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just think... what if you could just..... just blink yourself away

About Me

esoteric: adjective "confined to and understandable by only an enlightened inner circle"
About me?? I'm independent, determined, silly, sarcastic, happy, hopeful yet realistic, and dependable. I like to learn new things and figure them out, usually on my own. I love to dance, spend time with my friends, be outside, and listen to music. I find that people open up to me easily, probably cuz I'm a talker. I'm a really goofy person and I crack jokes all day and see the comedy in most everything. I have a serious side though. I'm very protective of my friends and family, and I'm not afraid to tell people how I really feel. I've lost people over that quality, but I'd rather not be fake, you know? I'm not invincible, so I can't just always say EVERYthing I'm thinking, but I find my own clever ways of getting my point across. I believe in saying what I mean and meaning what I say. I try to be a principled person, make good choices, and live a good life. I struggle with acting my age, I find age to be a very confining concept! I handle my grown folks business, but I'm truly a kid a heart. Okay let's be honest...a really, really mischevious kid! I like making new friends and I TRY to be nice to everyone but you can't be friends with them all! I believe its wise to love many and trust only a few. Before I go, I have to say that I love my friends and I'm so thankful for them. God's blessed me with some amazing people in my life who I know truly have my back and help me to be a better and happier person. They know who they are and they know I'm watching out for them!!!♥

My Interests

Travel, music, gadgets, learning new things, dancing, making things, my family, my friends, reading, movies, reality tv, relaxing, taking naps...just to name a few things

INSTRUCTIONS FOR LIFE

1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

2. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

3. Follow the three R's: Respect for self, Respect for others, Responsibility for all your actions.

4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.

5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.

6. Don't let a little dispute injure a great relationship.

7. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

8. Spend some time alone every day.

9. Open arms to change, but don't let go of your values.

10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.

11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time.

12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.

13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don't bring up the past.

14. Share your knowledge. It's a way to achieve immortality.

15. Be gentle with the earth.

16. Once a year, go some place you've never been before.

17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.

18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.

19. Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon!

I'd like to meet:

people that won't stress me out. people who can make me laugh. people who would rather rejoice than complain. people who won't waste my time...i do enough of that on my own

Music:

I like so many types from infectious bass beats to sleepy lullabies. Catchy hooks to conscious lyrics. World rhythms to local starving artists. I just like good music, period. Hands down, my two all-time favorites are The Roots and Stevie Wonder.

Let's see who I can list?
A Tribe Called Quest/ Jay-Z/ Nas/ De La Soul/ T.I./ Cam'ron/ Musiq Soulchild/ Angi Stone/ Lauryn Hill/ Alicia Keys/ Beyoncé/ John Legend/ Amerie/ Amel Larrieux/ Goapele/ D'Angelo/ Raphael Saadiq/ Black-Eyed Peas/ Busta Rhymes/ Maroon 5/ Oasis/ Cake/ Weezer/ Cassie/ Gnarls Barkley/ The Drifters/ Clipse/ Scarface/ Tupac/ Biggie Smalls/ The Lost Boys/ Common/ P. Diddy/ Hi-Tek/ Mos Def/ Donnell Jones/ Eric Benet/ E-40/ Sunshine Anderson/ Redman/ Method Man/ Jack Johnson/ Eric Roberson/ Erykah Badu/ OutKast/ Ludacris/ Mary J. Blige/ Missy Elliot/ Timbaland/ Faith Evans/ Field Mob/ The Fugees/ BoneThugs/ Al Green/ Marvin Gaye/ Smokey Robinson/ George Benoson/ Ginuwine/ GoodieMob/ Dead Prez/ Jaguar Wright/ Jill Scott/ Anthony Hamilton/ Janet Jackson/ Jamie Foxx/ Snoop Dogg/ Ice Cube/ Johnta Austin/ Joss Stone/ Lil Wayne/ Kelis/ Kanye West/ Justin Timberlake (yeah so what?)/ Megan Rochelle (don't sleep on her)/ Ne-Yo/ Keyshia Cole/ Lina/ Toni Braxton/ DJ Quik/ Street Runnaz Click/ DJ Unk/ Soulive/ Robin Thicke/ Pharrell/ Mariah Carey/ LL Cool J/ Lucy Pearl/ The Fray/ Red Hot Chili Peppers/ Lisa Loeb/ Norah Jones/ Charlie Parker/ John Coltrane/ Stan Getz/ David Brubeck/ Mint Condition/ MC Shy-D/ New Edition/ Kool &the Gang/ M.I.A./ Jaheim/ Dwele/ Ozomatli/ Hieroglyphics/ Blackalicious/ Black Sheep/ Talib Kweli/ Michael Jackson/ Corrine Bailey Rae/ David Hollister/ Lupe Fiasco/ Ruben Studdard/ Aretha Franklin/ Boyz II Men/ Usher/ Raheem DeVaughn/ Lyfe Jennings/ Carl Thomas/ El Debarge/ Atlantic Starr/...there's more...just wait...

