"The open wound she hides,
she just keeps it boundled up
and never lets it show.
She can't take much more of this
but she can't let it go.
That's ok, she don't want the world
Well I can easily understand
how you can easily take my man,
but you don't know what he means to me Jolene.
Well you can have your choice of men,
but I could never love again.
He's the only one for me, Jolene.
On my random off times - i make random funny video's with my sista Shaynna...
Check em! -> http://www.youtube.com/user/Olfactory6
Once i've come into your life, and let you in mine, I will forever linger... Even if my existance is a memory, its real, and will never dissolve or dissapear... And trust me... Im kind of hard to forget. <3
All i have is hope... I've spent almost everything else i got... But the good thing about hope, is the possibility of things getting better in every way....
“By any accepted standard, I have had more than nine lives. I counted them up once and there were 13 times I almost and maybe should have diedâ€
Hunter S. Thompson
"Nothing is permanent in this wicked world - not even our troubles."
-Charlie Chaplin
"The crazy times you helped me through
And I will never forget, never forget you
Sometimes something reminds me
And takes me so far back…
A part of me will always stay there
In the shadows of the past
I remember you close to me and you whispered in the dark,
"The time will come for me to go you must forget me not"
What it meant is known by precious few
But rest assured I will remember until my life is through"
-Tiger Army
"I suppose that's one of the ironies of life doing the wrong thing at the right moment."
-Charlie Chaplin
"Love just needs a witness and a little forgivness
And a halo of patience and a less sporadic pace and
I'm learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes.
Oh I've felt that fire and I've been burned
But I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned
I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned."
-Pink
AIM and YahooIM = ask. (:
"It’s too easy to blame other people and things in your past for your own self-loathing."
-Johnn Depp
Model Mayhem #740933
http://www.modelmayhem.com/NicoleLeslieCarlson
"What do you want a meaning for? Life is a desire, not a meaning."
-Charlie Chaplin
Im NOT online all the time, although i may be signed in all the time... just so you know. <3 AND PLEASE DONT TRY TO ADD ME IF I DONT KNOW YOU OR DONT TALK TO YOU. MESSAGE ME FIRST, AND HAVE SOMETHING INTERESTING TO SAY PLEASE. AND IF I DONT ADD YOU, DONT REQUEST ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
After all thats happened in my life,
All the good,
All the bad,
All the hurt,
All the joy
All the loss,
All the gain,
All ive learned,
All thats been stolen....
I wouldnt change a fuckin thing.
"Whoever controls the media, controls the mind.
Jim Morrison
"Life is a tragedy when seen in close-up, but a comedy in long shot."
-Charlie Chaplin
"You must do everything that frightens you. Everything. I'm not talking about risking your life, but everything else. Think about fear, decide right now how you're doing to deal with fear, because fear is going to be the great issue of your life, I promise you. Fear will be the fuel for all your success, and the root cause of all your failures, and the underlying dilemma in every story you tell yourself about yourself. And the only chance you'll have against fear? Follow it. Steer by it. Don't think of fear as the villain. Think of fear as your guide, your pathfinder"
-JR Moehringer
"Love and electricity are one and the same, my dear...
If you do not feel the jolt in your soul every time
A kiss is shared,
A whisper is spoken,
A touch is felt,
Then you're not really in love..
I've been told im one of a kind.
Way random and down for adventures.
Im young in age, but learning. And probably wiser than you would assume i am.
Ive been through some fucked up things in life but dont assume ive lived it all or think your life was any easier than mine.
Im a student at Grossmont College Majoring in Photography. And i love it!
I love people, well, most.
If you are real we're guaranteed to get along.
Im a GIANT dork.
And im not afraid to make a fool of myself and get messy dirty!
Once i see a film i love i watch it over and over, and ive been known to bring up movie lines.
I ask random questions, at random moments.
i believe it keeps life interesting.
Im very spontanious
I want to see the world one day. All of it.
Having a good time is priority.
Friends are priority.
As well as family.
I LOVE kids and animals.
I LOVE old cars!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE music.
