the radio over and over for week straight.
I'll be friends with ALMOST anyone.
I always feel like a million different people in one.
Ive kissed 3 boys
Ive kissed lots of girls
I can listen to scrreeaammy hardcore music or opera.
When I was young, I would run and hide whenever I thought I'd be introuble, and not much has changed expect I know better hiding spots

The best dates arent expensive, they are special. I love having formal dinners at peoples houses when its just the two of us

Faces are extrodinary, each one is different
I love to sit in a public place and analyze people walking by.
If you try to understand the things I do you may go insane
If you try to make me talk before Im ready you'll hear things you wont like.
I love to make fun of people in my head. Don't censor me. I'll kick your ass.
Don't hit on me. Unless you know for a fact that I want you to. That too could easily cause me to kick your ass
I wish I could see everything once before I die.
I don't want to live forever but Im too afraid to die.
Never be completely sure of something you have no control over, because things change

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