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jay

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

my name is jay. i am in transition. nothing like a sex change. because really, when you think about it, sex is irrelevant.
blah. i hate writing about mes, i'm so bad at them. i am an amateur photographer cum artist cum bookworm. i don't get out alot. i take pictures of dead animals at the side of the road and sometimes people too. i like documenting decay. that's why i take pictures of people.
i am out of place in the frozen wasteland of my own desire. i don't identify with any one set society prescription. i may put up many fronts but i am not what i show. one day i'll show you.
i am not designed for cold weather, nor hot. i stare too much without looking at anything. i can be meek as a mouse or i can be intimidating.
i don't consider myself special because of my hardships. i consider myself a casualty. and the world's full of casualties.
music!

My Interests

lsd, planes, animals, teeth, bones, wings, flesh, hair, metal, wood, war, peace, politics, antiques, film, photography, books, fantasy, fae, magick, consciousness, airplanes, fancy paintjobs, pinup girls, people who wear big boots but not to be pretentious gothic snobs, drinking, dancing discreetly, working on leaving the living, models, shaved heads, zombies, pirates, jet li movies, halo, halo 2, halo 3, Fake Mustache

Music:

i <3 the post-rock apocalypse. most anything excluding new country and hardcore rap shit. particularily radiohead, tom waits, the creepshow, horrorpops, aphex twin, squarepusher, jack off jill, cat power, the winks, godspeed you! black emperor, asmz, and random people i know.

Movies:

..se7en, fight club, 12 monkies, last unicorn, the lion the witch and the wardrobe, kingdom of heaven, gladiator, fox and the hound, reservoir dogs, schindler's list, amelie, city of lost children, eraserhead, pirates of the carribean, dragonheart, dragonland, anything with a zombie, redneck zombies, snatch, lock stock and two smoking barrels, scanner darkly, waking life, barbarella, charlie and the chocolate factory, interview with the vampire, kill bill, juno, sweeny todd, blue velvet, eraserhead, the batman flicks

Television:

CSI, aqua teen hunger force, harvey birdman, family guy, squidbillies, robot chicken, simpsons, red vs. blue, planet earth, arrested development

Books:

WoT, SoT, Prodigal Summer, Violet and Claire, Echo, At Last There Is Nothing Left To Say, Ladykillers, the petty details of so and so's life, the sea of fertility trilogy, anything by ginsberg, sophie's world, yellow dog, the perks of being a wallflower, hangman, sandman series, hundred secret senses, anything by ian banks

Heroes:

jeanette d'arc, tom waits, ginsberg, master chief, perrin rand and mat, domon boyle, nynaeve al'meara, lan mandragoran, fail basher t'aybara, richard rahl, kahlan amnell, pan, reynar foxxana, trent reznor, matthew good.

My Blog

Project Playlist and why I am spending too much time on it.

I think I caught the bug from Kiri. In a much milder way, of course - truth to tell, I'm not as in-depth with anything the way she can be. I'm re-vamping the playlist I had up here on myspace, being i...
Posted by jay on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 04:56:00 PST

vidrar vel til lofttarasa

Ég Læt Mig Líða ÁframÍ Gegnum Hausinn(Hugsa) Hálfa LeiðAfturábakSé Sjálfan Mig Syngja Sem Fagnaðarerindið Við Sömdum Saman tyooo...Við Áttum Okkur DraumÁttum AlltVið Riðum HeimsendiVið Riðum LeitandiK...
Posted by jay on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 10:48:00 PST

pussy!

THIS SURVEY IS STRICTLY FOR FEMALES ONLY:1. if you were to have sex right now, would you use a condom?yes. but i wouldn't have sex right now. 2. do you think its bad to have sex at your age?no3. do yo...
Posted by jay on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 12:00:00 PST

Halo 3 and the Hundred Secret Senses

FUCK.Joe's been playing Halo 3 since 9am. it's almost 7:30 now. Chris has been playing too, but not as much. We watched Fear and Loathing in the basement and played around like we used to. But now the...
Posted by jay on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 06:30:00 PST

haahaa!

You Are 33 Years OldUnder 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are sti...
Posted by jay on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 12:58:00 PST

beer

i drink alot of it. whoa boy.the king henry is awesome. toria has my shirt, but i have her stuff toohung over.
Posted by jay on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 10:10:00 PST

WELL!

i am horny as shit.that is all.*amusement*
Posted by jay on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 03:31:00 PST

FAKE MUSTACHE!

Dec 7. come or die!
Posted by jay on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 10:12:00 PST

*sigh*

i intensely dislike windows media player. must... convince david to use iTunes... rrr!its working now.sooo. useless updates about my life.i cut the back of my mohawk off. and a bunch of my hair. i hav...
Posted by jay on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 11:48:00 PST

note to self:

stop being a fucking wanker. move on with your life. stop taking your mistakes out on everyone else. allow yourself to trust at least one person. get laid. stop talking to asshole ex boyfriend. put mo...
Posted by jay on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 07:13:00 PST