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..Only Through Struggle Have I Found Rest..

Remove from me this deception that I call love. - As I Lay Dying

About Me

"True love involves commitment and sacrifice, which are 2 things that seldom exist when emotions have past." - Tim Lambesis.
I'm Tiffany. I love music!! I might be a drummer in a band with a cool kidd named Jon. :] (Not my ex.)
I HATE being judged by my looks. I am myself. I'm a human being, just like you. Don't judge me at all! Umm... I'm warning you I get mad easily, but I don't show it all the time.. I'm usually a friendly person, though... If you hate me, back the **** off! I don't care to deal with your crap. I'm not gonna take crap from anyone! And uhhmm... I guess that's it. If you wanna know more about me, message me. Laters

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My Interests

I love music! I love to hang out with friends, go to concerts, go to the mall/movies, text message people [not much of a talking-on-the-phone type of person.] When you first meet me in person, I'm quiet and shy but when you get to know me I'll open up and talk more and be outgoing. I love eyeliner, sharpies, kool-aid, friends, family, boys, dead roses [they're cool lol], black nail polish, black eye shadow, random people, dogs, stars.

Shit happens in life, but we gotta move on. When you get knocked down, you may either lift yourself back up and move on, or get left behind. Time moves on. No one can change that. Live life to the fullest. You'll be happier if you do :] Trust me. Remember the good times in life and even the bad, because those times make you stronger.

I'd like to meet:

Through Struggle - As I Lay Dying
Only through struggle have I found rest with a piece of me taken away I begin to understand Hollow out this machine like chest with its gears that turn to make me feel and assembled thoughts that fade away
Only through struggle have I found rest
Only through struggle have I found rest
Remove from me this deception that I called love
With its gears that turn to make me feel and assembled thoughts that fade away
Remove from me this deception that I called love
Only through struggle have I found rest
with a piece of me taken away
I begin to understand
I begin to understand
I begin to understand

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Comment meh :]I struck the glass. It broke the bones inside my fist but I'm ok.

Music:

Pretty much anything from punk to metal.
Bands: As I Lay Dying, Killswitch Engage, Atreyu, Fear Before the March of Flames, Authority Zero, Rise Against, Sublime, Rancid [The first concert I've ever been to--awesomeness], Mad Caddies, The Casualties, Pepper, Pennywise, The Bled, Vehemence, Children of Bodom, Blood Rot, Cutthroat Gorgeous, Lamb of God, In this Moment, Escape the Fate, Iron Maiden, Flyleaf, Metallica, Nirvana, The Offspring, Pantera, System of A Down, 10 Years, 7th Son, R-O-A, some Slipknot, Kansas, Foreigner, Jimi Hendrix, AC/DC and so much more!!

Movies:

- The Crow (R.I.P. Brandon Lee)
- The Punisher
- Nightmare Before Christmas
- The Exorcism of Emily Rose
- Jackass 1 & 2
- The Messangers
- Signs
and more.

Television:

South Park, Invader Zim, That 70s Show... whatever's on, that's good. haha

Books:

Books: hmm.. dont read much... but i can tell you that my favorite verse in the Bible is Joshua 1:9 "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go." this verse helps me through tough times. it helps me remember tht God is there for you no matter what and that you shouldnt be afraid or discouraged because He's alway there.and i really like this 1 book called "Speak" by Laurie Anderson.

Heroes:

♥God
♥Juanito (R.I.P.)
♥Jonathan M.
♥my best friend Kat
♥My mom
♥My dad
♥Sam G.
and all of the people who have been there for me when I needed them the most. I don't know who I'd be without these people. I don't even know if I'd still be here without these people...

My Blog

Jon<3

I posted a blog about the perfect guy to me, a while ago. Well, I found him! Jon is the best boyfriend I have ever had. I really love him so much and I dont know what I'd do if I lost him. He makes me...
Posted by Tiffany [I LOVE JON<3] on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 12:07:00 PST

R.I.P Juan

Jon's brother passed away this morning. He was a great guy. He was very funny. I didnt know him that well, but he seemed like such an awesome guy. And he was a good brother to Jon and his sister. We w...
Posted by Tiffany [I LOVE JON<3] on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 10:41:00 PST

the best week ever!! woop! haha

The best week ever was January 15th-19th! hehe! I spent the whole week with my bf, Jon! :DI had soo much fun! On Monday there was no school becuz it was Martin Luther King Jr.'s Birthday so we went to...
Posted by Tiffany [I LOVE JON<3] on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 07:37:00 PST

Did I make the right decision? Am I a good person?...

Those are a few questions I asked myself right after I broke up with Sean, on January 6th. I also wondered what his friends, family, and people at church would think of me, because I broke up wit...
Posted by Tiffany [I LOVE JON<3] on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 10:24:00 PST

the perfect guy...

What I look for in guys are someone who will call me for no reason just to say hi, be there for me when I feel like crap to help me feel better, sticks up for me if people are putting me dow...
Posted by Tiffany [I LOVE JON<3] on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 09:59:00 PST

earlier...

I went out looking for my dog with my mom, but we still havent found that loserface!!!!   I miss him mucho!!! ...
Posted by Tiffany [I LOVE JON<3] on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 07:19:00 PST

yeahh.... :(

My dog's not coming back... I just know it... :'-( I overheard my mom talking on the phone to someone saying "Yeah. We were looking for him last night and Joe [[my dad]] went driving around and couldn...
Posted by Tiffany [I LOVE JON<3] on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 03:41:00 PST

:(

I dont think my dog is coming back... I miss him!! That loserface! lol :( I know some of you might be thinking "He'll come back. He's just a dog anyways" but what if he doesnt come back? I pract...
Posted by Tiffany [I LOVE JON<3] on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 02:13:00 PST

just great... perfect way to start off the new year...

Guys... this sucks!! This New Years WAS going pretty good. We went out to eat dinner at On the Border [[which was really good]], then we went and watched Night At the Museum. Then we came home an...
Posted by Tiffany [I LOVE JON<3] on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 01:11:00 PST

regrets

Why do people regret things? Seriously... Yes. We all do bad things. No one is perfect. I've done things that I thought I regretted more than anything!!! But I have learned SO much from them. I've lea...
Posted by Tiffany [I LOVE JON<3] on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 10:04:00 PST