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The Cold Black

There Is No Coming Back From A Broken Heart

About Me


Joshua Ryan Dickes --
[noun]:
A person who has the ability to be invisible
'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.comLayout made by metalmaggot7
-First off my name is Josh. I'm 21 years old. Woot!. I got to Genesee Community College full time. I'm a Resident Advisor at the dorms. Which practically means im everyones babysitter.
-Lets just get one thing straight. i have had the worlds worst luck with woman. whenever i seem to have found someone i love i seem to get fucked over. i get cheated on all the fucking time. so my trust in woman is pretty nil. so right now im not looking for a relationship, just a little fun. but if something good comes around im not going to turn my back towards it.
-So there is no confusion whatsoever. i am Satanic. I DO NOT WORSHIP THE DEVIL! if you want to know more about my religion you can send me a message and i will be more than happy to answer it for you. or better yet you could go and get a copy of the Satanic Bible and read up on my religion yourself. do not i repeat DO NOT! shove or force your religon upon me. you believe in something that gives you hope. i believe in something that give me hope. if you dont agree with my religion, thats fine to each his own. but dont say what i believe in is wrong or stupid. maybe to you. but its very disrespectful to me if you disrespect my religion.
-My friends are my everything. they have all been there for me through thick and thin. without them i would be one of the lonliest people alive. so this is to all my friends. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS THERE. YOU GUYS ARE MY EVERYTHING AND WITHOUT YOU I WOULD HAVE ENDED IT LONG AGO.
-They say there is no perfect person. and there right. but im not looking for the perfect person. im looking for my perfectly flawed lady. someone who will accept me for me. and not try to change me to better suit them. i cant really describe her. fore i do not know who she is or what she looks like. but i will know when i see her. you can bet your bottom dollar on that. the only qualitys i ask that she has is: loyalty, trust, compassion, humor, intelligence, and the williness to love me as much as i would love her.
-I do not like fake people. if you cant be real to yourself how can you be real to others? stay true to yourself and you will lead a more fullfilling life i promise. and when i say fake people it incorrporates: liars, cheaters, drama filled children, unkind and coldhearted people (most of the woman i have dated) pretty much every bad quality in a person
-Now if there is something that i didnt say that you would like to know more about please feel free to inquire. i will not turn down a question. till then, Stay True and Take Care.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Joshua
Birthday: November 10th
Birthplace: Batavia NY
Current Location: Batavia
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 6' 2"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Italian, German, Irish, Scottish, Dutch, English,
The Shoes You Wore Today: Air Speed
Your Weakness: Girls
Your Fears: Failure, and dying alone
Your Perfect Pizza: Anything really
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Graduate College
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: Too early
Your Best Physical Feature: You tell me
Your Bedtime: Whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: Talking to my grandma and grandpa jeffery
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: BK
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: No...not anymore
Do you Swear: Yup alot more than i should really
Do you Sing: Not well
Do you Shower Daily: Of course
Have you Been in Love: Once
Do you want to go to College: I'm in college
Do you want to get Married: Someday
Do you belive in yourself: At times
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: Sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: Kinda am
Do you get along with your Parents: Pretty well
Do you like Thunderstorms: I love them...there so romantic
Do you play an Instrument: No
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Haha yea
In the past month have you Smoked: No fuck that
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Just medication..Nothing Illegal
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes as a matter of fact i have
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Uh...no...last month yes
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Mmm..yes
In the past month have you been on Stage: Not really
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope
Ever been Drunk: More than once
Ever been called a Tease: I have been called one on a few occations
Ever been Beaten up: Once or twice
Ever Shoplifted: When i was real little
How do you want to Die: Hopefully in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Health teacher or a school psychologist
What country would you most like to Visit: Romania
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue or Green
Favourite Hair Color: Light Brown Or Black
Short or Long Hair: Long Hair
Height: Shorter than me but not under 5 foot
Weight: Doesnt Matter...Just not 300 ibls
Best Clothing Style: Whatever as long as they look good in them
Number of Drugs I have taken: I have had my experience with drugs and im not too proud of it
Number of CDs I own: Dont thing i can count that high ha
Number of Piercings: Seven as of right now...I want to get my nipples done
Number of Tattoos: Three..More to come :)
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I dont regret a thing....I learn from my mistakes
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

