♥awW!! Babe Surprised MeE!!♥

"To hope is to risk pain...
To try is to risk failure,....
but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life.....
......is to risk nothing."
Anna
"I'm Not Perfect...I'm clumsy and crazy at times."
i'm realli not perfect. i still sleep with my teddy bear... i cry at night when i feel lonely. i drink da juice frum the carton when im lazy. my room is messy. i have clothes everywhere on da floor. i still listen to backstreet boys..one my favorite song from them is "all i have to give," im the type who would put chocolate all over my face just to see u laugh. i'll draw on my face just to see a smile on ur face. i feel so lost in this big world sumtymes that i just dunt kno wah to do. but one thing i know for shur... is that i love him sooo much i;ll give up everything just to be with him.
To My Baby...
babe i love you so much... from the time that u got here and walked into my life i have realized so much... ive made mistakes in my past before but i learned from it...and im guna try 1000000 x's harder just to make our relationship work... being with you make me so happy.. it keeps bringin tearz to my eyes cuz i love you so much... i really don;t wanna lose you. hehe i enjoy the goofiness time i have with you... and da ten thousand kisses i get all day from you... hehe i love your kisses... muaaaaahz!!! waking up to you every morning feels so good. i just keep goin realli close to you and cuddle and i love it babe. hehe waking up and playing crossing the border.. lol ur so silly babe!! i love it tho. seriouzli ur da bestest bf ever!!! MUAAAAAHZ! goin to gameworks today made me realize how much fun i have with you.. ive never had so much fun with anyone at gameworks... with you its like were just goofing around when we race... and idunno its just we laugh so much... lol dork!!! and i just love going up to you randomly to just give u a hug or a kiss.. hehe baby ... i love you... hope you know that. i love it when u hold me so tight... i feel so safe in your arms. i just never wanna let you go.
i wake up early in the morning ... and just like stare at you... like this morning =p... your laugh is the most adorable laugh and gigglez ever!!! LOL!! and when you scream like a girl!!! lol thatz kute!!! i love battling with you hahahahaha!!!! i love winning you on mercy babe!! makes me feel like i can put you down in ur weak spot. and when you hold me so close to you whispering to my ears... your a punk when u do that!! lol. and it is soooooooooo adorable when you try to alwayz kiss me and like i move away a lil teasin you ... and no matter what you would alwayz make shur u get the kiss ... its like u wont even give up !!! lol kutnessss!!!
as day go by... i feel more of the comfort and everything around you. you make all my pain go away. you make me forget the past and i wanna thank you for that cuz this love that we have is what i call love. i never thought would find the one..but when u came along.. u made it sooo easy for me. ive fallin for you more and more each second. and i just love how u can be urself... omg!! it was sooo adorable when you let me video tape you when u took a poooopie!!! lol ... u calm my heart everytime you tell me you love me... babe i love u bunchiiezz!!