So I am told I need to fill this box with stuff about me. Well honestly I dont have the first clue of what to put here. You see Im yet to know who I really am. I know I grew up in colorado. Was very active in many sports all my life. Played football for a few semi-pro teams. Had a short run in the military as well. Ive found my self all over the world traveling for purpose and for pleasure. Yet never in one place for long. None of this is really me , Yet.Iam learning that what we do today and the paths we make now. Are what truely make us who we are . and what kind of person we are remembered as.The bigger picture of what im learning is that.I am learning to understand rather than immediately judge or to be judged. I cannot blindly follow the crowd and accept their approach. I will not allow myself to indulge in the usual manipulating game of role creation. Fortunately for me, my self-knowledge has transcended that and I have come to understand that life is best to be lived and not to be conceptualized. I am happy because I am growing daily and I am honestly not knowing where the limit lies. To be certain, every day there can be a revelation or a new discovery. I treasure the memory of the past misfortunes. It has added more to my bank of fortitude. Which most of that statement was quoted by one of the most amazing people to ever walk this earth. That quotation really hits home to me. I am always changing. Always trying to help others and make good choices in life... although lately I have found out its much harder than it seems. But thats what makes life , life right? People get too used to things getting handed to them. Or getting what they want rather than earning it for them selfs. I guess the way we are raised and brought up really reflex who we are. I dont know . I have been doing alot of soul searching the last few months. I have a plan for my self. Its all cut up on hundreds of little puzzle pieces laying on the floor. Waiting , ready for me to pick them up, one by one. Placing them where they belong. I think i have talked long enough about nothing and if your still reading this im sorry if your totally lost. Cause I believe I have lost my self. Just remember its always darkest before dawn. Stand Strong, Live Large. XENOPHON CALLAHAN
