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About Me

Who I am… I am complex, I think too much, I worry too much, I talk too much, I love too deeply, I hurt from the inside out, I bottle my deepest emotions, I love to laugh, I love making people laugh, I am a ninja at heart, I don’t follow the crowd, I give in way to easily, I sing very loud even though I can’t sing at all, I am annoying unintentionally, sometimes disrespectful, I am always, always myself above all else. I am blind to the truth, I can’t always see my own errors, but can always see someone else’s; I am truthful, brutally honest, I love simple things, if being something I’m not is what it takes to fit in, count me out. I am cynical, sometimes judgmental. To describe me… and all the faces of me, it would take years, and yet I am very easy to get to know. Simply ask! {}

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

anyone who loves to have fun.. duh!

My Blog

Catching the Grip

Feelings work in waysThat goes beyond my graspThey block my airwaysAnd force me to gaspMixed in with thoughtsAnd visions includedMy mind contains knotsI feel lost and taintedImagine the ideaOf voices ...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Apr 2009 09:30:00 GMT

Urban Ninja

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2kJZOfq7zk
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 10:46:00 GMT

The person i long to be

The day light breaks againAnother day has begun.But still no sleep has come.My body is wearyMy mind overworked.I lie awake thinkingBut what I am unsure.I need to break free from the cycle I endure.Eve...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 03:02:00 GMT

I aint got nothin on the world.

As I sit on the couch and flip through channels on the TV, I realize that the world has a lot more problems than me. poverty, violence, murder and death,junkies in the streets doing math.poor people u...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 02:32:00 GMT

Ussta e'et jiv'undus

He sits there, deep in thoughtAs the rain flows down his bed room window.He's been sitting there for hours,Yet the pain still remains.He thinks of the stress life imposes on him.How he can't seem to e...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 02:24:00 GMT

On the flipside, as the suns just coming up.

welcome to my head.Enclosed I hide the truth I bear the lies. You make me laugh you think you know me? Do you know I hate you? Do you know I fear you? Do you know that I would give up everything to be...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 06:08:00 GMT

The bird

I watched a bird die today.It was lying in our yardSo small and helpess,Quivering gently.And there was absolutely nothingI could do.A cat must have got itOr some larger bird,Tearing at its headAnd the...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 13:10:00 GMT

Friends

They say a friend in needIs a friend indeed.I wouldn't know -Up until nowI've never had one.A friend that is,Not a need.I've had needs a'plenty,Just no friends to fulfil them.But now,Just when things ...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 12:57:00 GMT

Living

I'm living from moment to moment,Not even from day to dayIt feels as if this darknessWill never go away.I'm cold, so cold, inside my soulI cannot feel the sunThere once was a point to my existance,But...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 13:06:00 GMT

Time

Time isA life of heart-sicknessAnd sorrowAnd loneliness.A life where all my hopesHave been gradually torn apart.A life with no loveNo joy,No hope,and a GodWho has turned his back on meIf he was ever t...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 12:55:00 GMT