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About Me


i love to have a good time. i love people, most of the time. i love the human mind. people's personalities and the way they interact with other people absolutely fascinate me. if you become my friend, i will love you forever, and i will do anything for you. i care to much, all the time, even when i shouldn't. i'm emotional, but i don't show it. i'm hardcore.
music = life.
hanging out with my friends is one of the best places to be. i'm stubborn, very, very, very stubborn. people love to make fun of me, and for the most part, i'm ok with that. hit on an untouchable subject, and i will be vicious. i think people need to leave the past alone. learn from it, and MOVE on. get over it, and stop bringing up bad memories.
i love to party. i love the rain, the ocean, and the forest. i love going on adventures. hiking makes me happy. i love going on walks at night, alone. stars make me smile. i love movies that make you think.
i want to travel. i have an uncontrollable desire to see the world. books are my escape. i'm genuine. i'm one of a kind. i have very different views on the world than most of my friends. i'm a thinker, a dreamer, and a writer. i do not like it when people tell me to change myself, and i absolutely hate people who think they know me, and then, try and tell me why i'm behaving a certain way. you are not me, you are not in my head, and therefore, you do not know why i am doing something. stop trying to figure me out.
i love getting caught in the rain. there is nothing more beautiful than the first snow. first kisses make me smile. i steal street signs. photography is something i'm incredibly passionate about. i push myself to my limits and beyond. i have to play with fire, and i have to learn things the hard way. normally, 2 or 3 times... i've had a couple of near death experiences. death does not frighten me, in fact, it fascinates me. rebellion is an amazing concept. sketching is something i love to do, and i wish i was an artist. accessories are a must~ necklaces, hats, scarves, ties, belts, and shoelaces. i'm a sucker for accessories… i love making jewelry. i love road trips and long drives. i get a warm, fuzzy feeling every time i see light filtering through clouds or tress at an angle. i wish i could capture all the beautiful objects and people in the world, and put them in a bottle. that way, i could have happy memories and beautiful things whenever i needed them.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: meg
Birthday: may 4, 1986
Birthplace: biloxi, mississippi
Current Location: Normal, IL
Eye Color: green w/ gold
Hair Color: brunette w/ natural red and gold highlights
Height: 5'4"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right~ to write, but, im ambidextrous w/ everything else
Your Heritage: british, irish, german, polish, portuguese(hence the last name), scottish
The Shoes You Wore Today: cons
Your Weakness: rebellion and caring way to fucking much, all the time
Your Fears: falling in love
Your Perfect Pizza: garlic chicken from round table~ oh how i miss you california...
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: do well in school, make the right decisions~even when i know i dont want to
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: ugh... no, more sleep... wait, class
Your Best Physical Feature: hair, or eyes~ everyone else would say my chest... *rolls eyes*
Your Bedtime: i dont have one, but, whenever i crash
Your Most Missed Memory: jr. summer~ haning out with the *rockerchicks* before things turned bad, and going to germany...
Pepsi or Coke: neither, i don't really drink soda
MacDonalds or Burger King: if i had to choose, burger king~ only for the sweet n' sour sauce, but, the only fast food place i actually like, is taco bell
Single or Group Dates: either
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: english red rasberry frap~ coffee house and i.c. spice~ st. louis bread co.
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: hells yes
Do you Shower Daily: most of the time
Have you Been in Love: unfortunately
Do you want to go to College: im in college
Do you want to get Married: if i find the right guy, then, yes
Do you belive in yourself: most of the time, yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: on some days
Are you a Health Freak: not really, but, i do eat pretty healthy, and i dont eat a lot of meat
Do you get along with your Parents: now i do. there was a year or so in there were things were really hard. but, it's over now
Do you like Thunderstorms: hells yes
Do you play an Instrument: clarinet, for 9 years, and im learning the guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes, last night, in fact, but, obviously more than that...
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no, i cannot remember the last time i ate an oreo
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: hells yes, a dragon roll on friday night, absolutely delicious
In the past month have you been on Stage: no, but, i was sitting right next to a stage on friday
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope, but i went into a hot tub in borrowed clothes
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yes
Ever been Drunk: yes, last night in fact
Ever been called a Tease: yes, and i shouldnt have been
Ever been Beaten up: no, but ive been in fights. once, before i die, i want a black eye
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: young, and having fun
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: undercover narcotics officer
What country would you most like to Visit: every country! i want to see the world...
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green
Favourite Hair Color: i prefer dark haired boys, i'm not a fan of blondies
Short or Long Hair: either, as long as i have enough to play with
Height: taller than me, which isnt hard
Weight: doesnt matter
Best Clothing Style: whatever fits their personality. but, i dont like emo kids...
Number of Drugs I have taken: -
Number of CDs I own: umm, let me go count...
Number of Piercings: right now, 9, i let 3 close, but i want 13
Number of Tattoos: one
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a couple. but the number one thing that i regret is getting alcohol poisoning, and i'd take that back in a second, if i could
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

anyone and everyone who has something to say. people from different countries, people with different opinions, people who look at the world differently

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My Blog

... as the stars shine brightly ...

... it's been awhile. then again, i havent really written in anything for awhile. it is nice to be able to sit down and just write. i miss my poetry days. i need to get back to it. that, and my storie...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 01:42:00 GMT

... tattoos ...

i've had my spade tattoo on my lower back for a little over a year now, and it's time to fix it. i really wasn't feeling the artist who did the work, and i should have waited, because he really didnt ...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 13:08:00 GMT

... and here we go again ...

i'm unsettled. i want college to be over. i want to be done. i want a steady income. i want out of my parents house. i dont like this anymore. sometimes, i dont understand the people around me. espec...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 15:53:00 GMT

... horseback riding ...

... i've decided that horses have to be one of the most amazing and beautiful creatures EVER!!! i haven't ridden in two years, and saturday night i got to ride 2, count them, horses. my friend sam dec...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 07:16:00 GMT

... pride and prejudice ...

... the first time i decided to read this book, i was in the fifth grade. it makes me laugh just thinking about it. i hated the idea of love, and believed that *true* love was only found in stories an...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 04:01:00 GMT

... preppy clothes, for an un-preppy me ...

so, for those of you that know me, you know i'm not really into wearing preppy clothes. my staple look is a pair of jeans, a black of green shirt, and a zip-up jacket, usually black, and a pair of con...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 11:04:00 GMT

... skipping class ...

... there is something about skipping a class that will never get old. then again, i think i like it just because i can't get in trouble for it. but, i'm actually skipping class for a good reason. i n...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 07:42:00 GMT

... december ...

... december is everywhere. snow lies at the top of the mountain. not enough to make me happy. friday night i felt it. there was that 'december magic' in the air. and, it was soo close to snowing... a...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Dec 2005 00:24:00 GMT

...so far today...

woo hoo. so, i finished my paper and made it to criminal justice. i have to leave for english in about 15 minutes. and then i get to go to class, return a book to cline library, grab some lucnh, come ...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT

...grr, i have a paper due in 4 hours...

it is four o'clock in the morning here, and i need to finish writing a paper that is due at 8 am today. hmm, maybe i should start on that? i need two pages on my opinon about this quote by Voltaire, "...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 00:00:00 GMT