RIP Austin Ryan...you will forever be in my heart profile picture

RIP Austin Ryan...you will forever be in my heart

Forever is still a lie, but how about the right now?

About Me



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Sometimes life isn't fair...you don't always get what you want...the one you want might not want you back...pets die and go to pet heaven...just when you think you're happy, it all falls away...life goes on and continues to test you over and over again, just to at least prove to yourself that it's worth it and someday will be just what you've always dreamed.
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My Interests

Hmmm...interests? Well I love music, always have mainly because I have no musical talent whatsoever so I just enjoy those that do. I don't drink so much anymore, don't see the point in paying money to make yourself sick. Yep, I'm gettin old. I pretty much sit around with my kids and boyfriend doin nuthin.

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You're an Expert Kisser
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?
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Music:

Three Days Grace, The Sunpipes, Al Green, Bill Withers, Peaches and Herb, Richard Cheese, Bloudhound Gang, Marilyn Manson, Godsmack, Radiohead, Nickelback, Ministry, White Zombie, Staind, Taproot, Smile Empty Soul, Stone Sour, Switchfoot, Tom Petty, CKY, Puddle of Mudd, Silverchair, Toadies, Pantera, Avenged Sevenfold, AFI, Hurt, Hinder, Green Day, Weezer, HIM, The Flaming Sideburns, Marty Casey & Lovehammers, CCR, System of a Down, Nirvana, Queen, Blue October, Tesla, Journey, Chicago, Grateful Dead, Led Zepplin, Mudhoney, Primus, The Cranberries, Hate Choir, Beck, Blind Melon, Panic! At the Disco, The Flaming Lips, Rage Against the Machine, House of Pain, Cypress Hill, Alice in Chains, Stone Temple Pilots, Velvet Revolver, Fuel, Smashing Pumpkins, The Doors, Pink Floyd, Pearl Jam, Crossfade, Metallica, The Dead Kennedys, Simple Plan, The Ramones, Fugazi, Neil Young, The Dead Milkmen, Disturbed, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Boomslang, Grink, Gwar, Liam Lynch, Audioslave, Tool, Seether, Morphine, NIN, Sevendust, Linkin Park, Shinedown, Incubus, X-Krush, Chevelle...and of course the guys from North Carolina, GRAVEL!!
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You're a Wild Drunk
You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again! What Kind of Drunk Are You?

Movies:

I can only watch a scary movie if someone is there to cuddle with! Forrest Gump, Armageddon, Crash, Dogma, Jackass, Jackass 2, X-Men (all 3), The Crow, Natural Born Killers, The Notebook, XXX, A Man Apart, Crank, The Marine, The Guardian, Wedding Crashers, Grandma's Boy, Napolean Dynamite, Friday Night Lights, The Breakup, Sixteen Candles, The Breakfast Club, Saw, Saw 2, Saw 3, Dazed and Confused, Clerks, Clerks 2, American History X, Lords of Dogtown, The Princess Bride, The Departed, Thank You for Smoking, Little Miss Sunshine, The 40-year Old Virgin, Transporter, Transporter 2, Monty Python & the Holy Grail, The Recruit, SWAT, Alfie, Blow, Cry Baby.... Favorite movie of all time? Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory

Television:

Love those reality shows! Big Brother, Jackass, Miami Ink, Inked, Heroes, One Tree Hill, The O.C, Viva La Bam, Bam's Unholy Unity, Criss Angel Mindfreak, Monster House, Back in the Day, American Chopper.....sorry, no deep thought-provoking shows for me!

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Books:

Dr Seuss ROCKS!!

Heroes:

Anyone who has the intelligence and strength to realize they are in an abusive relationship and gets out alive. Single moms who put themselves through school to better their lives for their kids. Grandparents who raised their own kids, but help raise their grandkids to save them from a violent situation. Parents who have the patience to read their kids a bedtime story every night and don't forget to play toothfairy.
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My Blog

So much to say, so little time

You know the saying you don't know what you've got til it's gone? Thankfully, many many people did realize this with Austin Pickett. I'm sure that there are some people who will not think that I have ...
Posted by RIP Austin Ryan...you will forever be in my heart on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 11:12:00 PST

I told my boss he was driving me crazy and he asked if it was a short trip

So, just figured it's been a while and I would update my readers on all the exciting happenings in my life. Let's see, I go to work, clean my house, sleep, spend as much time with Reuben as possible, ...
Posted by RIP Austin Ryan...you will forever be in my heart on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 08:13:00 PST

The time for change is now

So, for those of you who didn't know, I've moved back to D-Vegas and I'm oh so excited. Well, not the moving to Danville part, but the rest of the situation is wonderful. Me and the kiddies got our ow...
Posted by RIP Austin Ryan...you will forever be in my heart on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 06:10:00 PST

Ahhhh the end is almost here

Ok, so for those of you whom I haven't told, I am moving this weekend! My kids, me, and Reuben are getting a place in Danville. Ok, so I'm not real excited about moving to D-Vegas, but I can afford th...
Posted by RIP Austin Ryan...you will forever be in my heart on Tue, 15 May 2007 04:54:00 PST

Spring has sprung!

It's about fucking time that spring got here. I'm sure I share my feelings with many central United Statesers around about how fucking sick and tired of SNOW I am! I have to deal with this weather for...
Posted by RIP Austin Ryan...you will forever be in my heart on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 06:48:00 PST

Isn't there some kind of pill that will just make it all better?

Well, even though I'm exhausted and can't see (I've taken out my contacts) I still decided to write this. I apologize in advance for any misspelled words or things that don't make much sense. First, I...
Posted by RIP Austin Ryan...you will forever be in my heart on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 10:23:00 PST

I'm on an emotional roller coaster

Ok, so I really don't have anyone to talk to about a situation I've found myself in. My two best friends are incredibly biased on the subject. Let me explain: on Saturday, I got two interesting phone ...
Posted by RIP Austin Ryan...you will forever be in my heart on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 08:49:00 PST

Pondering life and the meaning of

Well, I'm just sitting here wishing that I were tired enough to go to sleep. Again. For about a week straight now. Same thing, every night. I just love how I'm fucking exhausted all day and then can't...
Posted by RIP Austin Ryan...you will forever be in my heart on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 10:02:00 PST

Still haven't learned yet

Well, it's taken me a few days to be able to sit down and admit to something I did this weekend that I am soooo not proud of. First of all, I got a new tattoo, on my lower back, it's a sun moon star a...
Posted by RIP Austin Ryan...you will forever be in my heart on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 08:27:00 PST

I'm so over being under you

DAMMIT!!!! I was in the middle of writing a blog and I got this pop up and when I went to close it, it closed the whole IE window, therefore causing me to LOSE everything I had just written!! And most...
Posted by RIP Austin Ryan...you will forever be in my heart on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 06:59:00 PST