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'I don't want to be alone. I have never wanted to be alone. I fucking hate it. I hate that I have no one to talk to, I hate that I have no one to call, I hate that I have no one to hold my hand, hug me, tell me everything is going to be all right. I hate that I have no one to share my hopes and my dreams with, I hate that I no longer have any hopes or dreams, I hate that I have no one to tell me to hold on, that I can find them again. I hate that when I scream, and I scream bloody murder, that I am screaming into emptiness. I hate that there is no one to hear my scream and that there is no one to help me learn how to stop screaming. I hate that what I have turned to in my loneliness lives in a pipe or a bottle. I hate that what I have turned to in my loneliness is killing me, has already killed me, or will kill me soon. I hate that I wil die alone. I will die alone in my horror.
More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to be close to someone. More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to feel as if I wasn't alone. I have tried many time, tried to kill my loneliness with a girl or a woman, and it was never right. We would be together and be close to each other, but no matter how close we were, I still felt alone. They felt that loneliness and it made them want to get closer. When they tried, I either ran or did something to destroy what we felt for each other. I can run fast when I want to run fast, and I've always been good at destroying things. Not one of them would be willing to speak to me today.'
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[A Beautiful Mind] [American History X] [Anchorman] [Bad Santa] [Beetle Juice] [Best In Show] [Beyond Borders] [Charlie & The Chocolate Factory] [Clockwork Orange] [Closer] [Connie & Carla] [DodgeBall] [Domino] [Empire Records] [Eyes Wide Shut] [Finding Nemo] [Foxfire] [From Hell] [Full Metal Jacket] [Gia] [Girl, Interrupted] [Hackers] [Hannibal] [Here & Now] [Hide & Seek] [Hook] [House of a 1000 Corpses] [If These Walls Could Talk II] [Latin Kings of Comedy] [Life or Something Like It] [Lion King] [Mean Girls] [Memento] [Monster] [Monster In Law] [Napoleon Dynamite] [National Treasure] [Old School] [Party Monster] [Red Dragon] [RENT] [Saw] [Silence of the Lambs] [Skeleton Key] [Stealing Beauty] [Taking Lives] [Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles] [Tomb Raider I & II] [The Bone Collector] [The Day After Tomorrow] [The Nightmare Before Christmas] [The Notebook]
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My younger brother is my hero for showing me not to take any day for granted and to live it as if it were your last. 09.03.1984 - 08.10.2003