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malicexmizer

About Me

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my name is j o a n n a // l e i g h.
私 は 日本語 を はなします.
enlighten me.
i have held hands and broken hearts and sewn the shreds back together. i've shot down monotony with nothing more than the point of my finger. i've tarnished the name of angels and made the harps from heaven break their strings. i've stood six feet above my once beloved.
Some day, I will be an eternal halloween costume. My life is all about bones; or maybe that is death.
I am one-thousand words of a song screamed by a mechanical voiced-has-been. i'm the beat of a heart amidst a million corpses. On thursday, I smile without caution or reason.
I don't have any explanations for your questions. But I do have eternal silence.
Sometime's I'm a Pluto without a specific existence. Sometime’s I'm not. I'm higher than hell but no where near the divine.
But unlike you; I'm still among the stars. I'm spinning like a ballerina in a music box; twirling in orbit without my control because your twist of a key is my gravitational pull.
Cue the horns and head to the circus tent; the main event starts now. Buy your ticket to enter my mind; but don't except to return. Its a dark, disturbing place and you'd better bring faith because behind his back, the ticket master crossed his fingers as he said your toll was paid.
Honestly, I will lie if it will shut you up. whisper.
Most day's I press the mute button to quiet my conscious. My bateries have run out, but I'm still your favorite toy: with or without my bright flashing lights.

My Interests

Anything made in Japan.

I'd like to meet:



a r t i s t i c // i n s p i r a t i o n

Someone that will make me feel beautiful...
despite how I feel when I look in the mirror.

and people who won't bore me with endless strings of words words words words words words words words words words words words words words words words words words words words words words that have no meaning//message when I read between the lines.

I feel like my heart is full of empty spaces...

please. fill them up.

Television:

oo1: Death Note [JAPANESE]
oo2: Loveless
oo3: Elfen Leid
oo4: Gantz
oo5: Hellsing
oo6: OHS Host Club
oo7: Spiral
oo8: Gilgamesh
oo9: Gunslinger Girl
o10: .Hack//Sign

Heroes:

amy , my best friend ever. you're my farm rake. my 4.09 salad. my cheap geisha. and you're worth so much more than a quarter and a bucket of tea. :D PS: You have really really nice fingers. LOL.
brian , you are my real life clive. you put up with my everyday woes and whining. and you're fun as hell. but really, clive, we need to get serious about this whole "Waldo" ordeal. someone has to find him. and that someone is us! trust me, it will be epic!
edward , you rip out my heart. but even so, you treat it with care and in some strange way, you're the kindest&most selfless person i've ever met.
addie , you're a ninja vampire. you're too good at everything and i hate you. but thats why i love you! but you hate being called perfect so i'll just say you stink at everything and are a miserable waste of life. lmao.
Dan , buzz buzz. you know you like it. :DD you and i text way too much, its very sad of us (: You so have to show me WoW sometime. XD

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What I Like.

[Anime]: Loveless, Death Note, Gilgamesh, Spiral, DN Angel, Elfen Lied, .Hack//Sign, Nana, Ouran Highschool Host Club, Saiyuki, Prince of Tennis, Chobbits, Cowboy Bebop, Love Hina, My-Hime, Trinity Bl...
Posted by ºWfO`UD on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 04:13:00 PST

New Book!

New story! (:It doesn't have much of a plot yet. It will though, I promise.Chapter One:I can't deny the thought of starting this with once upon a time crossed my mind; but once upon a time stories nor...
Posted by ºWfO`UD on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 11:20:00 PST

DripPt4

Omg, more?Huhwhaaaat?Huhwhhyy? :DIt gets pretty sick, sick, sick. [ smile ] Inspiration for Grimsley has not been present recently...he'll be back in the plot sooner or later. ;_;   Xander P...
Posted by ºWfO`UD on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 01:54:00 PST

DripPt3

Finally posting more.It gets more disturbing, now.Haa. [Just a warning].Now...on with the show~-cue brodway dancers and show lights-:D -------------------------------------------------------- CHAPTER ...
Posted by ºWfO`UD on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 06:59:00 PST

DripPt.2

mmm i wrote more~ :3 well, edited more technically, since i'd already written this entire story... but halfway through stopped writing it, and two weeks ago started revising.   :D For those who ...
Posted by ºWfO`UD on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 08:11:00 PST

DripPt.1

Drip, Part one. [mmm my murderous story~ :3 no one is going to read this. and if you, i'd be worriedddddddddddddddd. e-yep. it's what i do. well, i write. not murder people. that needed clarification....
Posted by ºWfO`UD on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 11:08:00 PST

Words.

Two feet and a million miles.Standing on flowers, and I'm six feet under.Looking up at my casket, no different than yesterday.Same as tommorow.Same old bones.Same old me.Six by three, and I'm in a ca...
Posted by ºWfO`UD on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 11:00:00 PST