I'm a mom now. Crazy to think i'm somebodies mom. But it's the most rewarding thing i've ever done when I see my boy smile up at me like i'm the best thing ever. When I watch him sleep I wonder what and who and how he will be as he gets older, as long as he's happy and not breaking too many laws ;-) that's what matters. He got two middle names. One is Scotts, Victor, and the other is Bears name, Edward. I can only hope that my boy brings as much happiness and light to people as that man did.I'm stronger than I think I am, weaker than others find me. My strengths are sometimes my weaknesses as well. I love that first day towards the end of summer when you feel a "bite" in the air telling you fall is on it's way. I love the first day you can feel spring on it's way. I enjoy going out and having a good time but can stay home just as easy. I'm fiercely loyal to my good friends. I think I'm pretty independent but sometimes lean on other people too much. I'm not afraid to say what I think and people sometimes call that being a b@*ch. I say to that...you're damn right! Because I can be tough as nails when I have to be. I love country music! I listen to other stuff but it speaks me and I love the fan base for country music. As Rodney Atkins says "These are my people"! I'm afraid of getting hurt but more afraid of not living. Living a full life means sometimes you get hurt. I have almost no regrets because everything that has happened in my life has made me who I am. I have loved and lost and it's all a part of me. I can be pretty outspoken when I want to be and sometimes that get's me into trouble. I love thunderstorms. Oklahoma has the best, shake the ground, light up the sky thunderstorms. I'm not afraid to say I drink Starbucks because they always make my coffee right. Favorite is the Grande with whipped and extra caramel caramel macchiato. I don't like most veggies but have learned to not ask McDonalds to make me a just cheese cheeseburger because I don't like pickles,mustard, or ketchup. I'm not naturally a morning person. I love piling on the blankets on my bed in wintertime and being all warm and cozy. My life isn't where I thought it would be five years ago but it is exactly where I want it to be. I love lilac's and african violets. I hate to see people hurting and have a hard time not trying to rescue them. I tend to believe the best in everyone but have a hard time not being skeptical these days. I love hugs, giving and receiving them. I hate being stuck in traffic.
