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FUGDAR

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About Me

I, I am fugdar... a nickname that i am not entirely sure of the origins. Perhaps a remark on my more brutish side, but then again, if I dont know. Who does? I'm origionaly from Lancaster, CA. but later moved to Las Vegas, which is fun as hell if you ever have the time, currently I reside in Sacramento, CA. I like to think that I'm a little bit old fashined, and I know that I'm a hopeless romanitc(this gets proved to me far too often) I'm a bit of a nerd, into antique literiture, video games, anime', and the occasional game of dungeons and dragons. Come to think of it, a "bit" is and understatement. By the way, I can't spell, I know. DEAL!
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 43%
Stability |||||||||||||| 56%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 46%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||||| 30%
Artistic || 10%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Materialism |||||||||| 36%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||| 23%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse |||||||||||| 50%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality || 10%
Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 50%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43%
Female cliche || 10% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

books,anime, video games, role playing games, parties, movies, fighting... not pro... just when I'm drunk. um.... music of all genra's, gues that's about it but I'll usually go for anything that seems fun.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who doesn't quite fit the mold, and enjoys the company of other like them.

Music:

There are good and bad seletions in all genras in my opinion, though I do lean more toward rock.

Movies:

I like any movie that messes with my head, so most psycological ones, but I enjoy a good blow crap up flick from time to time. I also have an affection for anything post-apocoliptic.

Television:

Telivision eats my brain peice.

Books:

H.G. Wells, Laurell K. Hamelton, Deen Koonts, and those alike.

Heroes:

I don't really have any heros cus I don't really think about the future and about where I'm gunna be any time soon..... well except for Batman, he's cool :)

My Blog

Where is home?

Here i go again, moving again, leaving everything that i don't have to start over again. I'm so tired of looking for the home i don't have. This time will be different, i swear. or at least that's wha...
Posted by FUGDAR on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 04:14:00 PST

The end...?

Times like these I start to feel like some outdated piece of computerized technology. I can function, but slightly off par from the rest of the bright screens and flashy lights. I've clung so tightly ...
Posted by FUGDAR on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 04:08:00 PST

I wish...

I wish I knew how to feel right now... hell, I don't even know how to explain why I'm so upset. If I could just find the words than maybe I could make it better. All I know is that this weekend was a ...
Posted by FUGDAR on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 10:30:00 PST

Just a quickie

I'm not sure why but i just feel the need to get this out of my system. i'm just so tired of everyone trying to make me feel like shit specially when i'm tying to do the right thing, that seems to be ...
Posted by FUGDAR on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 11:50:00 PST

Been a while

I've felt anxious to write this as I've had countless things on my mind as of late. From the time I came back to California until now, only about 6 months time, a lifetime of events ahs take place. I'...
Posted by FUGDAR on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 10:29:00 PST

My life has gone six feet under

so, anyone who cares knows that i've been trying to get a job in the funeral buisness, now i've just gotten a job, pending background check, at a mortuary. i'm starting as a frist call driver and am g...
Posted by FUGDAR on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 10:13:00 PST

Forgot how

so, i just woke up and i gotta be at work in a few hours... i just talked to my girlfriend about an hour ago, and now she's my ex. i wish that it's not true, i want to make things work with us but now...
Posted by FUGDAR on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 06:59:00 PST

Jesus Mother Fucking Chritsmass

So, i just got home from work and i was thinking about something, i've been working some form of retail for most of the chritsmass seasons that i've had a job.... and it's that time of year again... n...
Posted by FUGDAR on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 06:45:00 PST

Failure?

so yeah, anybody that knows me knows that i've been going through a lot of crap lately. and if you know me well enough, you know that the hardest part to deal with is myself. when things get bad i ten...
Posted by FUGDAR on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 08:18:00 PST

Lobotomy

Of all the most frightening things that a man faces throughout his life, a painful and abrupt end to his existence is perhaps disturbs the mind above all. Though we have yet to explore even the depths...
Posted by FUGDAR on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 09:04:00 PST