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About Me

i got sick of my previous "about me"... it was just plain silly. I am just an extraordinary female with issues. I either get along really well with people, or the complete opposite. I am a fan of the extremes. Perhaps, it's because i am bipolar? *I enjoy anything that makes me feel the purest form of any emotion.*
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My Interests

Chocolate, and poking my fingers where they dont belong..... i like to cut/color hair, and wax unwanted hair from people's faces (it gives me a little thrill) - CRAZY - i actually like my job! I also like reading, writing in my journal, laughing, screaming, listening to good music in good company, drinking, smoking cigarettes (i quit in Aug. '05), doing other recreational things in extreme moderation, singing, getting pierced or tattooed, my best friend SmAshley, my cat, pretty girls, good sex, love (if you know what it means), a good cry, and myself.

I'd like to meet:

Your mom, Zach Braff, Jason Schwartzman, Ritchie and/or Margot Tennenbaum, Kate Moss, The Sneaker Pimps, Mary Poppins, hot females......and anyone who can truly understand the perversions and irony in life, and simply laugh your ass off.O, yes and...Wes Anderson.

Music:

shit...(deep breath)... ok, here goes:AFI,adult, aphex twin, attrition, babyland, bauhaus, billy idol, bjork, clan of xymox, client, collide, covenant, cranberries, danzig, david bowie, duran duran, death in june, depeche mode, dieselboy, dj rap, drill, epsilon minus, etta james, faithless, fiona apple, garbage, gary numan, george michael, goldfrapp, goldie, hanin elias, haujobb, Hybrid, inxs, jack off jill, johnny cash, journey (ha fucking ha), kidney thieves, ladytron, leather strip, lords of acid, massive attack, mazzy star, mum, NIN, ohgr, olive, patsy cline, peaches, portishead, Q lazarus, queen, radiohead, samhain, skinny puppy, smashing pumkins, snake river conspiracy, sneaker pimps, soviet, sponge, swans, switchblade symhony, talk talk, talking heads, the cardigans, the cure, the faint, the knife, the smiths, the streets, the sundays, white stripes, todies, tori amos, tricky, type o negative, underworld, vnv nation, whitney houston (the 80's stuff...no laughing!), Wolfsheim, and the Yeah yeah yeahs. ahh - better... and many more...

Movies:

I love them, but i am overly critical. My favorite is obviously, The Royal Tennenbaums... I also really liked Everything is Illuminated. I usually enjoy all Focus feature movies as well...

Television:

It's all about the Oregon Public Broadcasting these days. I'm a big dork.

Books:

I went out and bought another copy of "Brave New World" by Aldous Huxley. I finally get to finish it! Next is "1984" by George Orwell.

Heroes:

Both of my grandmas... I don't admire many people.

My Blog

You easily forget.

A blog i posted in March of last year when everything fell to pieces:"Your piercing black barreled out of the blue. Punctured blind eyes and poisoned the breast. The only portion left. Drug-induced...
Posted by Selfish on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 01:31:00 PST

Razor blade.

This is like being cut by a razor blade. The slicing itself isn't what is so alarming, it's the profuse bleeding that follows. Jagged, i am an eyesore in a moment when i can only wish to be a sight ...
Posted by Selfish on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 05:23:00 PST

Cleaning up.

I noticed today that my friends list (along with many more important aspects of my life) needed some tidying. I only deleted people i never talk to, so if you notice and it really bothers you, i woul...
Posted by Selfish on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 09:38:00 PST

Wow... Ouch.

I know this is a stupid thing to be upset about, but my 15-year-old cousin deleted me from her friends list. She wont answer any of my texts or calls. It's all because i had reason to believe that s...
Posted by Selfish on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 07:19:00 PST

*cringe*

So.... It's been over four months since i moved away and nobody has come for a visit. Seph is coming soon (which is going to be grand fun!), but other than her, all of the rest of you people are lame...
Posted by Selfish on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 10:37:00 PST

Little-big man syndrome symptoms.

It seems to me that some men out there have a very deep seeded issue with being smaller than avarage according to height and weight. Some tend to feel physically inferior to the rest of the human rac...
Posted by Selfish on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 10:31:00 PST

It's 1:15am...

I am watching a bio on Lee Harvey Oswald. I hear some commotion outside, but i pay no attention because i have some loud neighbors and i figure it's just them. I hear my front door open, so i expext...
Posted by Selfish on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 04:37:00 PST

Farting around...

You Are 40% SociopathFrom time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good.It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream!A...
Posted by Selfish on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 12:50:00 PST

Deep Thoughts by Jack Handy... nope, just drunken shit by Me.

23. i roll my eyes and grin at the shivers i conceal. New phases bring unknown rewards and obstacles. I watch you dream and i love you. My hopes and fears may not break me because i fight ...
Posted by Selfish on Fri, 19 May 2006 02:59:00 PST

what i'm dealing with.

I cut crossways, new wounds, in efforts to froget the previous.  Like a well-oiled athlete, this is my drunken sport.  And now this.  Sober, caught in an epic movement of hearts.  ...
Posted by Selfish on Sat, 29 Oct 2005 04:53:00 PST