They say when we're this young we can't really know anything. We're just caught up in the figment of the world's imagination that we call being a teenager, like everything we feel in these years doesn't really mean anything...Most of you will agree with all of them...I guess thats where i'm different....I'm 16 and i know too much for my own good. I wish that other can take things seriously, and not take them for any less than what they really are. I wish people didn't run from their feelings....and i wish the people who say they will always be there for you....would actually stay when we need them.....guess i'm just different that way.I take life seriously, because honestly, looking at the years ahead, our lives are far too short to not look for the deeper meanings to everything.The sad part that i've learned about life is that sometimes, its the people you care about the most that are the ones that will end up hurting you...sad truth of the matter is, its human nature to run when we feel close to someone...thus meaning we never truly are close with anyone...there are a few i would hope that are like me in this quest we call life..that aren't just looking to make it through...but are looking to make it through to the full extent of all of our emotions...ones of us who are not afraid to be sad..the ones who are not afraid to just sit around the house because really the weight of the world becomes too muchMany of you will see us and decide that you do not want to live life like us. Truth of the matter is, we are the ones that are truly happy, because we have come to embrace everything which we are and not hide from the moments in life which will make or break us..for those are the moment that make life worth living....What is there about me that makes me different from so many of you?I put others first because they need to be happy, where i have become happy in sorrow and misery, because i accept it ....like the wind lifts a kite, we push on, only having to push a little harder.Some of you don't understand that..fact of the matter is that you don't need to understand why i do things, you just need to know that i do them because it is what needs to happen. One person can make a difference..by putting others first, i can protect their feelings..compared to where mine do not need to be protected..because i'm comfortable with them all.Its a rocky life style, that doesn't always seem so glamorous. The life of Scott Winger isn't grand, and it hasn't really had its happy ending...or moment for that matter yet. But thats of my own accord..I'm always happy..in my terms of the word. But by your standards..i'm a miserable idealist that probably needs to get a hobby...who knows..maybe your right, but i've never been better and you have probably not experience such clarity in your life has i have..because i know what i need to...and don't run from what we should be afraid of.I wear my heart and mind on my sleeve most of the time. I am different..but I have always been me.
[Scrubs] best Dr.Cox quote
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IINn0UatJPE
