Well here it goes... trying to sum up my life to the best of my knowledge for the people that don't know me, and the people that know me best. I am a small town girl turned Honky Tonk Queen. I grew up with the best family but have always been independent enough to make my own decisions. I believe everything and everyone has a purpose, although it's the choices you make that get you there. I believe in love, I do not believe in need. I believe the people you surround yourself with, can either make you shine a little brighter, or bring you down so that no one can see you... You choose who those people are and that is why judgment is necessary. I am somewhat of a bitch if you don't know me. I tend to judge people too quickly, but my judgment usually pays out in the end. If you present yourself to me in a way that brings me down, I do not need you, nor will I waste my time with you. I have dreams and goals and I am an ambitious person. I have wants and needs and some will happen but most will not. I have enough strength and independence to disguise my weaknesses but at least I can admit that to myself. I don't try to be anyone but me, and I won't go out on a limb to make you like me. You do or you don't. I believe in miracles and I believe in signs. I believe that the things that make a person the strongest are to live carefree, but I have a hard time of living this way. I am a very impatient person. I tend to fast forward through heartache and unfortunate loss's I've had in my life, just to find myself reaching for the rewind button. I am a forgiving person, though I never forget. I am constantly on the go, and never take time to slow down enough to see how good my life actually is. I have morals that will never be broken and goals that I may never reach but in the end if I can look back long enough to see that I tried, or that I made a difference I can live with being me
Update: I've been married now for almost 2 years, and in that short time, Dean and I have become parents to the most amazing little creature! Jaxon Dean!!!! Being a mom is the most rewarding experience I've ever had, ever will have and will ever want to do again! Jax is 6 months old, and is the absolute love of my life (besides my husband of course) There are no words to express how much your life changes when you become a parent, you learn to love and except yawns, sleepless nights, knowing that God invented naps for mommy's, the absolute awesomeness of a baby's laugh, and you being the one that causes it, patience, pony tails, extra clothes in your car, actually liking the taste of baby food, bathtime, the snooze button, itty bitty little toes, being fashionably late to everything!, wanting to curl up and sleep on the floor next to a swing, crib, bouncy seat, or play gym, actually using sunscreen, little arms wrapped around your neck, a sloppy kisser, wiping boogers on your own jeans, TV at 2:00 am, and that screaming in the house is totally fun!!!!
