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TAY

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About Me


the name is taylor, but you can call me tay!
i'm the best you'll never have ;] so don't you forget it!!
i'm a mother of two adorable little boys, they mean everything to me. i had them very young, and i matured fast because of it.
i know what love is.
a proud ute indian.
i'm a hot big girl, wutchu know about that?
"those i've considered closest to me sold me out so beautifully" -mariah carey
therefore, i've learned to move on faster from those that hurt me the most.
i can count my closest friends on one hand.
i feed off of drama.
i've flown an airplane before.
i am a realist,
from what i hear, i'm a real cold hearted person. i beg to differ.
i tend to live in the past.
i argue too much & i've always gotta have the last word.
my problem with everyone is they still see me as who i WAS, and not who i am now.
i'm such a perfectionist a virgo's motto "perfect is nearly good enough"
i love to sing. it's my relief when i'm stressed.
when you first meet me, i come off as a bit stand-offish, but once you get to know me, i'm a goofy practical joker.
i'm very critical, but i'll hope you'd use my honesty as constructive criticism.
i use alot of profanity.
i might be young, but my mind is alot older.
i've been told that nothing is ever good enough for me.
it's true, i'm addicted to xbox 360!! ;] how one lives without a game console OR a computer, is beyond me.
but hey, just because i get on the computer and play video games, doesn't mean i neglect anyone in my life. :] so don't get that twisted either!
i believe in the zodiac, so don't think i'm a freak if i ask you your sign.
don't talk about my kids in a disrespectful way, you'll be sorry
anything else? click the message button :]
my son . . . ♥ Kyan DeMarco 03/01/04, who is 5, going on 12 =] he's the smartest little kid i know, and he's an amazing big brother! He's taught me how to love in so many ways, more than possible. He's changed my life for the better, and i love him so much! it's overwhelming knowing that a child sometimes knows more than anyone else, i don't know what i would ever do without him.
Jace Audante... ♥ 12/21/06. he came into this world fighting, and won his battle 10 days into his life. he's determined and strong and because of that, he's my little soldier. already jace is trying to be so much more grown up than he actually is ( gets it from his momma ) learning so fast. he's taught me that life is an amazing struggle, but it's so worth it! crazy how children teach you things that you should have known before hand...
life shouldn't be judged by how many breaths you take, but how many times life takes your breath away .
" being a mother means that your heart is no longer yours ; it wanders wherever your children do "
cause i'm cool like that ;]

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

people. . .♥ anyone with anything good to say. you can't be stupid, stupid, or stupid... that's all i ask. the last thing i need, is some myspace hell from people who don't know how and when to keep their fingers off of homerow and shut the hell up. :] i've got alot on my hands, and i obviously don't need you filling up my inbox with hate mail. BUT. . . other than that, i'm willing to befriend anyone with a brain, and alot of heart. so add me, or message me if you're one of those awesome people!!

My Blog

Best part

Everything inside me came undone. . All the lines that held me to my life were sliced apart in swift cuts, like clipping the strings to a bunch of balloons. Everything that made me who i was . . . I w...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jun 2009 19:37:00 GMT

Maybe I'm selfish?

In a few short weeks, I turned the life of someone I cared about, completely upside down. Showing him a completely different side of me, and ruining probably the best thing that I could have ever had ...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 10:31:00 GMT

Good start!

It's 2009, 2009!! Can you believe it?New Years Eve was spent getting wasted as all hell.  And I can still handle my alcohol better than anyone else I know. But I'm not here to tell you that. LOL....
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 21:49:00 GMT

holy september!

soo, peach days is totally over. it was so much fun this year. it was nice to walk around and introduce joey as my HUSBAND. i love watching the shock on people's faces like "you got married!?", yeahh...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 23:52:00 GMT

oh august

well it's the month of 08. and what's new? i'll tell ya what's new. a whole bunch, that's what. WELL, i got married 08/08/08 AND i finally graduated, and i'm finally getting my butt to the lib...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 06:37:00 GMT

16 minutes to save the world.

okay, so it's been a rough month. and i mean ROUGH. my phone has been dumped into the dumper. ha. kids think it's cool to watch a nokia float in the toilet. my SIM card has been placed in joey's phone...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 09:48:00 GMT

yup.

i'm getting to the point in my life finally where i realize i crave my teenage freedom that i never had. even though i crave it, i'm seldomly acting on it. a good thing though, is all of the apt. comp...
Posted by on Fri, 30 May 2008 23:08:00 GMT

that’s jazzy.

ahaa, jazz won AGAIN. ( the last game, so does not count, so we won't talk about it ) but seriously, i want them to win so bad, everytime they fall behind even by 1, i literally grind my teeth. is it ...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 20:34:00 GMT

i wrote another blog .

it’s like what ? april now ? i still write on dates that it’s 07. LOL! so what does that tell ya ? this year is going by soooo fast. already been filled with good old fashioned D R A M A! ...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 16:33:00 GMT

awh shux. . .

it's already march , meaning kyan's already 4, and jace has already got an attitude like me . yellin' around, and tellin it how it is AND he can't even talk !! 5 years from now will be MY YEAR, (or so...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 16:03:00 GMT