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•SchMeg•Dub•

I am here for Dating and Friends

About Me

since I replaced the "I" in live with an "O"
I can't remember who you are

Religion is getting quenched by the
fire of the church that is burning
EVEN ME

Yeah we walk through the doors
so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize

.Hypocrites.

You're all here for the very same reason

Cause these words are my diary
.screaming out loud.
And I know that you'll use them
however you want to

but please don't judge me
I'm not an idol
I'm not Your Every Example for life

.I'm human.

Love One Another

.I love.
the stars, the moon, and its Creator

My Interests



I'd like to meet:

someone who can teach me not to care about the
opinions of others, ENOUGH, to enjoy them
WITHOUT manipulating them.

someone who can share with me the LIFE that
Life was meant to be

Music:

1. Jimmy Eat World
Sherwood
Umbrellas
Mae
The Format
Relient K
India
As Cities Burn
Jonezetta
Anberlin
Dashboard Confessional
The Fray
Further Seems Forever
Keith Urban
Alison Krauss
Ben Folds Five
Bryan Adams
Cartel
Coheed and Cambria
Plu
Owen Pye
Coldplay
Deas Vail
Edwin McCain
Eisley
Emery
Eve 6
Wallflowers
Train
Tom Petty
Incubus
Jack's Mannequin
Jimmy Needham
Keane
Goo Goo Dolls
Graduate
Gym Class Heroes
Head Automatica
HelloGoodbye
The Hush Sound
Imogen Heap
MewithoutYou
Nickel Creek
The Rocket Summer
Number One Gun
Say Anything
Snow Patrol
Sufjan Stevens
Thursday
The Tide
Waking Ashland
the spill canvas
as tall as lions
Bright Eyes
...on and on and on...

Movies:

1.Ferris Bueler's Day Off
A Night with the King
National Treasure
Memento
Nacho Libre
A Beautiful Mind
Anastasia
Aladin(only the first one)
(the newest)Peter Pan
The Goonies
Breakfast Club

***Most Recent Movie I've Seen***
Big Fish

Television:

Mythbusters
Cash Cab
Judge Judy
Modern Marvels
How its Made

p.s. I'm a nerd when it comes to TV
I watch alot of Discovery Channel
History Channel and Animal Planet

Books:

.::CURRENTLY READING::.
Through Painted Deserts
by: Donald Miller
Blue Like Jazz
Searching for God Know's What
The Bible, Lord of the Flies, Brave New World, 1984, anything Shakespeare, and To Kill A Mokingbird.

Heroes:

My Mom

My Blog

*Sex=Love*(Duh)

We grow up with such a SCEWed perception on what "love" is.Our first examples begin as children, in seeing how our parentslove us, and eachother.    Coming from an abusive home, with m...
Posted by "SchMeg"Dub" on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 04:34:00 PST

This Is Me

Faith has brought me so far.But the brokenness I cling to is holdingme back from going further.Selfishness, it comes down to it.We are selfish.I'm selfish.I'd rather take my 2 hour napthan stay up and...
Posted by "SchMeg"Dub" on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 10:57:00 PST

ANOTHER TATTOO

I got ANOTHER TaTtOo And because of thatI GOT FIRED FROM LEADERSHIP That means.. I'm no longerDrama Director or Youth SponsorWhich in some ways.. I'm fine Maybe its something I needed.It sucks but I ...
Posted by "SchMeg"Dub" on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 08:51:00 PST

I Shouldn't Have

Have you ever had someone die while you werelittle and in your mind you think "I'm Never Going To Forget Them!!" WEll that's how I was when my STAR uncle Roger died.and When my BROTHER died. But as I ...
Posted by "SchMeg"Dub" on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 11:58:00 PST

AND YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE COOL!!!

So everything I just typed got Erased.. No point of retyping it. I believe God is trying to use me right now. I need to rely on God's understanding and not my own. I'm searching for humility. ...
Posted by "SchMeg"Dub" on Wed, 28 Sep 2005 02:55:00 PST

Destiny Isn't What It Seems

So with all theses emotional comments being thrown around. All my friends getting in a relationship... Even those I NEVER expected... Dispair runs over me like an unexpected shower that goes into th...
Posted by "SchMeg"Dub" on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

What With Christmas

Last night was an incredible night... A punch to reality, none will understand but just listen... God has hit me with 20 tons of bricks. I think I'll wake up now. I have walked away from everything...
Posted by "SchMeg"Dub" on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Final Curtain Close

I've spent two nights in a row freezing my butt off while I was camping out in my Aunt's living room. When I say camping out all I had was a blanket, sleeping bag, 2 pillows, and mini doberman pincher...
Posted by "SchMeg"Dub" on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST