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Heather[HorrorFace] ™

hopelessmistake

About Me


Getting up in the morning is
the worst thing I know.
It's something important
I gotta tell you.
I hate it when
people look at me.
I get nauseous.
I'm car crash just waiting to happen.
About This Girl
The name's Heather.
It has been since '92.
I absolutely refuse to make myself look like someone original.
Because, honestly?
I'm not.
I'm no different than anyone else.
I'm just re-hashed versions of everyone around me.
But, that's pretty much anyone.
(If you truly break the mold, you're my hero)
You can find multitudes of kids like me in their bedrooms,
in their small towns, in their nowhere states.
I am a christian, but I don't claim to be a very good one.
I'm just as confused, and desperate as the rest of you.
Oh, I do love music, and my friends.
Without these things, I don't know who I'd be.
That fact nauseates me.
Yes, I am that dependent.
I'm trying to change that.
I'm currently trying to change a lot of things, but it will probably be to no avail.
(Nine chances out of ten,
I'll break myself down before
you can get to me)
In case you haven't noticed,
I like doing my makeup,
and hair in ridiculous fashions.
It's kind of "what I do".
Once again, not exactly original, but I like it.
All of this information is subject to change,
because tomorrow
this won't be me.
: HatoriHorrorFace

My fear is crippling.
My Fears Have
Turned Into
Phobias:

Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
Acrophobia- Fear of heights.
Agateophobia- Fear of insanity.
Agliophobia- Fear of pain.
Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets.
Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions.
Anthropophobia- Fear of people or society.
Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single.
Apeirophobia- Fear of infinity.
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting.
Atomosophobia- Fear of atomic explosions.
Atychiphobia- Fear of failure.
Automatonophobia- Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues - anything that falsly represents a sentient being.
Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself.
Aviophobia- Fear of flying.
Bathophobia- Fear of depth.
Cancerophobia- Fear of cancer.
Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed.
Chronophobia- Fear of time.
Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.
Clinophobia- Fear of going to bed.
Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions.
Dishabiliophobia- Fear of undressing in front of someone.
Doxophobia- Fear of expressing opinions or of receiving praise.
Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom.
Gerascophobia- Fear of growing old.
Glossophobia- Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak.
Gephysrophobia- Fear of crossing bridges.
Hadephobia- Fear of hell.
Hypegiaphobia- Fear of responsibility.
Hypnophobia- Fear of sleep or of being hypnotized.
Katagelophobia- Fear of ridicule.
Kenophobia- Fear of voids or empty spaces.
Metathesiophobia- Fear of changes.
Necrophobia- Fear of death.
Nosocomephobia- Fear of hospitals.
Obesophobia- Fear of gaining weight.
Paralipophobia- Fear of neglecting duty or responsibility.
Pediophobia- Fear of dolls.
Scoptophobia- Fear of being seen or stared at.
Sociophobia- Fear of society or people in general.
Somniphobia- Fear of sleep.
Soteriophobia- Fear of dependence on others.
Xenophobia- Fear of strangers.
[FIN]

My Interests



I'd like to meet:



..



You'll never understand
the signifigance of this.

He deserves so much better.

Music:

Bands I've Seen:

Academy Is...,The
Alesana
Alexander Set, The
All Time Low
Anberlin
Angels & Airwaves
Audition, The
August Burns Red
Between The Trees
Briggs, The
Children 18:3 (x2)
Chris Sligh
Cobra Starship
David Crowder Band
Decyfer Down
Disciple
Dr. Manhattan
Family Force 5 (x3)
Fireflight (x2)
Fold, The
KJ-52
From First To Last
John Reuben
Katy Perry
mewithoutYou
Me In Motion
MyrtleWillGrow
Nevertheless
Norma Jean
Number Twelve Looks Like You, The
Once Nothing
Pillar
Red
Red Chord, The
Rise Inside, The
Run Kid Run
Ryan Payne Band,The
Sanctus Real
Shackeltons, The
Stellar Kart
Street Drum Corps
Superchick
UnderOath

Movies:



..

Television:



Books:



Heroes:



Heroes

Colonel Swank!

Tomikazu

NickUhMazing

LisaNicole
&&
Logar!

AbigailAstounding

Cody

Domingo Jones

Katalina

K3L$0

TiffaneySlicer

CaseyO McDishDish

PagePerfection
Jamie


My Blog

Names [jacked from Nikohlaus]

Leave your name... 1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.4. I'll say something that only m...
Posted by Heather[HorrorFace] ™ on Tue, 21 Oct 2008 12:36:00 PST

Past Confessions (Part One)

Confession Of The Day September 29th, 2008 This is going to have to be a big one, since I haven't updated this for...almost a month, wow! This September, as it comes to a close, I reflect on what al...
Posted by Heather[HorrorFace] ™ on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 03:38:00 PST

Happy Sixteenth, Ricky<3

This is Ricky. Or Page. Or Reeko Or even PagePerfection. [: Whatever you might call him, it all boils down to one thing. Pure perfection. Today, sixteen years ago, this world was blessed with...
Posted by Heather[HorrorFace] ™ on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 09:43:00 PST

Winter Retreat 2008

Whoa, whoa. What to even say about Winter Retreat '08. :] It was incredible, actually. But, I think I will write a long detailed thing about it. =) Okay, so we leave on January 25th, and usually...
Posted by Heather[HorrorFace] ™ on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 10:20:00 PST

The Magical Year Of 07.

NickUhMazing: I knew you before this amazing year. But, this year was when we really got close. And I am so glad. Our conversations make me so happy. I'm glad I met you, so much. The only thing I regr...
Posted by Heather[HorrorFace] ™ on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 03:35:00 PST

Killing Time

Heyy. It's 1:45am. The beginning of a, hopefully, wonderful Saturday. [: I'm not getting my hopes up too high, but hey, isn't that what the weekend is all about? I know last Saturday was, oddly enou...
Posted by Heather[HorrorFace] ™ on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 10:50:00 PST

Sound

Here is a full list of the cd's I own: 1. Alanis Morisette: Jagged Little Pill2. All American Rejects, the: Move Along3. Almost, the: Southern Weather4. Bleach: Space5. Blink 182: Enema Of The State6....
Posted by Heather[HorrorFace] ™ on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 12:19:00 PST

Kaitlyn && Tomi Tagged Me!

tagged thing Here's how you play. Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, listin...
Posted by Heather[HorrorFace] ™ on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 11:09:00 PST

Love

We all know the verse. John 3:16. Even the atheists know this one. "For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son, so all who believe in him may not perish, but have eternal life!" Yea...
Posted by Heather[HorrorFace] ™ on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 12:30:00 PST

Dream

I want this: Well, one can dream. Can't they?
Posted by Heather[HorrorFace] ™ on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 06:28:00 PST