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XxX Wasting Away XxX

...DIEING FOR SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR....

About Me

My name is Jorden, & i tend to be weird sometimes too weird, you have to know-know me to understand me, i Throw away pennies, lol when i have too many,Im a vegetarian, i am THE MOST self-conscious ever (I notice thats a bad thing for me, but i cant help it),I get to loud sometimes, Laugh to much, I LOVE MUSIC alot im always lisenen to it, I have too many sick obsessions, Always awkwardly turned on,ice cream is the best,I dont like this city , When it comes to skool work im retarted, and ill prolly never get in my right grade,I can prolly be too honest sometimes, My mum tells me i got a mouth of a sailor, I tend to make scenes & scream & laugh alot,but i dont care, I LOVE taking pix while w/friends & having fun, WHAT I WOULD DO to become a model,i was in it but couldnt stay in it cuz i got no moneys, to actually be somebody i want that more than n e thing...... Things have changed drastically since end of August, so many re-arrangments and things....times are sometimes harder than others...
July 4, 1988- Aug. 21, 2006 { Derek i thought ud never leave.. i need u just to look out and over me, please.u are always missed DEREK GARZA } { Its only one of a gillion, but a really good one i always think so } Derek u were my every thing, showed me love had my future planned out and much more till forever.... i wish u were still here, things are hard, i love u still till death and after..."Cause our love, was the love, so we'll just let it be."
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How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?

My Interests

.......Vampires_Reading and writing good poems of hate and sex_Lisenen to music_Night time_Good crys_Good laughs_short shorts_and the most aMAZing looking girls on this world ADRIANA LIMA_Petra Nemcova_Bettie_Marilyn Monroe_ KATE MOSS....... I LOVE MANY MANY BEAUTIFUL WOMEN!!!!!! (What i would go through just to become one)

I'd like to meet:

More awsome people,... your soul derek.... maynard,from A.P.C,My beautiful babies,I had once looked so eagarly forward too( just how you would describe them to me, derek) and succesful life that was all once planned out ..... Petra Nemcova and many other aMAZing beautiful women .... Alex,from Atreyu.......oh and yess Paris hilton.....Jim Morrison...

Music:

The white stripes_Atreyu_Jeffree Star_Thursday_ A perfect circle_Choking victim_ From autumn to ashes_Fevered Dreams_ Norma jean _ Gym Class Heros _ Thrice _Kottonmouth kings_ The doors_Franz Ferdinand_Team Sleep _ Brand new _ ..... theres much more........

Movies:

Thirteen_ Wedding crashers_Fight club_Hostel_Interview with the vampire_Saw_Saw2_Saw3_ Star 80_Underworld_Underworld Evoulution_Blade_Blade 2_Blade trinity_Konstantine_A clock work orange_The Jacket_The Doors_Devil's Rejects_Hills have eyes_V for vendetta....many other scarryyy cool movies

Television:

Nip/Tuck_The girls next door_Home movies_LOVE grey's anattomy_Simple life_Wonder Showzen _Janice Dickenson Modeling Agency_Aqua teen_12 oz Mouse_Robot chicken_Family guy_.....

Books:

PLAYBOY !!!

My Blog

As time is flying by, so many things have changed and still are...

Time now is soo diffrent everything, so many little things, that stand out and say that its already been that many number of days. Never once now am i like "damn its only monday" or its only the begin...
Posted by xXx Wasteing Away xXx on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 11:18:00 PST

....Unbelievibly already 51 days passed...

51 days already since Derek Adam, has been gone. I still cry as hard and loud as the first damn second I heard it. I miss him of course more than ever. Im forgetting many things while going threw this...
Posted by xXx Wasteing Away xXx on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 07:18:00 PST

For Derek, i just still cant believe ur gone

yesterday was an unbelievable day for me when i hear from my mom to hurry and come home... b/c my recent ( not X, but separated, just for sum while) derek, yess derek garza had died earlier in the mor...
Posted by xXx Wasteing Away xXx on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 05:08:00 PST

this one is for yew

~* I hate you so much more and more,after all the things you said, all the lies that were told for all those days I felt soo alone and how the next day you would try to play it off as if nothing ever ...
Posted by xXx Wasteing Away xXx on Fri, 07 Oct 2005 06:03:00 PST

screen name.... so im meh !

aim: hardcorehoney666 talk to meh !!! if ur cool
Posted by xXx Wasteing Away xXx on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

<3 iN lOvInG mEmOrY <3

~Ruben~ " you were amazing person, the 1st one to tell me that i was beautiful u always made meh feel better when i had classes with u, may u rest in pieace" ~Chris~ "chris u were funn to chill wit...
Posted by xXx Wasteing Away xXx on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST