............................................................ ................................................ The Goddess... Once choosen, you will hear her. Her voice is not actually a voice of sound, But one of the images that appear in our minds. there are seldom words as such, the words are our own translation of the thoughts she projects. The images are brief and not fully drawn and we have to interpre them best we can. First we must find out who we were before we can discover who we are. First you feel yourself drawn inwards. Everything around you begins to fade from view. Slowy your into the innermost recesses of your being, until all is blackness. In the vortex of emotion and basic self that is the centre-most of your being. You come face to face with yourself, and in the chaos of uncertin impressions, pictures loom before you. Reveled to you is the world, past & present. Layed open and revealed, stripped bare of careful nurtured illusions, and you will see the reality of existance in all its starkness, the rawness of its judgements. Amis its sprawling vastness you see yourself for the insignificant spark of momentary life that you represent.....Your helpless to prefent it, you let it happen, wondering what effect it would have upon your life...... Hold on to sanity and shield yourself from your inner nakedness as it reveals itself in an endless line of events, all caricatures of the memories you keep. A full accounting of every hurt you've caused to others, every petty jealously you've felt, deep-seated prejudices, your deliberate half-truths, your self-pity, your fears. All that is dark you have to accept about yourself.........You will never be the same, the magic burns through you like an invisible scar upon your body and your consciousness..........I came along,long way. I could have been dead a hundred times but I survived. I've seen the evil there is in this world and in worlds that mortals only dream exist. There is nothing that can hurt love, love supplies a kind of strength that can withstand even death, but first you need faith....