you know on this site and in this world we hope to meet people we can trust, unfortunately in todays society, we never know who we can trust...and it is reallllllly scary to say i have found more trust in my friends" FLASH" AND "NICOLE" ON LINE THAN MANY OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIVE LESS THAN A WAFFLE FROM ME.. LOL... ...STILL TRYING TO FIND MYSELF....AND ALREADY HAVE SOMEONE SPECIAL FOR NOW "MY KIDS" AND A WONDERFUL FIANCE....BUT EVERYONE NEEDS FRIENDS...AND EVEN THOUGH I AM A NICE AND CARING PERSON AND SEXY AS HELL :O) ...I FIND IT VERY HARD TO TRUST THE WORDS FROM PEOPLE.. I HAVE LEARNED FROM PAINFUL EXPERIENCE...THAT EVEN THOUGH SOMETHING YOU KNOW IS RIGHT...AND YOU FIND LOVE AND THAT LOVE SETS YOUR SOUL AND BODY ON FIRE AND SENDS YOUR HEART POUNDING AT THE THOUGHT OF THEM...SOMETIMES..THE TIMING IS WRONG...AND IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW MUCH YOU LOVE......OR IF CIRCUMSTANCES IN YOUR LIFE PREVENT YOU FROM FULLY LIVING AND JUST BEING ABLE TO BE YOUR TRUE SELF...THEN AT THAT MOMENT.. MAYBE YOU SHOULD JUST BE ALONE AND TAKE TIME TO GET THINGS IN ORDER..AND DECIDE WHAT EXACTLY IT IS "YOU" WANT AND NOT WHAT SOCIETY DICTATES TO US... WHAT LOVE REALLY IS, SO YOU CAN TRULY ENJOY THOSE FEELINGS...BECAUSE LOVE IS NOTHING WITHOUT THE PASSION...AND PASSION IS NOTHING WITHOUT THE LOVE...AND I MYSELF DON'T WANT TO SETTLE FOR THE ORDINARY......SO I WILL WAIT IT OUT,I WILL FIND SOMEONE NOT AFRAID OF EXPLORING HIS PASSION AND CAN BE SWEET AND KIND BUT ALSO DOWN AND DIRTY WHEN NEEDED...MMMMMM... UNTIL I FIND THE ONE WHO WANTS AND NEEDS AND FEELS AS I DO...HELL THEY MAKE BATTERIES...I CAN WAIT IT OUT...!!!! YAYYYYY ME... LOOKS LIKE I FOUND HIM THANK GOD BATTERIES ARE EXPENSIVE...LOL