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About Me

"An autobiography is the story of how a man thinks he lived."
My name is Jess Lawless
Yea that's my real name
I've got the birth cerficate to prove it
Basics
I live in a little state called:
New Jersey
I'm 18 years old
My birthday is:
August 11, 1989
birthday presents are nice
I don't have a car
but if I did it wouldn't matter because
I don't have a license
I didn't graduate at JTHS
but I have a diploma
I work at Jefferson Pharmacy
and I love it
Physical
"What is a weed?
A plant whose virtues
have not been discovered."
I'm about 5'3"
I may not be able to reach
the top shelf
but i'm travel sized for your convenience
My hair is red and dark brown and spiky.
My eyes are hazel brown
and I'd be as blind as Hellen Keller
if it weren't for contacts
I'm really pale
I don't like being in the sun
I burn too easily
It doesn't ever turn into tan
it just gets peely and gross
and goes back to alabaster
I'm not comfortable with my body
but I don't know many girls who are
Friends
"Friendship is unnecessary,
like philosophy, like art...
It has no survival value;
rather it is one of those things
that give value to survival."
I love my friends.
I know that I get fucked over by them
and I know that sometimes
I fuck them over
but the fact is that I would be lost
without them.
I think everyone is a little
codependent
whether they want to admit it or not
I won't deny anyone another shot
I believe very deeply in forgiveness
I know there are things that I wish
I could be forgiven for and things
that I wish I could forgive myself for
I learned a lot about friendship
after December 17, 2006 when my friend
Jon Klug (may he forever rest in peace)
died in a tragic car accident.
I learned that being a
friend requires a deep level of
understanding,
a strong will, and
a shoulder for people to cry on.
But most of all it requires a lot of
Love
Family
"All happy families resemble one another,
each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way."
I've got a mom a dad and a sister
My sister's name is Raven
She is 12
She is infinitely cooler than you
She is cooler than me
She thinks I’m the coolest thing
since ice
I am very protective of her
I am also very proud of her
When everyone else is gone my sister
is always there to wipe up the tears,
bandage the wounds,
and help me bury the body
Pets
“If you pick up a starving dog
and make him prosperous,
he will not bite you.
This is the principal difference between a dog and a man.”
I have two dogs:
Annie and Bowie
Annie kinda reminds me of a
furry potato ottoman
but she is a love
She's half chow half collie
My other dog Bowie is a
Pomeranian
I love him more than you
He's a little hyper but he's so sweet
I tend to talk about him on a regular
basis so deal
Art
"A primary function of art and thought
is to liberate the individual from the tyranny
of his culture in the environmental sense
and to permit him to stand beyond it
in an autonomy of perception and judgment."
Art makes up a majority of my life.
I don't choose artists as friends necessarily
but I tend to be drawn to them
I am a relatively decent fine artist
When I'm good I love my work
but when I'm off I think it's trash
I'd love to get more into photography
I have a lot of ideas
I adore music
I was raised on all types and I can't
narrow down my love very well
I feel very strongly about music
There is almost always a song in my head
I can't play any instruments
but I sing.
I'm not the best
but I'm not the worst
I love writing
I write poetry and I really try not
to make it suck
I write short stories
and I don't let most people read them.
One day I want to write
The Great American Novel
I am very scared to show off my writing
criticism hurts too much.
I really do love literature
Favourites
Color: ..”FF0000”Red
Band: Dresden Dolls
Solo Artist: David Bowie
Song: Gloria by Patti Smith
Fine Artist: John John Jesse
Writer: Oscar Wilde
Shakespearean Play: Julius Caesar
Online game: WoW
TV show: Extras
Movie: Pulp Fiction
Book: A Clockwork Orange Anthony Burgess
Food: NYC pizza
Drink: Orange Juice
Beer: Balentine Ale
Liquor: Rum
Flower: Rose
Fruit: Strawberry
Animal: Fox
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My Interests

i find a lot of things interesting.

