Vaughn

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in the face of change is when she turned to me and said, "i'm not sure anymore..." and there amidst the waves and the cloudless skies that blanket the year before i watch my life wash ashore have you ever been a part of something that you thought would never end? and then of course it did have you ever felt the weight inside you pulling away inside your skin? and then something had to give now the lines are drawn is this feeling gone? the best parts of this have come and gone and now that is all this is with the reasons clear we'll spend another year without direction, full of fear and now things will be different there's nothing simple when it comes to you and i always something in this everchanging life and it probably always will now that time is getting harder to come by the same arguments are always on our mind we've killed this slowly fading light now the lines are drawn is this feeling gone? the best parts of this have come and gone and now that is all this is with the reasons clear we'll spend another year without direction, full of fear but now things will be different now something has kept me here too long and you can't leave me if i'm already gone make the same mistakes we're always hanging on break the promises we're always leaning on all this time spent waking up (now i) keep this line open to get this call from you (as you) speak the words that keep me coming back to you now this time it's all different now something has kept me here too long and now i'm gone...

You say you're down on your luck hey baby, its a long, long way up hold back now, hold back your fears you say you're really down and out and you feel like there's no way out now let go now let go of your tears some moreHow many times have you asked yourself is this the hand of fate that I've been dealt? you're so disillusioned this can't be real and you can't stand now the way you feelI don't care about what they say I won't live or die that way tired of figuring out things on my own angel's wings wont you carry me homeAnd when you're down on your luck hey baby, its a long, long way up hold back now, hold back your fears and when you're really down and out and you feel like there's no way out now let go now let go of your tears some moreI triumphed in the face of adversity and I became the man I never thought I'd be and now my biggest challenge, a thing called love I guess I'm not as tough as I thought I wasI don't care about what they say I'm gonna marry you some day go ahead and wake up, its a brand new day Angel's wings gonna carry you away Angel's wings are going to carry me away Angel's wings are going to carry us away

Will I fall again into dismay? Will I be ashamed of crying? And I know it's never been the way that I described But I am afraid of trying She's the one who keeps me all excited She keeps me begging for more She's the one who deems me uninvited Now it's overNever leave me, and don't deceive me I'll keep on crawling my friend Never tease me and don't leave me here It's all the same in the endNow I find that I am weaker fare That I am ashamed of lying And I know things never feel the way that's right inside And I am afraid of dying 'Cause you're the one who keeps me all excited You keep me begging for more You're the one who keeps me uninvited Now it's over Never leave me, and don't deceive me I'll keep on crawling my friend It's only a symbol you've got me falling away And I am afraid Take back what I said It's all the same in the end It's all the same in the end It's all the same in the end It's only a symbol *It seems like every day’s the same and I’m left to discover on my own It seems like everything is gray and there’s no color to behold They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying hereAnd I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as wellI feel the dream in me expire and there’s no one left to blame it on I hear you label me a liar ‘cause I can’t seem to get this through You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah Why try to stay sober when I’m dying hereAnd I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late; just as wellAnd I’m not scared now. I must assure you, you’re never gonna get away And I’m not scared now. And I’m not scared now. No…I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as well I am prepared now, seems everything’s gonna be fine for me For me; for myself. For me, for me, for myself For me, for me, for myself*

Hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your back when you hide, hide inside that body but just remember that when I touch you the more you shake, the more you give awaycold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we're far from obvious this timewait, another minute here, time will kill us after all now can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck so fall into my eyes and fall into my lies but don't you forget the more you turn away, the more I want you to staycold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we're far from obvious this timeyou're so endearing, you're so beautiful, well I don't look like they do, and I don't love like they do but I don't hate like they do am I ever on your mind?cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we're far from obvious this timeCOLD, you broke me from the very first night I'd love you 'til the day that I die I'm far too comfortable this time COLD, I loved you from the very first night you broke me 'til the day that I die I'm far too obvious this time
Truth - covered in security I can't let you smother me I'd like to, but it couldn't work Trading off and taking turns I don't regret a thingAnd I've got this friend, you see Who makes me feel and I Wanted more than I could steal I'll arrest myself, I'll wear a shield I'll go out of my way to prove I still I still smell her on youDon't - tell me what I wanna hear Afraid of never knowing fear Experience anything you need I'll keep fighting jealousy Until it's fucking goneAnd I've got this friend, you see Who makes me feel and I Wanted more than I could steal I'll arrest myself, I'll wear a shield I'll go out of my way to prove I still I still smell her on youTruth! - covered in security I can't let you smother me I'd like to but it couldn't work Trading off and taking turns I don't regret a thingAnd I've got this friend, you see Who makes me feel and I Wanted more than I could steal I'll arrest myself, I'll wear a shield I'll go out of my way to make you a deal We've made a pact to learn from who Ever we want without new rules We'll share what's lost and what we grew They'll go out of their way To prove they stillStill smell her on you

the lights are on but you're not home you've drifted off somewhere alone somewhere that's safe, no questions here a quiet place where you hide from your fearssometimes when you're out of rope the way to climb back up's unclear the walls you build around yourself i guess they also keep you here are you afraid of what they think? whoever "they" happen to be or are you hiding from the scars of your own reality?so you sedate and drown in vain you've got a pill for every day a suit and tie to mask the truth its ugly head is starthing to show throughthe monster you're feeding, your lack of perception the things that you do to fullfill your addictions the light at the end of your tunnel is closing what is it that you're so afraid of exposing? you'd give it all up for what's theirs for the taking whatever it takes to keep your hands from shaking the same things you're thinking might make you feel better the same things that probably get you here

I can't remember The last time you cared about anything The last time you allowed yourself to be seen so pretentious your lies unrelenting disguise Creating tears in your eyes your mind withers and dies pretending to be something you are not somewhere in the middle you are now caught You've never seen who you really are No life breathes in you All the time you laugh you wait you cry No part of your life is true All the time your life passes you by I don't ever want to see I don't ever want to be like you, Hollow Man I don't care what you give Hollow man you can't live like thisYour voice is just a whisper You call upon your blank thoughts as you try To fit in where you missed her You missed the chance to stop living a lie

Movies:

Almost Famous, Saw, 8mm, Lords of Dogtown, House of 1000 Corpses, Rad, Bad Boys, American History X, ETC..

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Books:

Catcher in the Rye, Anything about JFK, NO MERCY (John Walsh). Used to read a lot of true crime & such, but I read more magazines nowadays than anything.. Mainly, Car Audio & Electronics, The HORSE and anything car related really..

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