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About Me

So im a pretty laid back chilled out person with spurratic moments. I am a chef/supervisor and am working on my english major, even tho im not offered too much out here. I tried not to get too caught up in the bs that travels around everyday life, i just live it to the best i feel like it. Im in it for myself, but at the same time im open ears and arms for the people i care for. im sick of the habituated crap that circles around every aspect of my life and im too lazily content to do anything about it. im too pessimistic. i smoke...a characteristic im not proud of but shit its hard to give up. I would believe that im quite the intriguing person but i have to leave that up to the eye of the beholder. i dont believe in religion!! i think its all crap just make people feel like there doing something good so they can say the did something with their life and for the people that are devout...theyre just crazy. It is a good thing having religion tho, it keeps ppl in check, but when it gets too much power *cough* catholicism *cough* it gets outa hand. but other than that do it while u can cuz ull miss it later!

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Yes i open myself to this developing storey.Realizing this is my escape route.No point in complaining cuz it will come.Keep refering back to the same process.Breaking down ideas that seem so right.So ...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 14:55:00 GMT

Benevolence

After experiencing the worst akwardness of my life, I have decided to expand on self-control.To realize the oneness of my being and be true.Even tho trueness is only an expression of a word, It still ...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 14:44:00 GMT

learning..slowly

"Rarely someone sees it, rarely another speaks it, rarely anyone hears it- even hearing it, No One really knows it." - The Bhagavad-GitaHearing this for the first time is Beyond comprehension.One must...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 14:24:00 GMT

blasphemer

Sucked down into unreasonable thought.Asking impossible questions to rational answers.Why do i make things so difficult?Must i stoop down to find myself?Still screaming on the top of my lungs,Only to ...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 11:19:00 GMT

What do i do with time?

Subjected to find the meanings,Even though its blissful.Seeing one side, but understanding another.Who is this woman standing in the light?I swear she is true and lovely,Yet the vibe pushes me away......
Posted by on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 12:02:00 GMT

time

Stooped below unfaseable measures.Unassured of whats in front of me is real.Its all synthetic anyways right?Searching through my cluttered mind,Only to find the same damned answer...Who is this person...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 07:40:00 GMT

waiting

I find myself pushed against a wall,Starring down the barrell of a gun.Is it my time to go now?Has everything ive done led to this?No... its just another dream,Fed by passions and misfortunes.Some tha...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 11:54:00 GMT

Dreamer

Trapped within this unbelievable realm,feeling as if I am nothing,Simply watching the streams of lightdisappear underneath the night.Understanding the simple perceptionsseen as the real and true way.O...
Posted by on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 09:57:00 GMT