About Me
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You'll never know the real me, so don't think that you do.Though i love the attempts you make to try to figure me out.
go fuck yourself, if you expect to see me acting any different, than the real me. i don't give a shit what you say, i wont fall apart either damn way. ♥.
All About Me:
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I was born in Russellville, AR.
I live in Waco, TX now after graduating from Clifton High School. I am an honor graduate though I slacked off throughout highschool & because of that I am ranked 22 out of 83. :( I'll be going to MCC in the fall to complete my basics. When I am finished, I plan to transfer to a University in Texas. Fact:I am the classical underachiever. There will probably be 'Never lived up to her full potential' on my tombstone.
Music is a big part of my life. I was in the school band for seven years playing the trombone. We won many contests and went to the state marching contest the two times we were eligible. I listen to just about any type of music, although, alternative is my favorite. I have an amazing boyfriend. His name is Matthew. I love being with him & I am very much in love with him. I have the bestest friends imaginable & I would do anything for them. My life wouldn't be complete if they weren't apart of me. We're all pretty crazyy,mess with them & I jus might hafta kill yooh! :)My family means the world to me & I love them more than anything "We may not have it all together, but together we have it all."
Everything you see I owe to tuna fish, spaghetti, ice cream sandwhiches, & burger king whoppers. What can I say? I love to eat. People often underestimate me because of my size, but i'll show you what little girls are made of. Everyday I where a t-shirt & a pair of old jeans. I am slightly obsessed with office supplies. A bottle of white-out, a fresh pad of post-its && an unopened pack of pencils gives me a genuine thrill. Shopping for school supplies every august is a big day for me. My favorite flowers are roses, but I really love the understated beauty of meadow flowers. & Also summer downpours :)
- I love to read. My favorite authors are James Patterson & Laurell K. Hamilton. I enjoy suspenses novels & anything about vampires & werewolfs. I see movies I love until I know them by heart. I don't consider it a waste of time, I just want to bring back the feeling it brought me the first time around.I am a dog person; the feeling seems mutual.
-I find humor in a lot of things. I love to laugh, though, it's ridiculous sounding & smile, too. All in all I like to have a good time.
I'm shy but outgoing & silly at the same time. I don't always act the same, but I'm always me. I don't pretend to be something I'm not & I'm never fake.
I have an extremely high threshold of pain from within, but am scolded by holding a cup of hot chocolate. & I wish there was a such love as seen in movies & promised in songs.
I am probably the most stubborn person you will ever come across. Many say that, but I honestly will not budge if I believe I am rational && right. I'm very territorial & it causes me to become jealous easily. & I can also become insecure easily. I got that attitude you can't stand, but keep in mind it's exactly who i am.
-I try my best to be open-minded about things & I overthink things a lot. I'm not rebellious, I just don't like doing what i'm told. I say i don't care often even though i really do. I don't really talk much because i'd rather listen. I could care less whether or not you like mii. that's your loss, not mine!! I'm not a mean person but I will stand up for what ii believe in.
I'm a good girl with good intentions even though it doesn't always seem that way.
I've seen the good side of bad,the down side of up, && everything between. I've had my good & bad moments, but it's all an adventure. & Life often gets in my way of living.
I've put myself in some dangerous situations with some difficult decisions, but i've made it through alright.
I've learned that it's easy to get let down, & it's even harder to let go.
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I'm not going to make any promises. Chances are, I'm just going to disappoint you.
I've been let down,hurt,lied to,disappointed,cheated on,betrayed,abandoned,used && abused. It has made me a very untrusting person, but I keep my head up. All I know is that it's made me who I am today && maybe, that's not such a bad thing.
-I've made mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me & I accept way less than I deserve.
-But, I've learned from my bad choices & even though there are things I can never get back & people who will never be sorry, I'll know better next time & I won't settle for anything less than I deserve.
i am still learning that in life, not everything always happens perfectly, but you have to go with it, & try to love any way. Also, I'm not afraid of death, but an unlived life. Anything else you would like to know about yours truely, just let me know.
&& don't jock my shit, ya dig, ma'jigg?
"There's a lot of things to think about, but nothing to worry about."&& I don't have ghonnaherpasyphalaids BKAYY..I was j/k
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