Mainly oldies and rock though.
I LOVE musicians.
Traveling is a great love of mine.
I have Seven tattoo's.
Wing's on my back,
Jim morrison style portrait on my right arm with roses around it, soon adding "this is the strangest life ive ever known" below it.,
A mogley with MJE on my right ankle srrounded by a ghetto ass flower (not gonna lie) (RIP MARK!!!)
"In memory of Daddy" with a rose on my left wrist,
A stargazer lilly with bubbles n stars on my left hip.
A blue heart on my right wrist... A bond between me and my sister representing us being there for eachother during hard times when love had gone cold...
I plan on more.
A grip more.
My buddy Chad is helping me fix my ankle, As well as starting my left sleeve
My left sleeve is an old microphone, with 3 roses & vines that we've just started, and over time we're going to add to as we go along...
If you need work done, contact this BADASS artist!!!
Chad @ Tat-2-Fiend
4504 30th st.
San Diego (Northpark),CA - 92116
Let him know Nicole sent you...
Ive been fucked over, used, and abused all by people i knew and trusted, so i have issues.
But once your good in my books, its hard to get out.
I love to read, but only interesting things.
I LOVE to cook.
I WILL be something.
i plan on living my life doiing what makes me happy, only to be judged by those who arent, and thats fucking exciting. :)
If you want to know more facts about me, check out my blog that is "i love, i hate, i am."... or any other's including the ones "writing is my passion"
"And its true that I'll miss you
but I'll see...
I'll see you again...
I'll see you again.
Embrace this joy, this pain
Don't miss this chance,
it will not come again
You mean more than you may ever know
Don't linger where the moss slowly grows"
-Tiger Army
"The most loving parents and relatives commit murder with smiles on their faces.
They force us to destroy the person we really are:
a subtle kind of murder."
-Jim Morrison
"I remain just one thing, and one thing only, and that
is a clown. It places me on a far higher plane than
any politician.
-Charlie Chaplin
If you suffer your people to be ill-educated, and
their manners corrupted from infancy, and then punish
them for those crimes to which their first education
disposed them, what else is to be concluded, sire, but
that you first make thieves and then punish them?
"Ever After"
"I'll stop the world and melt with you
You've seen the difference
and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do
I'll stop the world and melt with you
-Modern English
"Follow through, Make your dreams come true
Don't give up the fight, You will be alright
Cause there's no one like you in the universe
Don't be afraid, What your mind consumes
You should make a stand, Stand up for what you believe
And tonight,We can truly say
Together we're invincible
During the struggle.They will pull us down
But please, please,Lets use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight,We can truly say,Together we're invincible
Do it on your own,It makes no difference to me
What you leave behind,What you choose to be
And whatever they say,Your souls unbreakable
During the struggle,They will pull us down
But please, please,Let use this chance,To turn things
around,And tonight,We can truly say
Together we're invincible" -Muse
Crawl down dead lovers’ lane
The maze of memories stained
And suck the blood right out of my heart
-HIM
"Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
My life,
You electrify my life
Let’s conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive.
i'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations"
-Muse
"Holdin on to patience wearin thin
I can't force these eyes to see the end
If only time flew like
A dove
We could watch it fly
And just keep lookin up"
-Paramore
"Now is blessed- The rest, remembered" -Jim Morrison
"Back in the day, when i was young, im not a kid anymore, but somedays i sit and wish i was a kid again..." -Ahmad
"If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
And if I wake before I die
Rescue me with your smile"
-HIM
"Fear, and panic in the air
I want to be free
From desolation and despair
And I feel like everything I sow
Has been swept away
Well I refuse to let you go"
-Muse
"You're Looossstt Little Giirrrrlll"
-Jim Morrison
"Come ride with me
Through the veins of history
I'll show you a God that
Falls asleep on the job
And how can we win
When fools can be kings?
Don't waste your time
Or time will waste you
No-one's going to take me alive
The time has come to make things right
You and I must fight for our rights
You and I must fight to survive"
-Muse
A Homeless Man Made Me This...