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to meet

a coin operated boy

and people who comment leave me a comment

Music:

999,

The Adicts,
The Angelic Upstarts,
Anti-nowhere League,
The Au pairs,

The Bad brains,
BB King,
Billy Bragg,
Blanks 77,
Blondie,
Bob Dylan,
The Bouncing Souls,
The Business,
The Buzzcocks,

Chaos UK,
Chaotic Dischord,
Chelsea,
chuck berry,
The Cockney Rejects,
Cocksparrer,
Conflict,
The Cramps,
Crass,
The Cure,

The Damned
David Bowie,
The Dead Kennedys,
The Dead Milkmen
The Dresden Dolls,

Eddie and the Hot Rods,
Elvis Costello
The English Beat,
The Exploited,

GBH,
Gogol Bordello,

Ian Dury and the Blockheads,
Iggy and the Stooges,
Inspector 7,
The Insteps,

Janis Joplin,
Johnny Cash,
Johnny Thunders,
Joy Division,

The Kinks,
Led Zeppelin,
Leftover Crack,
The Lower Class Brats,

MC5,

New Model Army,
New York Dolls,
The Newtown Neurotics,
Nick Cave,

Oi Polloi,
Operation Ivy,

Patrick Fitzgerald,
Patti Smith,
Peter and the Test Tube Babies,
The Pogues,
The Psychedelic Furs,

The Ramones,
The Redskins,
Regina Spektor,
Reverand Horton Heat,
Richard Hell,
Riot Squad,
The Ruts,

Sham 69,
Siouxsie and the Banshees
The Slits,
The Smiths,
The Specials,
Spizz,
Stiff Little Fingers,
The Stranglers
Subhumans,
Sublime,
Supersuckers,

Television,
Too Short Notice,
The Toy Dolls,

UK Subs,
The Untouchables,

The Varukers,
The Velvet Underground,
The Vibrators,
Vice Squad,

X,
X-ray Spex

Movies:

Oh dear god I'll get back to you on this. The list is WAY too long

Television:

I really don't watch much

Books:

Oscar Wilde, George Orwell, Aldous Huxley, Anthony Burgess, Poppy Z. Brite, Greil Marcus are among some of my favorite writers

Heroes:

David Bowie, Patti Smith, Chuck Berry, Bianca Butthole, Aelis, Polly Styrene, Siouxie Sioux, Johnny Thunders, Marc Bolan, Oscar Wilde, and Peter Kropotkin

My Blog

Midummer’s Nightmare

Am I fair Hermia? Art thou Lysander? For I am dwarfish And once possessed thine love And thou hast scorned me for several Helenas Twas evil Puck who did bewitch thine eyes! Or perhaps you were b...
Posted by portion for a fox on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 08:21:00 PST

R.I.P. Jon Klug

It has taken me 10 days to finally be okay enough to write this blog. Jon Klug was taken from us on December 17, 2006 in a trajic car accident. He was an amazing person so full of life and energy. He ...
Posted by portion for a fox on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 12:37:00 PST

ch ch ch changes

ok so i've been doing some serious thinking after talking to a friend of mine. she's always there to slap me across the face and tell me i'm fucking up my life. i love her for it (among other things.)...
Posted by portion for a fox on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 02:35:00 PST

we are all born and we all die

so i had to write this thing for health              "We are all born and we all die." A more obvious truth couldn't be stated. This statement is...
Posted by portion for a fox on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 05:50:00 PST

fear and lovin in north jersey

Ok last night was the superbowl. Twas fun. i only saw the coin toss. i was hanging at klug's house with autymn and christian. we ate pizza smoked and played monopoly. after monopoly we were bored so w...
Posted by portion for a fox on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 02:28:00 PST

survey

yea. i'm bored What is your full name? Jessica Elena Lawless Are you named after anyone? a character from an anne rice novel What's your screename? ch33rupbuttercup Would you name a child of yours...
Posted by portion for a fox on Sun, 22 Jan 2006 02:45:00 PST

just friends

today i went to the movies with autymn. we saw hostel together and it was sick as hell. afterwards we went to the diner. smoked and ate food. twas great fun. it just made me think about a the stuff t...
Posted by portion for a fox on Sun, 22 Jan 2006 06:36:00 PST