paul

There's so much i long for in life and so much i lust for, so much i want to do and experience! i have high expectations, i really do. life is what you make it, people say that if you want something, i mean if you really want it with your heart and soul, you cannot be denied. Stephen king said that the destination isn't what's important, it's the journey. I want excitement, passion, lust, pain, understanding, compassion, and love in mine. Once i finish college i just want to live, i look around me and see so many miserable people trying to make a future for themselves working there asses off. Fuck that. your young once, you have one life, don't let it pass you by. have the courage and guts to be yourself. Don't pretend, never surrender to the things that hold you down never retreat from who you are. meaningful conversations, good company, being polite, real love, where did it all go? ok likes lets go: I really like passion, be it sex, lust or love. I love bdsm, blood and pretty much any other fetish, i love to give everything a go. my main has to be blood however i just find it so beautiful, it tastes sweet to me, and it has such a sexy feel to it. i like to read, i read alot it keeps me sane and takes me to a different place. loud music, i think if it's good i find it impossible to listen to it quietly. new music that i like, i love hearing a new song that just brings me to my knees. people sometimes