Bruce

God has been, is now, and will always be in my mind, heart, and soul. I've always loved God but recently, have found a new and right way to Him. My mind loves Him, my heart worships Him, and my soul adores Him. There are no words to explain what He has done for me, for there is no way to comprehend what He can do. I cannot possibly live my life the true perfect Christian way, I am not perfect. Yet I ask for His help, to aid me in my life, to live it the way He wants me to. I know He will help me, for God abandons no one, yet I also know that His answer is sometimes "No." I am afraid of that answer no doubt, but am willing to accept it if that is His will. For I know God loves me. It is not that He has left me, no, not even close, but that my faith to Him is being tested, by sure fire, yet I know my faith will stand strong, for God will stand with me, and then, I may live with Him in glory and peace. I know I have done many wrongs, many things that have saddened the Lord. These things I am truly sorry for, and ask for his forgiveness from, I know that I have, in a sense, betrayed Him. Each time I sin, it's as if I myself, am nailing Jesus to the cross, and that pains me dearly. I try to live my life the way He wanted me to, knowing that I will fall short, but I ask the Lord to help me throughout my life, so that I may learn from my mistakes and shortcomings, and that I may help others in the future, to prevent them from committing the same sins that I have committed. For everything that I have done wrong, for everything that I have done that has saddened You Lord, I am sorry. Please forgive me, I ask for another chance.