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Stand By.............. "You tell me to stand by while you press on- Pressing me closely, but pulling me along- You pull your dreams hard, but hardly stopping. It's hard because you are resistant. You resist it all...you try to resist me.. you are not-trustworthy because trusting you would be trusting a hyprocite. You barely take time to realize what you do because realizing would make you feel and feeling openly is not what you do best. What you do best if making good people wait and Stand by, but they wont always stand by, They won't always be your backup. You will explore, check out the grass on the other side, try to find someone like your maternal ideal, but one day realize that you released that thing you waiting, prayed, dreamed for... you will be Standing by alone. "Noelle MooreI am running down this crazy life I have created...ok..maybe not running because I am not a good runner, but I am walking along...not quite sure how I did it, but I left a place where everything was familar to me. Not sure if it was the perfect decision, but who knows what's perfect. Who knows if you don't try, right? For so long I lived the course of someone else, hey maybe that's what you are supposed to do, but something inside of me needed to stand of the other edge, the other edge of the US. So here I am living in a place I dreamt I would..living a life filled with beer drinking, sunset watching, and slurs...lotsa slurs...“To live passionately, exuberantly, joyfully, is what I truly desire. A vision without truth? A dream without substance?To be or be free, that is the real question~ Free of what others insist is hopeless reality, A sick child, a reckless divorce, a broken heart.Yet, within these are places of truth, understanding, And optimism, for in everything there is a hope Standing in the streaming sunlight. We mush push Through. We must exist in life’s passion, swim In its intricacies, and Sit In its beauty.”Noelle Moore August 2005