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About Me

Can there be an explanation as to why there is nothing about me? No. There cannot. .a quest. Now. (after years of waiting.. nothing came)I'm Ashley O.o"You can try the best you can- dinosaurs will win the Earth.""You're livin' in a fantasy world.... I'm on your side. Now where to hide. Trap doors that open. I spiral down. You're livin' in a fantasy world.""Either way you turn- I'll be there. Open up your skull- I'll be there. Climbing up the walls... "Radiohead (shame on you for not knowing me)

My fucking .YES. you... no I am not:

My Interests

You love and caress my my mind with words that don't fucking matter. +.+. And you all know that I was always better in English class. I hate numbers.. They make up everything- it bothers me.

I'd like to meet:

. I would Love for yOu. you .to leaVeme somE sort of spectacular coMmentment of true interest. You.. inteRst . Leave it here pleasee. Yes, right here in this box - thAt might coNfuse yOu..... (now go back through this paragraph and read all of the uppercase letters in order).Spread Your Seeds Here.

Music:

I have a splendant co-lover, partner, best friend, and eye closing, peace making sex god. He is my Ryan... mmmmm ^.^ {view more pics for love scenes} He is the best thing that could have ever happened too this poor, lost child.

Movies:

I own a plethera of stuffed animals. Is there any room for Mega Ultra Chicken? There never seems to be.. Sigh..

Television:

What is life? Somebody once told me that it isn't. It just is not.

Books:

I've always wanted to be an ornithologist. So much for making money. Despots, eh?

Heroes:

I have lots of life. It's all inside me and when i'm in the street you can't tell. One of those people that gets the abandoned feeling a LOT. That's moi.

My Blog

the best

Mon Amour: hmm babyThe Emo Vandal: for all time.... Mon Amour: i was thinking to myself how lucky i am to have youMon Amour: how...
Posted by Squirtle! on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 12:12:00 PST

fresh

to have such love.tonight i have a night alone. atleast that's what it feels like. no voice on the phone to tell me it's allright. that my emotions are fine. sometimes they are.i've got too much on my...
Posted by Squirtle! on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 10:53:00 PST

...

This love....SighI've never felt so comfortable, yet missed someone so much.Tears and smiles today ...
Posted by Squirtle! on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 12:35:00 PST

Breaks. M&Ms. Trash. OGLA. Trash...

I feel kind of funny tonight. I miss Ryan to a point I've never felt before. With anyone. I've only gotten a deeper sensation than this one time in my life. When someone left that I can never......
Posted by Squirtle! on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 01:58:00 PST

Sigh is said so often

It's really amazing how so many good things can come out of bad things. And it's also amazing that this is the first time I've come to my blog on myspace and I am not able to wite about everything tha...
Posted by Squirtle! on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 10:23:00 PST

For my Grandfather... and the One I love.

A la Folie = The Madness.......
Posted by Squirtle! on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 06:51:00 PST

MUAH and MUAH

I am in love.I am in sweet sweet love.And I will say it again- I am in sweet sweet love.A tiny thought once occured to me-How should a person belittle thee?Well, a perjorative sense seems could be cas...
Posted by Squirtle! on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 12:17:00 PST

Ah.

I wish for relaxation. I am a bit tired of a lot of things. Myself to be number one. But I don't feel like bitching right now. I've been bitching in my mind for too long and I don't feel like doing it...
Posted by Squirtle! on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 10:18:00 PST

anyone

Can somebody please tell me why I'm so unhappy inside? I mean- it won't stop. It's not going away. My dreams keep getting harder and harder to handle. My mind won't stop slipping into this "what the f...
Posted by Squirtle! on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 11:49:00 PST

FUCK THIS (this was just too good)

that's it beautiful twin. you scream it. FUCK CAR THIEVES! FUCK THEM ALLLLLL! WITH BURNING TORCHES AND SPLINTERED WOODEN SHOVELS! RIGHT IN THE ASS! Damn. FUCK EM ALL. BROOMSTICKS AN...
Posted by Squirtle! on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 02:10:00 PST