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the best I can do.. is Hope everthing is OK

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About Me

to my dear Aunt Dottie. your in heaven now... but i stil love you and i will always love you in my heart. you were... ARE an amazing person, and i was so lucky to have you in my life,
Love always your favorite Niece

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9,8,7,6,5,4,3,3,2,1
9 LASTS...:
Last dollar spent:: umm... yesterday
Last cigarette:: looooooong time ago.. YUCKY!
Last beverage:: water
Last movie:: .... harry potter :(
Last phone call:: Matthew...
Last song played:: Hurt
Last bubble bath:: too long ago
Last thing you ate:: ummm yesterday i had broccoli
8 HAVE YOU EVERS...
Have you ever dated a best friend:: yes
Have you ever skinny dipped:: no
Have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it:: no
Have you ever lost someone you loved:: YES
Have you ever been dumped:: ..... i guess theres a first time for everything
Have you ever been drunk and threw up:: yes
Have you ever run away:: i want to... right now
7 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TO:
1.: Massachussettes
2.: Pennsylvania
3.: New York
4.: Funtown
5.: Palace Playland
6.: OOB
7.: Popham
6 THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY: (in no particular order...)
1.: woke up
2.: cried
3.: bruched my teeth
4.: Cried
5.: Re-Did my Myspace
6.: Cried
5 OF YOUR FAVIES (in no particular order...):
1.: Love
2.: Matthew
3.: friends
4.: family
5.: snow
4 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [almost] NETHING 2 (no particular order):
1.: Matthew
2.: Kathy
3.: Jess
4.: Tab
3 THINGS THAT MAKE YOU SMILE:
1.: Love
2.: friends
3.: family
2 THINGS U WANNA DO BEFORE U DIE:
1.: get married
2.: be happy
1 THINK YOU CANNOT LIVE W/OUT:
#1 Thing:: him....
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2006 is OVER
In 2006, did you...
fall in love with someone that was just a friend?: No.. he's never been just a friend to me
fall in love at all?: Yes
lose any friends?: Yes
make any new friends?: Yes
make any new enemies?: Yes
develop any new hobbies?: no
get older?: yes
do anything you regret?: more than anything
go to any parties?: yes
accomplish anything?: not really
make much money?: not really
attend a wedding?: ummm.... maybe?
attend a funeral?: yes
get any new family members?: yes
move away?: i wish
gain any new perspectives?: yes
get into a verbal fight?: yes
get into a physical fight?: no
attend any sporting events?: yes
get arrested?: no
wreck your car?: no
get a new car?: no
make any big purchases?: um.. io think so
get kicked out of a store, restaurant or any other kind of business?: umm... i am not sure
get fired from a job?: no
get offered a job?: yes
get a raise at a job?: no
learn anything?: a lot
dump your bf/gf?: i would never...
get dumped by your bf/gf?: ... i am still crying
develop any new health problems?: yes
change as a person?: I AM TRYING!
get any new piercings?: no
get any new tattoos?: no
attend a concert?: yes
crowd surf?: no
travel out of state?: yes
read any books?: yes
travel out of the country?: no
spend much money?: yes
download any music?: yes
try out any new looks?: yes
sign up for a myspace?: last year
sign up for a facebook?: yes
eat a food that you had never eaten before?: yes
go golfing?: no
go bowling?: YES
go to many parties?: yes
start to resent something or someone that you used to like?: no.. i could never resent him
In 2006, how many....
different places did you work?: 2
times did you go out drinking?: too many times
times did you smoke marijuana?: 0
drugs did you take?: 0
times did you have health problems?: idk
times did you go to the movies?: lots
concerts did you attend?: 3
people did you make out with?: 1
people did you have sex with?: 1
people tried to have sex with you?: prolly a lot hahaha
times did you get your ass kicked?: 0
crushes did you have?: 1
times did you attend church?: ... none.. but i want too
bad habits did you pick up?: 0
"rough nights" did you have?: too many...
In 2006, what was?
your favorite day of the year?: February 14th
your favorite band?: Rascal Flatts
your least favorite day of the year?: December 26th
your favorite movie?: lots
your favorite song of the year?: lots
the most expensive thing you stole?: ummm nothing
the biggest event you attended?: idk
something that didn't change at all this year?: everyhting changed
your favorite holiday?: it was christmas
Misc. questions about 2006 A.D.
were you in a hospital this year?: prolly
were you in an ambulance this year?: no
did you make any big confessions in 06?: yes
did you make friends with anyone of the opposite sex that you love but only: ummm love as friends
embarrassed about anything you did this year?: yes
what's the best thing to happen to you this year?: nothing
did you meet anyone that you could see yourself marrying: yeabut that was 5 years ago.. that i met him
did anyone you have no feelings for confess to having feelings for you?: ummm.. iono
did you vote this year?: yes
did you bring sexy back this year?: i tried
was 2006 a great year, an average year or a bad year?: BAD
what goals did you set for 2007?: to bebetter.. to get him back
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My Blog

the conversation of the year.

this is from me and Kathy... my love... my wife... my shoulder to lean on.... my everything. this is kathy, all i have to say to that is... lucinda is my bitch, because she is a bitch. Actually.. I a...
Posted by the best I can do.. is Hope everthing is OK on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 08:30:00 PST

impossible

soo basically.. my life was great... perfect... everyhitgnwas awesome.. thani made a huge mistake... and no it wasnt sleeping with doug.. for all of u ass holes whoare gonna read this and u automatica...
Posted by the best I can do.. is Hope everthing is OK on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 09:46:00 PST

go0o0o0o0o0od!!!!!

sooo... life is going pretty smooothly right now.... i think everything is gonna be okay.... after i put my head on my sholders and realized that i need to stop worrying sooo much.... matthew is the p...
Posted by the best I can do.. is Hope everthing is OK on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 08:57:00 PST

to my papa

The day you came into my life will be cherished always.An angel sent from heaven above for my lonely heart to hold.My heart is no longer lonely, but insteadfilled with the wonder of a love like Ive ne...
Posted by the best I can do.. is Hope everthing is OK on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 12:43:00 PST

relief

 so my last blog was well...depressing.. haha but a good friend told me that the only person who could find me..was me. i was just looking for someone to lean on.. and than the other night i was ...
Posted by the best I can do.. is Hope everthing is OK on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 06:57:00 PST

help wanted....

 so i havent written on this in a LONG time.. but it is 7:15 AM and i have been up since well 4:30Am i cant sleep.... i have just been thinking on different ways to make myself how i use to be......
Posted by the best I can do.. is Hope everthing is OK on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 04:23:00 PST

bored. . . and thinking. . . .

hey i am around not doing a whole lot just being bored. . . just thinking about how life pretty much is getting what u want and it either goes away or deteriates, and how wierd things work out, iono a...
Posted by the best I can do.. is Hope everthing is OK on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 08:19:00 PST