My Interests


SPENDING THE REST OF MY LIFE ALONE, LISTENING TO DEATH METAL, HANGING WITH FRIENDS, GETTING LAID, GETTING LAID, SEX, BONDAGE

I'd like to meet:

i do not want to meet anyone right now. right now im more focused on healing my heart and gaining trust in the female gender. but that doesnt mean that if something great comes up i will turn my back to it. it just means that right as of now, im not looking for anyone specific. my perfectly flawed lady will find me one day. i have faith in that.

Music:



SLIPKNOT

COALCHAMBER

KORN

TOOL

RAMMSTEIN

DOPE

METALICA

MUSHROOMHEAD

KIDNEYTHEIVES

STATIC X

DISTURBED

LINKIN PARK

ORGY

STONE SOUR

MUDVAYNE

CRADLE OF FILTH

DEFTONES

DROWING POOL

STAIND

SUBLIME

ADEMA

MARILYN MANSON

ROB ZOMBIE

OTEP

MURDERDOLLS

MOTORHEAD

MACHINEHEAD

TRICKY

DRY CELL

EARSHOT

PAPA ROACH

TRISTANIA

A PERFECT CIRCLE

BLACK SABBATH

OZZY OSBORNE

ALICE IN CHAINS

BREAKING BENJAMIN

COLD

CROSSFADE

BLOODBATH

ICEPICK

DIMMU BORGIR

NEVERMORE

HATEBREED

OPETH

POWERMAN 5000

IMPALE NAZARENE

SYSTEM OF A DOWN

ATREYU

KOTTON MOUTH KINGS

EMINEM (HES FUNNY)

KILLSWITCH ENGAGE

SINISTER

IRON MADIEN

MEGADEATH

TRIVIUM

ELEMENT EIGHTY

NONE MORE EVIL

FIVE BOLT MAIN

NEVERMORE

GOD FORBID

BETWEEN THE BURIED AND ME

BULLET FOR MY VALLENTINE

DARKEST HOUR

DEMONHUNTER

3/4 TON

ARCH ENEMY

WYKKED WYTCH

BLEED THE SKY

CALLOUS

THE TEA PARTY

HATEBREEd

CROSSBREED

LIGEIA

SEPULTURA

JOB FOR A COWBOY

MEGAHERZ

FIVE FINGER DEATH PUNCH

REVILLE

THE AUTUMN OFFERING

GREY DAWN

NIGHTWISH

SARAH JEZEBEL DIVA

KAMELOT

KATATONIA

FIRST BLOOD

LOTS MORE JUST HAVIN A BRAIN FART

Take the quiz:
Which member of SLipKnoT are you?

Corey Taylor
you are loud obnoxious and sometimes you get on peoples nerves, but somehow everyone seems to love you! you are considered the leader but arent very good at it, you like nu metal and enjoy dictating your interests

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Movies:

Interview With a Vampire

The Nightmare Before Christmas

The Corpse Bride

Fight Club

The Legends of the Fall

Rollerball

From Dusk Till Dawn

The Queen of the Damned

AVP

Schindlers List

How High

Training Day

The New Guy

I Robot

Predator One and Two

Blood Sport

Double Impact

Orange County

Sleepy Hollow

Tomb Raider one and two

All the Hairy Potters

All the Lord of the Rings

Devils Rejects

The Exorcism of Emily Rose

The Exorcist

Underworld One and Two

I have many more but i cant think of any.....Update later.....Peace out.

