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i did see that someone else had a long ass profile so i decided to change it, altho i hate this guy to this day, and love him at the same time...this is basically entering the world of me and my thoughts and emotion. .i shall warn you now that it tangles you in and never leaves you. You will dream aboutt me, eat and think aboutt me and you can't help but know that in the end, i make the descision if you can have me! my screename says it all: notagme4u2ply...i have been played to many times too count and those days r over, i noe a player wen i c one and i noe wat i want! i am not having sex wit someone i dun care about...POINT BLANK!!...i dun hook-up wit random boys just too make them happy, unless they pay me! lol, jp! but like if u want me i have to love u or it ain't happening. i think that myspace at times can get you into trouble and outta trouble at the same time but i have it and i love it. I have met a guy that have grown to love here, but i also met the grl who is out to ruin me...such a fake and i hate fake! i will say here that i am 16 years old and i dun lie baout my age, i want people for once to b honst to me and not have to lie to get wat they want cause in the end they will c honesty goes wit me. i hate players, and i hate fakes, i hate jealous grlz and gfuys, and i hate boys hwo think they r all that. dun b conceited but thwen again dun b afraid to b ur inner dork! i am such a dork and i am not afraid to say it! Of course I know that being in a society where everything is based on apperience, I aint telling u to dress like ur from the 50s to be differentif u love who u ru will dare b crazy!! I no longer care to b the crazy bitch that I am!!i am wackyI love my friendsand I love making new friends
I go to bayside highschool, and before ur skin comes outta ur body lemme tell u this: ITS NOT A BAD SKOOLI love bayside highschool, everyone is everyoneno one is the most popular, no one is the hottest, but everyone is popular and hott in there own group. Ill tell u right now, I aint conceited, but I aint one of those grlz who says LIKE OMG I AM SOO FAT or OMG I AM SOO UGLY ARENT I UGLY?I know I pretty, not the most attractive, but I am pretty. Guys tend to judge me right off the bat, call me a hoe, cause my ass is like j.lo, but once they get to kno me I am pretty cool.
I love to write songs..i play the guitar and I am always out to do new things.. There is a side to me that is rather emotional because of the things that have happened to me this past summermy mom kicked me outta her houseshe doesnt care to b in my life, I finally decided to give up my heart to someone who to this day continues to find ways to play me
Now about this guy, I am not going to say his namebut all summer we had this flingwe always spoke and I was always there for him as he was for me, I was ready for him to ask me out cause he liked me and I liked him just the same.. we made a deal that once we began liking other people, we needed to b flat out honest wit eachotherthis named of this grl on his profile kept coming up and he told me she was just a friendthen I find out he liked this grl and was going to ask her out wit her and decided to blow me off, keep in my that wen this grl was fucked up to him, I was always there, his choice of wrds in telling me that he didnt like me anymore was that this other grl rocked my worldI have to admit I was very hurti mean..i did spend the rest of my virgina vacation crying my eyes out..or mayb it was the scenary... ..that is literally a picutre of me thinking about him...nd i still, to this day dont understand wat made me cry so much about him...but anyways...I got over it, I moved on and started dating this guy named Jeremy, me and this other guy remained friends cause u know what, he has the freedom to b wit whomever. So we remained friends for a while we attemped to hang out but either I was busy wit Jeremy or he was busy wit his grl, then he made the attempt to c me and on his way to c me he saw his grl, so he stayed wit her. That night he confessed how sorry he was and that he had strong feelings for me. I believed him so i broke up with Jeremy. So I stayed single and to make a long story short,he never asked me out and went for his grl. But u know wat w.e, I can get over it This is the shit I deal wit, but on a regular basis, its ridiculous whatever..i mean thats life..life did a number on me I get the world problems its just soo great Anways this is me and of course I write my way threw life caught in the glass case of emotions..and for some reason...im always thinking of u
