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marítza de la nuit.

remember, The Little Engine That Could?

About Me



complex yet real simple. walking contradiction. like to walk. work alot. work out. leave my thoughts all around. books, art, and poetry. fond of singing karaoke. quite caring of humanity, indeed. more than not, contemplative. work in the restaurant bizz. a flaw of being late that has improved. work with domestic violence victims & kids that've been abused. model on the side. find excuses to take a drive. live alone and don't feel lonely. self sufficient, but get to know me.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

whoever i happen to come across that puts a dent of their own original goodness into my life and not otherwise.

My Blog

"non-discriminatory corporate policies" but Maritza! go take that lipring out.

the first time i walked into TGIF looking for a serving job, i had short bright red hair with blonde highlights and a hoop through my nose. that was back in early 2006 or so.call it naivety or just pl...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Jul 2009 18:28:00 GMT

recession, lost innocense & why is everyone dying??

blame it on my gloomy mood but;it feels like the world is stuck in fastforward towards turning to shit.i absolutely detest the news.don't watch it. don't listen to it.there are enough mental realizati...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Jun 2009 01:01:00 GMT

like van gogh who gave his ear to his girlfriend.

the mind soars on creativity while leaving human form and upon entering a more enticing realm of reality, that can only be attained from pushing boundaries.why is it that artists are a little bit out ...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 06:55:00 GMT

hawaiian melancholy. =(

i had yet to speak of hawaii, and it's splendor. i was waiting to get the pictures back, to do so, but it is taking longer than expected, and i'm anxious. i have concluded moving to hawaii as an optio...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 02:45:00 GMT

keep the mind green. [poetry]

January 27, 2009. Tuesday.Where have i been all my life.What have i subjected myself to.How can it bethat the former meis not the peaceful girlsitting on the sidewalkamongst the splendor of overcastov...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 19:11:00 GMT

morning atmostphere hawaii. [poetry]

January 27, 2009 Tuesday. Maybe 11am-ish, Hawaii time.The weathercould not fall anything below perfect.The air,seems to dance into my noseand the serene singing of birdssubstitutesnoisycarsand otherwi...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 10:43:00 GMT

Esperanza, who didn't believe in love. [story]

Esperanza, who didn't believe in Love.(Semi-excerpted from the book The Mastery Of Love, by Don Miguel Ruiz. Bless his heart and shared wisdom.)(Genders have been changed to avoid reader gender bias. ...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jan 2009 21:05:00 GMT

Life is Great, and yes i said it! lol.

This past tuesday was quite an eventful day. Things felt tough. i took bart to berkeley, and went into this spiritual-ish store where they sold beautiful jewelry and 'healing stones'.they say desperat...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Jan 2009 11:30:00 GMT

if ignorance is bliss, im fucked.

haven't written in a while. life's been kindof crazy, actually. although when is it not, right? winter sets in and serves as reminders of time passing by way too quickly.what does it mean to live your...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Dec 2008 22:15:00 GMT

question existence. [poetry]

if i am not the only soul on earththat feels the way i dothen i am not alonemaybe we should seek the ones we can relate tobecause we're in this togetheri wonder if God made the worldthinkin of it last...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 21:40:00 GMT