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"These things... as happy as they are... are evil when they're gone."

Jinx Sumizome

Past Blood and Love
There were four of us when my blood family was still alive and walking the earth. My father was a Kuro Inu DaiYoukai(Black Dog Demon Lord) of the Eastern Lands and my mother a Kami sent Elemental Tenshi(Angel). Though my older brother looked like and acted as such like my father, I was my mother's child. Her lavender hair and icey blue eyes was mine to wear, in a manner of speaking. Though my father's short temper seemed to be very dominant in our family. My mother was the only passive one really. She was his second wife due to my older brother's mother passing on from a war tragically. My mother couldn't just stand by and watch his sorrow as she quick fell from grace just to comfort him. That was the story they always told anyway. From the love that blossomed from those two, came me. Despite my name I was a quite gifted child. My looks were that of a full Youkai though I was also an Angel within. From my mother I recieved Elemental abilites as well to mix with the already demonic ones that my father gave. Life was kind... In the beginning.

Upon my 600th birthday of sorts, a dark figure named Junin came to me. This Chaotic figure took me away from my family since I was walking around the grounds alone. Upon hearing upon my off my heritage he quickly cast a blood thirsty soul,known as Kaosu, into my body to make me a puppet of his control. My first Victims.....were my family. That night I blocked that memory from my mind and being just to live with myself.

Since their deaths I went to be an exiled assassin. I was quite good at what I did but was unable to comprehend the reason why so many wanted the deaths of others. My soul lacked the compassion that it yearned to be from my angelic blood. I became confused with everything, a million voices in my mind and never ending nightmares of a memory that I couldn't remember. So I literally ran away from my life...I ran till I couldn't run anymore. I collapsed in a forest that seemed untouched by any mortal or immortal for that matter. I awoke by a stream with emerald green eyes looking into my ice blue ones. Those eyes belonged to my seregaunt mother, Willow. She was a timeless and taught me in art of forgivness and love, which I had come to ignore and know not of anymore, as well as weaponry. Expanding further my knowledge of battle.

After my seven hundredth birthday, I met a young and stubborn man that soon became my first brother of sorts. The one that I looked up to when times were down. His name is Leone Vertil, the last Kouken of Sordia. He taught me further and with his help I soon had many friends...but something troubled me when I went to have a fun sparr one day with Leone and Angel. His dark form appeared and the dark figure that haunted my dreams, Junin. My memories were still locked then and my chaotic beast raged to become known without even being tempted. So this confused me. But I had unlocked my memory and found out that Kaosu wished to be released from my emotional self. I did and her soul moved on as I wished it well. With Willow's training I mastered my elemental bending and succeed in becoming the avatar that my mother was. Willow and Zell, who was much like a father, died in their own ways but those are still even now too depressing to even bring up.

Times passed, the same as lovers. Karyu, Umbra, Chris, Gilgamesh and later Leon, after him and I married. I resigned from my royal duties to Balmore soon after Leon and I parted. Not too long afterward, my demonic side took preference to my body. Thus, I took the look of my father fully and was not all that upset about it. With new occurrences come new things and a new life.

I learned then of how the east was in constant turmoil with the current leader. Even further I found that my forest was right in the middle of the whole boundaries of the lands. Within the fight for power over the people, a truly chaotic power that for once I controlled came upon me. Making what would have been a simple battle, over in one single blow. I was more then just a simple Youkai Tenshi, I was also a soul of Chaos. My knowledge of balance only furthered my resolution that it was I that came before the peace. The villages that I watch over do not complain from fear of my wrath, rather that they have nothing to complain over. The wars had come to an end and crops grew more readily now. So once again the Sumizome line returned to its rightful place, a chaotic soul finally finding the body to do the good that it always wanted.

After some time, Jinx went exploring to the world beyond. Upon coming to a land that seemed like a country eternally blessed with summer, Jinx felt a presence that she had long stopped looking for. Come to find out, it was indeed the man that she had missed since the day of his passing. Leonbode had returned to her life once again. That very same night, they were together and as much in love as the day that he passed. Their wish to renew wedding vows made and also the conception for three wonderful children. Her life now based to make the fates understand that her family is never to be messed with, else she would kill whatever gods or goddesses stood in her way of that.Befriend Private Secrets Photographic Evidence Diaries Hate Me Go Home

Loved Ones

Leonbode NightbaneTakeo Lucifel Nightbane Tsukiko Raziel Nightbane Tsuneo Raphael Nightbane Ryoku Zetsumei Lucius Nightbane Kiru Nightbane

Love Spoken of Forever

My Leonbode
There are never the right words to describe the one true soul mate a person can have. Perfection doesn't even begin to describe it. He owned my heart, body and soul in his last life and does again in this one. He is a man that loves me for everything that I am and has given me three beautiful children. His love has given me Takeo, Tsukiko and Tsuneo. Three stars that brighten my even darkest of days. This man, though, has been the brightest of them all. In his past life, we met with a disagreement but now there isn't anything but love and respect. I love him with all my heart and will willingly leave this world and follow him wherever he goes in death.
I love you MY Leonbode... till time says that we must leave the living and love each other within death's Nirvana.

My Blog

innocent hatred

selfless and innocent yet tainted by hatred and depression perfect on the outside within i am broken and scattered two completly different souls housing a single person while confusion and saddness re...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 08:50:00 GMT

another poem tell me if you like or hate it

pains of my heartnever left aloneonly few chances to stoponly when i find my love i care for anotherwhen he leaves my heart it pains to see him goas if needles enter and exitam I bleeding or slowly di...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 12:47:00 GMT

Hell in his eyes

when I look in your eyesi see a flame behind themthe brightest i've seenbut i've seen it beforethe bright fires of hellth power they givemy heart drawn to itmy soul given to himI love him, that angel ...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Dec 2005 20:05:00 GMT