...Thank you.
"You could be my unintended choice
To live my life extended
You could be the one i'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest
inquisitions
You could be the one i'll always love
I'll be there as soon as i can
But i'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life i had before"
-Muse
"This is the strangest life I've ever known."
-Jim Morrison
"I've been smiling with anchors on my shoulders"
-Incubus
"I see myself as an intelligent, sensitive human, with
the soul of a clown which forces me to blow it at the
most important moments."
-Jim Morrison
Come into my life, Regress into a dream
We will hide, And build a new reality
Draw another picture,Of the life you could've had
Follow your instincts, And choose the other path
You should never be afraid
You're protected from trouble and pain
Why, why is this a crisis in your eyes again?
Come to be,How did it come to be?
Tied to a railroad,No love to set us free
Watch our souls fade away, And our bodies crumbling
Don't be afraid, I will take the blow for you
-Muse
"She's glad for one day of comfort...
Only because she has suffered" -Flyleaf
"I tip-toe down to the shore,
stand by the ocean,
make it roar at me
and I roar back,
violently happy
I'm getting too drunk
violently happy
I'm daring people
to jump off roofs with me" - Bjork
She was the sun shining upon the tomb of your hopes and
dreams so frail. He was the moon painting you,
With it's glow so vulnerable and pale
Love’s the funeral of hearts, And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood, On flowers of evil in bloom
The funeral of hearts, And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun, Separating me from you
She was the wind carrying in, All the troubles and fears
You’ve for years tried to forget
He was the fire, Restless and wild and you were,
Like a moth to that flame
-HIM
"If you dont stand for something... You'll fall for anything."
"We are not Groupies.
We are here because of the music,
We inspire the music.
We are Band Aids."
-Almost Famous
"Lie to me and try to say you never will"
"In the end, its not the words of our enemy's that we
remember... But the silence of our friends." MLK jr.
"One of the keys to happiness is a bad memory"
"Heaven isn't a place you go when you die, its those
moments in life, you actually feel alive."
-The Spill Canvas
"She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies broken inside
Was no place to go, no place to go
To dry her eyes broken inside"
-Avril Lavigne
"Never take it seriously,
If ya never take it seriosuly,
Ya never get hurt,
Ya never get hurt,
Ya always have fun,
And if you ever get lonely,
Just go to the record store and visit your friends."
-Almost Famous
"My name is Volatile,
I've been this way a long while,
I'd surely like to rest,
But the energy gets the best of me,
It's been a wild ride,
I wouldn't change a minute,
I can't slow down inside,
Guess that's why I live it!"
-311
"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain."
-Jim Morrison
"Watching every motion,In my foolish lover's game
On this endless ocean,Finally lovers know no shame
Turning and returning,To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion,As you turn around and say
Take my breath away,Take my breath away
Watching I keep waiting,Still anticipating love
Never hesitating,To become the fated ones"
-Berlin
"But let the mind beware, that though the flesh be bugged, the circumstances of existence are pretty glorious."
"Everything about you is how I'd wanna be
Your freedom comes naturally
Everything about you resonates happiness
Now i won't settle for less
Give me all the peace and joy in your mind"
-Muse
...Go ahead... Judge me...
"We are the same
We are young and lost and so afraid
There..s no cure for the pain
No shelter from the rain
All our prayers seem to fail
In joy and sorrow, my home's in your arms"
-HIM
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"I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life"
<3
..
"I will wait for you' She said, Endlessly
"I will wait for you" So spoke, Misery
I have been waiting for you
Biting as you taught me to
I have come to relieve you
Of life and love
I will wait for you
I will wait for you"
-AFI
"So I'll love whatever you become
And forget that reckless thing we 've done
I think our lives have just begun
And I'll feel my world crumbling
Feel my life crumbling
Feel my soul crumbling away
and falling away
Falling away with you
Staying awake to chase a dream
Tasting the air you're breathing in
I know I won't forget a thing
Promise to hold you close and pray
Watching the fantasies decay
Nothing will ever stay the same"
-Muse