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About Me

Ok well about me. Where to start? I do believe that most of you know the name. If not look at the screen name! I do believe at some point some of you have hurt me, pissed me off, made me cry, broke my heart, or just plain lied... but in the end it is all about forgive and forget. Why is it so hard to just realize that everything that happens in your life was exactly what you wanted at some point. There is no reason to live your life in the past or you will never have a future.. this is something I have trusted in myself for the longest time. You have to realize that things will get better in your life, you just have to take the time to look at the situation and make the decision that you have to, to make the outcome better than it was before. Life is always changing, never standing still. Who we are, where we are going, life in itself it a big jigsaw puzzle. You just have to find the right pieces put it all together and run with it. But you can not find happiness with someone else if you yourself are not happy with who you are. My life has taken a complete 180 but I believe that I am better now than I have ever been. I guess I can thank all of those who put me out there, who never really cared, and used my heart for a punching bag. Sometimes you just don't see how strong you are still things come full circle. I am the person I want to be. I never take things for granted because tomorrow it may all be gone. Turning 28 this year made me open my eyes to a lot of things that maybe before I would have never witnessed, but I have grown as a person, changed the things that needed to be. But still deep down I am the same person I have always been... just the exterior is a little thicker... Ok so I'm making a little update here... I have met someone who has made me see that living my life for who I am is the most important part of being me... Jayme is the most amazing woman I have ever had the chance of having in my life. She makes me smile day after day. I have learned so much in this past year, and loving again was one of them... she had made me see that not all women are the same.. So I will be the first to say that I love her... I don't care who knows I will scream it from the top of the Empire State Building... Jayme.. YOU HAVE MY HEART! ALL THAT I AM! I AM YOURS!
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Life is about living, learning, laughing, and loving. So many words that start with the letter L, but none of this would be possible if it were not for the people that we come in contact with on a daily basis. I have seen my life go in many different directions, because of the influence that others have had on me. Yet there is one that will stay in my mind, heart, and soul. For it has changed my life forever. The greatest person I know, and beyond anything the mere inspiration I needed. Thus the reason to welcome new friendships. You never know from one day to the next dawn who will walk through that door, and the impact they can have on you. Taking chances are never a bad thing if you walk into it with an open mind and a willing heart. Take it all in, because from personal experience... the best friendship are sometimes the ones that you may not understand... ****** I am here for friends and friends alone... I have met the most caring, sincere, compassionate woman I know.. Thank you so much for coming into my life, for finding me, and letting me see who you are. Kisses.. I have found that special someone JLS******

You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
OUR DEEPEST FEAR IS NOT THAT WE ARE INADEQUATE. OUR DEEPEST FEAR IS THAT WE ARE POWERFUL BEYOND MEASURE. IT IS OUR LIGHT NOT OUR DARKNESS THAT MOST FRIGHTENS US. YOUR PLAYING SMALL DOES NOT SERVE THE WORLD. THERE IS NOTHING ENLIGHTENED ABOUT SHRINKING SO THAT OTHER PEOPLE WONT FEEL INSECURE AROUND YOU. WE ARE ALL MEANT TO SHINE AS CHILDREN. IT'S NOT IN SOME OF US, IT'S IN EVERYONE, AND AS WE LET OUR OWN LIGHT SHINE WE GIVE OTHER PEOPLE THE PERMISSION TO DO THE SAME. AS WE ARE LIBERATED FROM OUR OWN FEAR, OUR PRESENCE AUTOMATICALLY LIBERATES OTHERS!

My Blog

something from a long time ago

Here I am by myself, on my own Riding a carousel that would not halt Round and round, over and over again Spinning in cycles going in circles Without a definite ending, crazed for the standstill Peopl...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 18:56:00 GMT

ANGEL!!!

......http://www.mp3lyrics.org/lBI feel it, you feel it That this was meant to be. I know it, you know it That you were made for me. We can't deny this any longer, Day by day we're getting stronger. I...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 11:44:00 GMT

haha i thought i was the shit!!! NOT!


Posted by on Mon, 15 Dec 2008 22:52:00 GMT

Just some thoughts

You know I just realized that it has been over a year since I put anything on here, until yesterday.  Everyone kept asking me, "Why don't you write anymore.. what happened?"  Well life happe...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Dec 2008 04:00:00 GMT

WHO IS SHE?

WHO IS SHE... THE ONE THAT MAKES MY HEART MELTWHO IS SHE... THE ONE I FEEL I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUTWHO IS SHE... THE ONE THAT GIVES ME BUTTERFLIESWHO IS SHE... THE ONE THAT MAKES ME FEEL ALIVEWHO IS SHE.....
Posted by on Fri, 05 Dec 2008 07:10:00 GMT

UNCONDITIONAL

MY LOVE IS UNCONDITIONAL NEVER ENDING IT SEEMSLIKE THE WIND BLOWING THROUGH YOUR HAIRTHE WHISPERING IN THE TREESMY HEART IS ALWAYS CARINGGIVING TILL IT BREAKSLIKE THE CLOUDS IN THE SKYTHE FORMATIONS T...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 08:18:00 GMT

GONE

WHEN IS IT EVER ENOUGH?THAT THINGS STOP DWINDLING AWAY IN FRONT OF YOUR EYESI HAVE LOST MY MEANING FOR ALL THINGS THE MEANT ANYTHING TO MECAUGHT SOMEWHERE IN MY OWN MINDNOT SURE HOW TO MAKE IT OUTTHOU...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 06:58:00 GMT

HOLD ON

LIFE IS NOT ALWAYS WHAT IT SEEMS.  THERE ARE OBSTICLES IN OUR LIVES THAT WE ALL MUST OVERCOME.  GIVING UP IS GIVING IN.  SOMETIMES LETTING THINGS CALM THEMSELVES IS THE BEST WAY TO PREV...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 08:06:00 GMT

Please tell me

I am done with all the bullshit.  There are times when some of us just need to be honest about how we feel and stop hiding shit.  I have always been told that "NO WORRIES I WON'T LIE TO YOU"...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 08:05:00 GMT

Little by little

Your kiss ignited a passion within me, that's been buried for years never realizing it would ever resurface again. When our lips meet, there was such a fierce passion I've never experienced before. Yo...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 08:24:00 GMT