Movies:

love jones, love & basketball, brown sugar, best man, the wiz, how to lose a guy in 10 days, the notebook, to kill a mockingbird, idlewild, a christmas story, the breakfast club, reality bites, stormy weather, ray, zoolander, indiana jones series, emperor's new groove, hitch, hoodwinked, the color purple, crash (there's more, i'm thinking...)

Television:

dateline, the class, oprah, the o.c., girlfriends, the boondocks, cosby show, different world, grey's anatomy, the oc, my super sweet sixteen, 1 vs 100....really just random stuff

Books:

The Book of Mormon, Invisible Man, To Kill A Mockingbird, Harriet the Spy, Nappy Hair, When Chickenheads Come Home to Roost

Heroes:

My lil' brother (if you know him, you understand), my dad, Oprah (don't hate...she's a shot caller!), GodMy lil' brother (if you know him, you understand), my dad, Oprah (don't hate...she's a shot caller!), God

My Blog

Good Quote .10

If A equals success, then the formula is:  A= X+Y+Z. X is work. Y is play. Z is keep your mouth shut.~Albert Einstein     Past quotes....   Good Quote #9:   For every minute...
Posted by esoteric on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 11:43:00 PST

Forgiveness

It's a beautiful thing.  Period.
Posted by esoteric on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 10:28:00 PST

Not a man hater but it has to be said

I've had enough of the b/s for real.  I seem to be a magnet for men who aren't available or who just want to talk to someone so they feel like they got some body to be around.  I'm not goingto name nam...
Posted by esoteric on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 09:32:00 PST

Words of comfort

As we live on earth we must walk in faith, nothing doubting. When the journey becomes seemingly unbearable, we can take comfort in the words of the Lord: 'I have heard thy prayer, I have seen thy tear...
Posted by esoteric on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 07:01:00 PST

Let's do lunch

             In the past, I've written about my struggles with patience.  I do still struggle with it, often finding myself analyzing each si...
Posted by esoteric on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 04:11:00 PST

A good night's sleep

Tonight I know that I will sleep well.  How do I know?  Well, after another round with the infamous OSU College of Business, I was finally assured that I will be able to move on in my accoun...
Posted by esoteric on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 11:04:00 PST

Why do I even go to school here?

So, in the frustration of the College of Business turning Accounting into a Pro-program, I'm finding myself to be a casualty!  I'm SO frustrated.  Basically what it comes down to is that if ...
Posted by esoteric on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 01:05:00 PST

Running on fumes

It's only the third week of classes and I'm wishing finals were here.  This quarter, while I was so excited for it to start...is beginning to kick my butt!  15 credits, working 10 hours a we...
Posted by esoteric on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 05:42:00 PST

For Dyann

I know I already expressed this, but I just had to say it so you can always see it... To my dear friend who needs it the most right now: I love you, love you, love you.  I'm saddened for wha...
Posted by esoteric on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 06:42:00 PST

Good Quote .9

For every minute you remain angry, you give up sixty seconds of peace of mind.   ~Ralph Waldo Emerson...
Posted by esoteric on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 10:21:00 PST