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Eat your heart out, and choke on it

The truth is worse than anything I could bring myself to do to you

About Me


There is no real me, only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable, I simple am not there
Five am on the bathroom floor from the night before, do you find me dreadful? What a shame such a sad disgrace, such a pretty face, but she's not regretful...
"Everyone that says they care leaves me behind. I love those drunken nights, when friends show they're too afraid to truly care."
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Which of the Seven Deadly Sins consumes you?
Lust- an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.Symbolism-Color: BlueAnimal: CowReason: Oh, please.Punishment: Being smothered in fire and brimstone.
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My Interests


Hanging out with my friends at the Bar, My Best Friend Jack, Jack Daniels that is, Playing Pool, Yeah pretty much my life revolves around the bar! Hell At least its FUN!! Oh Yeah there is Work, I spend A LOT of time there too!

How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
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...believe in true love?
Your hands say I'm always here even if you have to reach for me.
Your eyes say You're amazing.
Your hugs say Nothing I desire compares with you.
Your kisses say I almost can't believe you love me.
Your body says I just want to hold you.
Your heart says I love you.

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Nights out with my friends. Could life get any better than this??

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I'd like to meet:

Pete Wentz

Joe the Trohmaniac, Andy and Pat of Fall Out Boy. Other than that, no rules. Friends are friends. All mine are different, that's what makes my life fun and entertaining! Be real, be yourself, show me you. Let's see what you got! My aim is Tropicanagurl69. If you're lucky I might pay attention...

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Music:


Fall Out Boy Is the Best! Pete Wentz may be the Love of My Life!!

I also like the Killers

The All American Rejects (lead singer has gorgeous eyes!)

Hawthorne Heights, Franz Ferdinand, My Chemical Romance, Death Cab for Cutie, Blink 182 (so sad they broke up), the Gorillaz, 50 Cent, Mariah Carey, Nine Inch Nails, Rob Thomas, Tim McGraw, Kenny Chesney, Martina McBride, Sean Paul, Green Day, Tegan and Sara, Toby Keith, and Vendetta Red, just to name a few. Yeah, I like a lot of different music. Pretty much, if it's got a good beat, or the words reach out to me, I'll like it.
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Movies:

Favorite movie?? Couldn't name one, there are just too many. We should just focus on the ones I HAVEN'T seen, there are just SOOOOO many of those. For instance, Top Gun...

Television:

Forget TV!! This is my puppy boy Diesel!! Isn't he an absolute love!!

On another note, I LOVE this song

Thirty Seconds to Mars MySpace Page

Books:

I LOVE reading!! I'm really into classics (The Count of Monte Cristo, 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea, Shakespeare, Vanity Fair, Pride and Predjuce), fantasy, fiction, anything that hooks me right away. I love Dean Koontz, Anne McCaffrey, and the DragonLance series.

Heroes:

My mom, Mary, for fighting cancer for almost five years and never giving in. Your memory will live on. I love you and miss you mom

My Blog

Sonnet 14

If thou must love me, let it be for naughtExcept for love's sake only. Do not say'I love her for her smile... her look... her wayOf speaking gently,... for a trick of thoughtThat falls in well with mi...
Posted by Eat your heart out, and choke on it on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 12:32:00 PST

St. Lola

St. Lola doesn't appear in any official hagiography, but she surely exists. Sometimes, she goes by other names, but we know her as Lola.She has a generous, sometimes foolish, heart.She loved animals, ...
Posted by Eat your heart out, and choke on it on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 10:44:00 PST

My mental state, not good

This is mostly to all of my girl friends who have ever known what it has been like, but also to anyone who can relate to this. So tonight, I was thinking I didn't want to go out, but I did, because I ...
Posted by Eat your heart out, and choke on it on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 03:11:00 PST

The realization

What do you do when you have realized that you are completely in love with someone you can not have?? You have known for a long time that you care about him, but until recently, you never realize...
Posted by Eat your heart out, and choke on it on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 02:38:00 PST

Man vs. Machine (Ok, Woman vs. Vacuum) Part 1

So naturally, the day I want to vacuum my vacuum cleaner decides to break. Actually, I think I might have broken it the last time I vacuumed, when I accidentally sucked up a sock. Oops! I blame Diesel...
Posted by Eat your heart out, and choke on it on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 05:33:00 PST

My heart

It seems like he's so close, but he's so far away from me, and it hurts so much, that's he's not here next to me, but it feels like he should be.  Everything feels so right when he's here next to...
Posted by Eat your heart out, and choke on it on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 02:25:00 PST

I hate it when

all my so called friends are so drunk they can't even see how bad I'm hurting. And I'm able to sneak out of the bar, and no one even notices I'm gone. It's times like this when I hate my friends, and ...
Posted by Eat your heart out, and choke on it on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 01:41:00 PST

Anyone remember junior high??

Of course not. Why, because we all outgrew it YEARS ago! Or so I thought. I guess it shouldn't surprise me, but the immaturity of some people still has the ability to completely blow me away. This sto...
Posted by Eat your heart out, and choke on it on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 02:48:00 PST

Life, love, fate, destiny...

What is it about that one person you're just not able to move on from? It's something about the way they look at you, the way they touch you, they way they just capture your soul, even if you don't me...
Posted by Eat your heart out, and choke on it on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 09:12:00 PST

Life sucks

My mom is dying. I've known this for about five years now. The doctors are giving her a few months to live. It's not fucking fair. I'm not ready for this. And I hate myself for hating this. I want her...
Posted by Eat your heart out, and choke on it on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 02:25:00 PST