I am the type of girl who will laugh at something that happened yesterday. I Will say I am fine no matter how I am really feeling. I will do whatever it takes to hide my face when I cry. I laugh at the littlest things, and its not hard to please me. I really hate fake people. Many people say that I've changed, but the truth is I found myself and I really don't care what people think of me. So keep that in mind when your off talking shit about me. It's hard to understand my thoughts half the time. I tend to second guess myself and have a hard time with decisions. I often chose other people's happiness over my own. I've been hurt many times in the past, but who hasn't? I can be hyprocritical at times. I want love, but I'm scared of it. Mostly I'm just afraid of getting hurt yet again. I don't fall for just anyone. When I do fall, I fall hard. Letting go is extremely difficult for me. I feel like there's so much wasted opportunity. Honesty is what makes me sane. I hate the thoughts of a guilty conscience. I love finding the perfect quote for every situation. I want to find what's in my heart. It's the most powerful feeling when you reach your full potential. Sadly, I'm not there yet. Tardiness & procrastination are my flaws. I don't like being mean unless it's absolutely necessary. I keep everything bottled inside... Until I have a mini-breakdown like once a month. That's when writing becomes my escape.There's never a second that I'm not curious about something. I tend to think too much & worry often. Satisfaction is pretty much my main dream. I know I'll get there one day, but waiting sucks. I am trying to get back on track with my life now.
