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About Me

Away 4 soo long. But hey we all come at a point in our lives when change is unavoidable. I'm here 2 make a difference from words that were emotionally forseen:(PSALMS 37: 1-40). After about twenty plus years i finally realize my dreams were living more than i was. From Chicago (October 8th,1986 to present Los Angeles) my life has been a starring role of (It is what it is). Culture shock, good weather, diverse a brotha needing 2 redefine. Fake smiles, broken promises, sweaty hand shakes to cold hard dap. 2 finally fitting in although impatience threw my game off to up all nights. Working to just make a pocket feel medium right. After getting in the groove of things i found myself into experimental drugs , lustful hugs. In a world dainty pleasant before & after.Because the sex i cherished refused to BE restraint. Now in my LATE thirties i have two beautiful boys ( Toirod; my Virgo Soldier and his brother Zion; my Libra Soldier) . Thank u Father God for these precious miracles in my life. I've given myself a chance 2 ENVISION my...!! life from outside looking in... There are some interesting and enlightening points in my life i feel that could probably help those ; not soo much destructive .. but simply exhausted in how they UNDERSTAND their LIVES. One should allow themselves an OPPORTUNITY 2 browse my profile.My blogs is a diary OUTLINING my 'NEW' BODY AND heart OF THE MIND... My videos DISTINCTIVELY displays my LOVE 4 the righteousness in MUSIC and HUMANITY... God is restoring me to my POTENTIAL and then some. Only to balance me out to be a WOMANS' virtuous MAN. To assure me that i am forgiven. I'm NOW a romantic at heart. Now! understanding what it takes. I'm a thinker.Now!knowing the priorities to keep IN IT'S proper MANNER.. I'm a vocal person; Now! understanding when to LISTEN. I'M A lOVER. ONLY NOW! I HAVE WISDOM TO KEEP the LOVE of GOD flowing. i'M A PASSIVE PERSON. NOW! I HAVE NO PROBLEM MOVING ON. I'm a sensual brotha. Now! i know exactly where to start. I'm all these temporal emotions/ADJECTIVES and much more so i need 2 keep some information hidden for the lucky and trusted. But most of all i'm a family man and Warrior of FAITH.

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I'd like to meet:

My dad b4 lifes' pitfalls. My purpose b4 my trials. My high school heart stopper. A true friend. James Earl Jones. Forest Whitaker. T.D Jakes. Every great AFRICAN AMERICAN who God has sent coming and going that has or will make a difference. Lastly a woman who loves God and his son. A woman who knows what she wants without gearing her weakness towards her man. A woman whos' ambitions out weighs the love of her man. See God has the love already installed for the both us. OOOOOhhh i would like 2 meet the future BLACK president.

My Blog

African Slave Castle

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ow2rItUTQtY The BEGINNING.......!
Posted by on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 09:41:00 GMT

Bernie Mac - Sex and Kids

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQBKnBAp5dE Father 4give me...!: But BERNIE Mack was a GOOD...,lOVING.., HUMBLE..., FAMILY..! Man. U will be SURELY MISSED..OMG... LESS laughter for all the SC...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 01:09:00 GMT

2 The FATHER.....

I was thinking, Or was I, Praying, Back in them fazes, Exploitation, Guessing, I was Thinking. Huffing, Puffing, anxiety, My..life constantly Racing.. I was thinking, Or was I Praying.&nbs...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 09:35:00 GMT

More Than usual

More than usual, Once a boy, Close Minded in school, Just, A simple, in LIFE pupil. More than usual, Once delirious at my own crimes, chymes, overly expressed, Emotional rhymes, Loud at Times.&n...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 21:47:00 GMT

Check out this video: Def Poetry jam

Check out this video: Def Poetry jam ..Add to My Profile | More Videos
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 12:09:00 GMT

Truly in LOVE pt 2

How many times..and often times.must I say to myself Roderick it is okay..2 feel real..2 feel subject..to the HOLY Spirit. 2 be or not 2 be is the subtle question..yet at times ..i'm consumed with ANS...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 09:10:00 GMT

Truly IN LOVE part 1

Truly in LOve with my LIFE. Can't compare or come close.. to the actual meaning of sacrifice. Truly in lOVE ...Never cared to ask WHY..? November 14th, 2006 was a NO! turning back situation. I'm ...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 00:24:00 GMT

WORLDS Hatred

If the world hates you, you know that it hated Me before it hated you. If you were of the WORLD, the world would LOVE its OWN. Yet because you are not of the WORLD, but I chose you out of the WORLD, t...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 18:19:00 GMT

Wondering, In speculation if I ...had it altogether

WONDERING, In SPECULATION if I ...had it altogether; Sitting,pondering how lonely, altogether sitting babyish 4 the honor, Just because thinking afterwards... OH well....! It has been along 3 years an...
Posted by on Thu, 29 May 2008 10:09:00 GMT

The Beloved (KING Agape)

Behold, you are fair, my love! Behold, you are fair! You have DOVES' eyes behind your veil. Your hair is like a flock of goats, Going down from Mount Gilead. Your teeth are like a flock of shorn sheep...
Posted by on Thu, 15 May 2008 10:30:00 GMT