LAUREN [♥ SUMMER]

YOU KNOW ME
[or you think you do]
i turn 17 on june 12th = ]
i`m really shy&quiet
until i get to know people.
my fam & friends are my life.
my biggest loves are
music, writing & photography.
i`m not the type of person that
tells you their life story,
so if you want to learn it for yourself = ]
i'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure.
i make mistakes, i'm out of control
and at times i'm hard to handle.
but if you can't handle me at my worst,
then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
- Marilyn Monroe –
maybe it’s not about having the perfect life.
Maybe it’s about stringing together
the small things
and making those count more.
–the sisterhood of the traveling pants-
the sun is setting &it's ending
'cause you're letting it go
forgetting everything you already know
&it all goes to show
that you're moving too slow
it will end up changing you,
it will end up changing you.
when you're young,
your whole life is about the pursuit of fun.
then, you grow up and learn to be cautious.
you could break a bone or a heart.
you look before you leap
& sometimes you don't even leap at all
because there's not always someone there to catch you.
&, in life, there's no safety net.
when did it stop being fun and start being scary?
- sex and the city –
once you get what you want, you've got something to lose
--one tree hill--
We got problems,
we don't know how to solve them
Everywhere we go,
we got some skeletons that follow.
We got baggage,
you know we're gonna drag it
everywhere we go, for everyone to see
in the broken hearts parade.
you do what you love & f`ck the rest.
Someone out there is meant to be the love of your life, your bestfriend, your soulmate, the one you can tell your dreams to. He'll smile at you when you tell him, but he'll never laugh at your heart. He'll brush the hair out of your eyes & send you flowers when you least expect it. He'll call you to tell you goodnight before you get into bed..or just because he's thinking about you. He'll be bursting to talk to you each morning, just to hear the sound of your voice. He'll look into your eyes & tell you that you're the most beautiful girl he's ever seen and for the first time in your life, you'll believe it. -Dawson's Creek-
& it really makes me wonder...