Television:

Scrubs

Family Guy

Ghost Hunters

CSI: Las Vegas

CSI: Miami

CSI: NY

Metalocalypse

Headbangers Ball

Smallville

Supernatural

Any Documentary On Egypt

The Metal Channel On 659

Books:

Interview with a vampire
The vampire lestat
The queen of the damned
The Tale of the body theif
Memnoch the devil
the vampire armond
blood and gold
blackwood farm
blood canticle
the mummy
cry to heaven
the vampire vittorio
pandora
merrik
the violin
christ our lord
the witching hour
lasher
taltos
the claiming of sleeping beauty
beauty's punishment
beauty's release
the master of rampling gate
the feast of all saints
servent of the bones
exit to eden
belinda
lord of the flies
night
holes
the giver
macbeth
the romeo and juliet
julius ceasar
guilty pleasures
dark carnival
the satanic bible
disecting marilyn manson
dantes inferno
i have many more but yet again i cant think...update later.

Heroes:

Corey Taylor

Chad Grey

Anne Rice

Edgar Allen Poe

Robert Frost

Vincent Van Gogh

Erika

Joey Jordison

Joe "Journeyman" Marro

Me Pops

My English Teacher

My Mom

My Grandmother

Brad Pitt

Mel Gibson

Sid Wilson

Mick Thompson

James Root

Craig

Paul Grey

Chris Fehn

Shawn Crahn

Me Grandfather RIP

Oskar Schindler

Jimi Hendrix

DAN BURR

Thats all that i can think of right now....Add more later....Stay sic!

My Blog

i should really be in bed

well it seems like when i belive that i am starting to get my life back on track i hit a little speed bump and set myself back just a little bit farther. is this a sign? perhaps. or maybe i just dive ...
Posted by The Cold Black on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 10:36:00 PST

Outing With "Pops"

tomorrow im supposed to be hanging out with my dad due to the fact that i missed both his birthday and his birthday party because i was on duty at college village... so tomorrow im hoping that we can ...
Posted by The Cold Black on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 06:00:00 PST

Nothing

JÁ mít pYijít k rozumu len ur itý conclution aby já vole být sám ostatn of má duch. ono zdá se do té~e míry má nejhoraí bát se is existující a~ k stát se jeden podstatnost. na tom nezále~í kdekoli. ...
Posted by The Cold Black on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 06:39:00 PST

Megadeth - À Tout Le Monde [Set Me Free] (Album Version)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1st6zm7_JM4 ...
Posted by The Cold Black on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 04:05:00 PST

People Are People

mon dieu...some people just like to complain about shit...i see it in work...i see it out of work...i see it in school and ill probably see it at the bar tonight... well hopefully when i go to Pittsbu...
Posted by The Cold Black on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 03:07:00 PST

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i have a mental block clouding my mind. ive been sitting here for the longest time trying to find inspiration in the darkness. as hard as i try i can make a play on words. i cant seem to make anything...
Posted by The Cold Black on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 03:58:00 PST

no more girls with emotional baggage

the past few relationships i have been in have ended quite badly. normally i like to at least remain friends with the woman that i date. but for some reason it does not work out the way that i plan. w...
Posted by The Cold Black on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 05:30:00 PST

A Wise Word....Read This Carefully..You Fuckin Need To

so all i have to say is fuck you and the way that you like to put people down just because they dont have the same exact shit to deal with in there lives. no one is perfect and if you continue to look...
Posted by The Cold Black on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 11:33:00 PST

Love or Lust?

love lust relationships as most of you probably already know im big into vampires...i love vampire books... vampire movies...and of course vampire sex..my favorite movie is interview with the vampire....
Posted by The Cold Black on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 03:53:00 PST

He Was A Bird Flying Into A Snare

When a game begins to get a dramaConnecting subculture and decadenceNothing is such exciting as lifeA surf of beauties lewd and lavishWear and tear the soul, loose the substanceNothing is such excitin...
Posted by The Cold Black on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 07:19:00 PST