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About Me

hiiii, i'm autumn :) & i'm seventeen. life isn't about finding yourself, it's about creating yourself. i'm usually a nice person, unless you aren't. i want to change the world some day! but who doesn't these days? i'm obsessed with the number 27. i'm afraid to grow up. i have a lot of best friends, but amber kelly is my tbfffl :). i take a lot of surveys on xanga. music is amazing<3 owl city is my favorite right now. adam young is quite possibly the best person ever :). i make a lot of mistakes & i make really stupid decisions, but every mistake i've made has helped me. i don't regret anything & i think everything happens for a reason. i'm single, but i'm not good with relationships, so i wouldn't bother if i were you. i have super low self-esteem. i'm way too interested in suicide, but don't worry, i'm not suicidal. i haaate when people are ALWAYS miserable. no one cares, just smile for once. yellow is my favorite color. i think about the past way too much. i still sleep with a stuffed animal. i haven't eaten cows in over five years. i work at mcdonalds, and it sucks. i like to party =]. i smoke, and i don't care if you don't like it. hugs are the best :)<3. i've let so many people take advantage of me. no one believes me when i say i'm going to change. i like people who drive fast. i hate school more than most people. i'll never be good enough for anyone. my mom is one of my best friends. paddidle is so much fun (: i wanna work with kids with special needs when i'm older. i volunteer with them at school, and i love it. let's talk sometime, i love new people.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

adam young & adam lambert. nice people. :)

My Blog

i haven't done one of these in a while. just quotes.

I miss you. And I don't know how to tell you.I just want my best friend back.I want somebody to sleep with me, and just sleep. Someone to cuddle up with me during a movie, on a couch. Stay up all nigh...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Dec 2009 11:16:00 GMT

what i wanna do before i die =)

i made this last summer :D. and i crossed off a few of the things over the year, i still need more though! (: so keep the ideas coming. Things I want to accomplish before I die. -some of these...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 20:59:00 GMT

don’t pretend like you care.

don't pretend like were friends and just leave me one day. i am not a slut, i'll have you know. maybe i was acting a little slutty for awhile, but i've grown since then. i'm not the person i used to b...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 19:38:00 GMT

this is sort of important.

Here's the thing! I'm speaking my mind, about all the people listed. But, I'm not telling you under any circumstances which number you are, you figure it out. I'll only tell you if you're right. So re...
Posted by on Tue, 06 May 2008 17:53:00 GMT

to all my friends,

i owe you all big thank you's. i'm sorry that i haven't been the most optimistic person to be around lately. and i'm sorry if i haven't really been there. i don't know why, but things just aren't goin...
Posted by on Tue, 06 May 2008 15:08:00 GMT

if you’re ever realllly bored,

you can read my story!i wrote this a month ago, when i was grounded & had alottttt of time.this isn't even all of it. but at the end, i just wrote about my friends and family and otherstuff. so ye...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 18:15:00 GMT

i had some time to waste today.

quotes bitch.-some are pretty stupid, butttttt. alot are kind of important. I want to run with recklessemotion, find out if love isthe size of the ocean. Evenif I crash and burn at leastI'll know wha...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 10:54:00 GMT

exactly ONE year ago.

i wrote this. on my xanga, along with some other things. it really made me upset, that i wrote this, and today, one year later. i couldn't feel more terrible. i listed just about everything i have bec...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 10:33:00 GMT

how i feel about youuu! (:

How I feel about you -- Here's the rules:1. Put your name in a comment.2. I reply (in this blog) exactly what I think about you, nothing but the truth.3. You will read. :D ROSH HONN...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 18:12:00 GMT

Fill it out! :D

fill this out [: & i'll do it for you toooo. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:I committed suicide:I said I liked you:I kissed you:I lived next door to you:I started smoking:I stole something:I was hos...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 17:36:00 GMT