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My past made me but it won't break me

A loss that involves finding your pride is a win..

About Me

"TAINTED ANGEL"...It started with my Grandfather's description of me...southern sweet, but beware the pitchfork. fashion layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments

My Interests

Hmmmm...Im a girl, so of course I love shopping. I would have to say that my children are my greatest interest. I love watching them develop into people that I can respect. Its a great reward...

I'd like to meet:

It doesn't interest me what you do for a living I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.It doesn't interest me how old you are I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dreams for the adventure of being alive.It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain.I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful be realistic to remember the limitations of being human.It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself. If you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul. If you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy.I want to know if you can see Beauty even when it is not pretty every day. And if you can source your own life from its presence.I want to know if you can live with failure yours and mine and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, "Yes."It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after a night of grief and despair weary and bruised to the bone and do what needs to be done to feed the children.It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.

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Heroes:

Well besides Henry Bessemer (Invented glitter-thats right Rocco, pink glitter and lots of it!) I would have to say my Papa. I have never met anyone that could fill his shoes (although, my Dad was a pretty close second). The best S.O.B. you could ever hope to meet and fall in love with. He taught me to believe in myself, never accept "CANT" for an answer and that the most valuable asset you have in this world is your integrity. I try everyday to be the person he taught me to be.

My Blog

I dont know how..but I will survive

I was really feeling sorry for myself today after yet another fight over something silly with the man I adore, when I ran acrossed a friends blog about the 1 year anniversary of losing his wife. He's ...
Posted by My past made me but it won't break me on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 11:02:00 PST

My past made me who I am...but it wont determine where I go.

Okay, so I'm on a rampage the last couple of weeks and I find it odd that God has brought some people back into my life just to take them out of it again. It's said that some people are there for a "...
Posted by My past made me but it won't break me on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 10:18:00 PST

More on "Boys" & "Friends"....and "WHITE TRASH"

Okay, so for those of you who know me, this one will make you laugh!It's come to my attention that I am "white trash" & "messed up in the head"...which absolutely makes me laugh.I honestly had to sit ...
Posted by My past made me but it won't break me on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 11:58:00 PST

WHAT I HAVE LEARNED ABOUT "FRIENDS" & "BOYS"

I've always been one of those people to sit back & watch people talk, usually focusing in on their body language rather than what they are saying. I find that most of the time, what is spilling out o...
Posted by My past made me but it won't break me on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 10:18:00 PST

BEAUTIFUL DISASTER...

He drowns in his dreamsAn exquisite extreme I knowHe's as dumb as he seemsAnd more heaven than a heart could holdAnd if I try to save himMy whole world could cave inIt just ain't rightIt just ain't ri...
Posted by My past made me but it won't break me on Sun, 25 Sep 2005 10:43:00 PST

I THINK I JUST GAVE MYSELF A SHINER...

So, I had this great idea this morning (like I sometimes do when unsupervised) that I would make my own sugar scrub (exfolliant gentlemen-its what makes us soft). So I get online and find the recipe ...
Posted by My past made me but it won't break me on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Lord won't you buy me a Mercedes Benz...

The ALL CHROME Mercedes Renntech SL600...500K I'm thinking PINK BOW!...
Posted by My past made me but it won't break me on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Dating...what a joke...

"Show me yours and I'll show you mine...tattoos, that is"     Better than the 600 lbs guy that said I reminded him of butter and he wanted to "Smear you all over myself"...WHAT IN THE HELL??...
Posted by My past made me but it won't break me on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST