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About Me


This is a lifestyle. This is my obsession. As I break from my cacoon I do so knowing how I do it and knowing what I do.
Perfection through silence and I WILL be silently perfect!
I wasn't born to be judged!
My real name is London but I like to be referred to as Lisa Rowe. I have many stories and personalities and hope to bind them together by a spine one day. Music is my life; I'm married to it. Art is my religion and school is my husband. I find beauty in flaws and find beauty flawless. Many people think I worship the devil, but my boyfriend isn't the devil, he's just mighty tempting. Many people find me morbid and disturbing, but I've accepted who I am, why can't you?
Now back to my lifestyle... I'm a student with two A.A's. I'm also a coffee maker. I have recently been accepted to University of La Verne as a psychology major and I can't WAIT to start on my bachelors degree. I live with my boyfriend and we are happily not married and broke as fuck! I'm obviously not your average church go-er, in fact I don't go to church. People say I'm funny, smart, pretty, classy, beautiful, ugly, fat, skinny, average, rich, poor, nice, mean, bitchy, and sweet... I say I'm London. I'm creative. I can be a people person, but deep down on the inside, isolation is pure.
Something beautiful:
I love octopi.
The more I think, the more I blink and wish it was all a dream. - L.F.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I am taken. I am happy. I am Brandon's.

I want to meet someone than can stare into my soul. Someone that will breath me in and hear all my thoughts and share nothing but smiles and laughs. Someone that will stare at the stars with me and enjoy hot cocoa by a warm fire on the beach in the middle of November. A guy that thinks and isn't affraid to be himself. A guy that can laugh at himself and admit to being wrong. A guy with confidence. Someone that will enjoy nights and appreciate the simple things.

Someone that is mesmorized by something as simple as sleep.

My Blog

Strength...

I really believe strength is one of those things you're either born with or you're not.  Times are as hard as steel right now. One minute you've got the world and the next you've got nothing! One day ...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Jan 2010 01:45:00 GMT

Good, Not so good...

good news is... i finished finals last thursday. bad news is... i'm bored outta my mind good news is... I can finally put shit away in the apartment.bad news is... the little box thing for Mykal's lit...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Dec 2009 12:37:00 GMT

Time...

it's just a matter of time before the sand castle caves in.
Posted by on Wed, 28 Oct 2009 01:53:00 GMT

Circles...

Circles and spheres are spinning in my head and the song that sings " Deep inside of you" is playing in my surroundings and i feel trapped in someone else's utopia and I'm lost. I lost my tracks in a ...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Oct 2009 21:04:00 GMT

Time and time again...

...we sit and listen to the old tunes and miss the way things used to be. The careless mistakes and random adventures were all contributing to what we thought was the ideal life. Sure some were left b...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Jun 2009 01:27:00 GMT

Lemons...

When life hands you dicks and assholes.... throw em away, forget about em, and find yourself a Brandon.
Posted by on Mon, 25 May 2009 03:47:00 GMT

Female I am...

I have the best boyfriend ever.You're jealous.If you're not, you should be.
Posted by on Sat, 02 May 2009 05:12:00 GMT

Wiccans are not Satanists...

Q: What are your thoughts about Wicca and other pagan beliefs? Also, why is it when I tell people Im Wiccan, they automatically assume Im a Satanist? I do inform people that Satan doesnt exist in m...
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 10:50:00 GMT

My new poem.

Views Today:0Views since Sunday:49 I took a trip down to the seaEnjoyed my view, then suddenlyI felt a seashell hit my head,but didn't see someone ahead.I turned to look and there he was, a fat man ba...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Feb 2009 10:44:00 GMT

I wore pants and a long sleeve shirt...

Views Today:12Views since Sunday:19 I went to Westwood tonight to visit a friend of mine that attends UCLA. We went to a bar. I wore pants and a long sleeve shirt.  -London.
Posted by on Tue, 10 Feb 2009 01:13:00 GMT