~Est. 2005~
Reading this over dogged that guy like OD...i mean hey when a grl likes smeone like i liked him...we embellish ok...i guess wat i wrote up there is tru, i mean the events happened as laid out nd apparently i didnt kno the tru facts of evertyhing that happened, but i could care less about the past cause people change...and wen i say people i mean me nd him, both changed..i aint a whinny baby, nd he came back to me...but im kinda glad everything happened the way it did, i mean like cause if he never dated that other grl he would have never known wat he could have wit her nd then i wouldnt value him as much as i do now...evertyhing happens for a reason and i strongly believe in that..nd now nd that guy have been dating for awhile...we r extremely close. I am crazy about that kid! u kno wat, i look bak nd i am glad things happened the way they did, it taught me a whole lotta shit!! thanks baby..nd u kno i got madd love for ya! mwazzzzz
Glittery texts by bigoo.ws
Myspace
this year has been soo crazy...like i've fallin in nd out of love...nd now i am expericennig the best nd most mature relationship ever...right now...i enjoy everything in my life...i have a great boyfriend, great friends, great father...altho things could have be better in some situation in everything that makes me smile, i am lookin forward tothis new up coming year...january 1 is ma cousin's bday nd the th is my bday!! i cant wait...in a way..lol, well actually i can wait...i dont want my bday to come i mean im turnin 15...big woop! lmao my new sn.,..btw, is prnina4lyfe add to u next year!!
heyy thats me nd my baby!! its been 5 months nd we've been thru everything! noo my baby moved! but we still together!! yes we did temperaiily break up for 2 weeks, but we talked each morning, after school, nd during the day, its like we never were apart so we both dont count that as a break up! i infact jsut came back from his house nd i had so much fun chillin wit his cousin danny nd his siblings!! thats shit was maddfun! im learning madd soccer, nd i learned to play ppool! sayy wrdd?!!? lolz, tomorrow is a family outtin! i cant wait to meet all of johans friends nd family! madd cool!! nyways baby u kno that ur my hubby nd i hope im ur wifey! u my baby! so much fun. u funny nd soo sweet! u spoil me nd the way that ur wayy to sweet nd nice to me! lolz..i like u
Its Now Been 8 months with me and johan...and we are very happy...we finally said the "L" word together and i am soo excited...i love you babi! LATER BABI ~1nzz~
HEY YA'LL! WE MADE THIS DAY! 1 YEAR!! Nd in this picture is my ring! my promise ring from my baby! ugh ive never been soo happyy! i love everything in my lyfe soo far! everything is perfect...Johan, as long as ii have uu, ii can get thru everything...Im so happy! thx for my surprise ;-) I love uu..omg do i love uuu baby!! 11.18.05
I find myself stuck in a room/ Touched by something beyond my control/ A pain that causes my eyes to leak/ I've never felt inside so weak/ I thought I was different and not the same as the last/ But constantly reminded of my haunted past/ And now on random days that I must suffer/ And live each day that keeps getting tougher/ I feel like an idiot, a monster that keeps getting worse/ Saying and doing things that cannot be reversed/ I can't please anyone within making another one mad/ So the equation equals me...sitting here sad/ When no one knows what I truely say/ Or think, I come out to be one ball of betray/ Enough to make one try and forget/ That she was my mother still living upset/ I met someone, that changed my way of thought/ Looking at the words of his lips and I was taught/ To forget that bad, and shit you can't change/ Throw away the bad things, then negative and strange/ So I am trying to get older and live a better way/ That drags me to writing a poem that takes me all day/ A smile on the outside is different on the in/ Because only he knows that this is not about him/ it's all about me/ About the person I wake up thinking I always wanna be/ Each tear on my face came from a body thats been throught alot/ My brains and my heart are all tied in a knot/ Coming from a girl that lives in a world of Grey/ Here I am just trying to survive another day/ (April 10 6:27)
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...I couldnt help myself..lmao!...
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Dave Chapelle talking about 2pac in a skit from his show...this shit is da best!