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♥~*L!ﺝ*~♥

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About Me

I am the type of girl who will laugh at something that happened yesterday. I Will say I am fine no matter how I am really feeling. I will do whatever it takes to hide my face when I cry. I laugh at the littlest things, and its not hard to please me. I really hate fake people. Many people say that I've changed, but the truth is I found myself and I really don't care what people think of me. So keep that in mind when your off talking shit about me. It's hard to understand my thoughts half the time. I tend to second guess myself and have a hard time with decisions. I often chose other people's happiness over my own. I've been hurt many times in the past, but who hasn't? I can be hyprocritical at times. I want love, but I'm scared of it. Mostly I'm just afraid of getting hurt yet again. I don't fall for just anyone. When I do fall, I fall hard. Letting go is extremely difficult for me. I feel like there's so much wasted opportunity. Honesty is what makes me sane. I hate the thoughts of a guilty conscience. I love finding the perfect quote for every situation. I want to find what's in my heart. It's the most powerful feeling when you reach your full potential. Sadly, I'm not there yet. Tardiness & procrastination are my flaws. I don't like being mean unless it's absolutely necessary. I keep everything bottled inside... Until I have a mini-breakdown like once a month. That's when writing becomes my escape.There's never a second that I'm not curious about something. I tend to think too much & worry often. Satisfaction is pretty much my main dream. I know I'll get there one day, but waiting sucks. I am trying to get back on track with my life now.

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I truly believe I already met him!♥ I ♥ You Baby♥

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An update on my life!

So yeah, Im all registered for school and I start Novemer 10th HELL YES! Not to mention about all of my schooling is covered in Grants! Now I just need to save up $891.25 for registration and supplies...
Posted by ♥~*L!*~♥ on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 01:47:00 PST

This is me, this is who i am!

I'm not the girl you think I am. It's hard to understand my thoughts half the time. I tend to second guess myself and have a hard time with decisions. I often chose other people's happi...
Posted by ♥~*L!*~♥ on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 02:08:00 PST

Finally Its Over!

Finally the case is over! It's all being dismissed and I can't even begin to say how happy I am its over! I still can't believe that it has drug out this long! The shitty thing is this was the main re...
Posted by ♥~*L!*~♥ on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 07:18:00 PST

Oh my life

sometimes i hope for a better changethat somehow my life could be rearangedno matter how hard i try nothing gets better and i dont know whysometimes i try to put into place the things in my past i had...
Posted by ♥~*L!*~♥ on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 08:58:00 PST

~everything's so wrong!~

A childish dream, makes hope for the futureAs I stand alone, my hopes may prosper, healing all suturesGrowing up a sudden cloud seems to drift over, covering all hopeGetting darker, seems like Im even...
Posted by ♥~*L!*~♥ on Fri, 05 May 2006 10:26:00 PST

♥If love could be told♥

If love could be told, would it be easy to entail. With all of my emotions, can it be fore sailed? Its truly remarkable how simply amazing I perceive. No matter how often I tend to believe. With ...
Posted by ♥~*L!*~♥ on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 09:03:00 PST